Today I was gifted with a sky picture of an image of a horse created out of gentle and soft cloud formation, the horse with his head down toward a grass feeding him self. This horse’s definition was embedded in a golden light from the sun behind him slowly sinking into life on the other side of our planet. This picture invoke justice freedom and peace so I send it to my planet as a Light message knowing in side of my self that my Guardians will do with It what’s most appropriate. They know what we cannot see just yet but soon this is changing. I took this picture of a grassing horse inside of my soul and melted with it.

In the evening during a meditation I was feeling my children. I have not seen them for almost 7 years now. At the moment of seeing my first child in my vision, the phone rang and it was my daughter calling me.
The conversation was generous and I felt that pain was leaving my body. For I didn’t hear her voice for many years. Listening to her voice reminded me again not only of this beautiful sunset I saw just few hour ago but also the fact there is something cohesive within her voice, like she felt to me she is connected to her HIgher self and she knows it. In that tone there was a singing during her speaking to me.

Some time ago – I kept witnessing images showing me blobs of white across my room, erasing the parts of my room. And before that I was walking my walks along side of my tree family in the green sanctum and was looking at some blobs of fog. But the fog was more like a Spirit rather then some molecules forming as a cause of heat and moist. All my lives stag up one after the other going into thousands now I want to hijack the many high above this one knowing it is possible. O.K. the white to me is I am being shown that this reality IS dissolving! YEah. The fog is a sign of birth of me seeing more inter-dimensionally, because I can only do that when I close my eyes, but not with my eyes open. The lives stag up one after another corrects my previous impression that we have past lives, it is a rhetorical discombobulation of our interpretations that are also changing and aligning to more accuracy.

If I come to now I must say that this day also has brought me my young friends with whom I have been sharing things for some years about practical/spherical Spirituality. This is my term coming from understanding of how things are and where etc., I want to thank them for coming to visit and have a conversation, because any time we do this meeting it is as if we shoot an arrow straight up above our heads to take us Home to our Original Creator, anchor the arrow there and leave the rest of the robe in case anybody wants to join us. I also should use the term that what is going on is the integration between the spiritual and the matter to create a third element! And that is what I have been up to. It has been also difficult and frustrating at times to be doing this kind of work that I am here to do with people. Their mater(s) and Spirit and showing the way how this split could be remedied. My observation has been mostly that people use a lot of distractions, looking for many different modalities, not sure what to pick, just checking into something because it may sound different and interesting and then check quickly out. Some of them hearing they have to do their own readiness of internal work is too much to ask for. Not really any dedication and focus. This too has been discussed with my young friends- as a indicator to avoid such contradictory ideas.because some young people are searching what they can do how they can contribute and how not to follow the old regimes and staleman staf. I am concerned with young people because it is obvious how difficult it must be for them to be here in this matter which continues to be so confusing and camouflaging the living truth and life. We agreed that their choices “will” be of their heart’s integrity, that they made the choice to live their truth. People feel living empty lives especially children and youth.
This is my Sacred Space. I cannot tell Infinite what to do, but I can emit my Light and this Light can be send where ever is mostly in need. We can learn to speak with simplicity and easy to our Original Creator, directly going to the point.
This thought of my heart has been to share it with you and my self in case I might get a senior’s moment. The latest to be avoided at all costs.
Namaste
Jarmila of Divine Service and Thank you Infinite for all your Gifts!

The teachings of Infinite and my Guardians continues to connect my both ends: the consciousness with subconsciousness. IT allows me to clear my SPACE where things flow, happen or not, depending on its clarity and the presence of awareness that I can loose at times and then rushing my self back into it. The Good well natured life always waits if I fall behind. I am ever grateful for being able to notice to accept to learn and to have the opportunity in my space to have a clarity instead of stuffed events one after another. Thank you Life for being my Teacher and a good friend and a companion.

In last twin nights at the dreaming the scene of a court and a famous face (to me) appeared: Robert Menard* all happy and victorious approached me with a generosity of his hug and recognition, dressed in the mourning black sheet of judge’s robe. Robert has won his case and it was to be celebrated since it included the humanity’s collective sovereignty that this lovely fellow had in mind. He was here to assist humanity and he was here also in my dream.
The next “branch”of a dream was a scene of my mother or rather only surface resemblance of her. The “mother: was speedily aligning her scratched white car into the busy highway. I was the quest in her vehicle. As observed, mother did not check her blind spots of any upcoming cars, she was rushing and with absolute confidence, and busy talking to us, and knowing as if her eyes would be also present on her back, she justly merged within the traffic. It was at dusk in my dream. The speed of her car turned beyond the speed of light and thought and in an instance we have evaporated from this dream condition (state reality) into our sovereign original selves. A “place” of outmost freedom and greatest joy. The place where words cannot trap you only a sole existence gently enveloping. A complete skill with merging of the wholeness and now.(As you can see this last sentence seems a little FRAGMENTED).This has a Purpose here but I will continue.
The mother wasn’t and I – as a physicality – wasn’t. Instead the Beyond existed and my consciousness basking inside it….

Then I noticed a some male figure. He was observing the silver cord which connects me to the physicality’s meltdown. And I wasn’t to go where my mother seemed to navigate her next steps,as this dream was showing me.The possibility here in the dream was to show me a resolution for discovering where my mother could go if she is to pass the way. How smooth it could be for her and easy. As discussed some days earlier with my good sweet intelligent soul friend, people are also “afraid of death because they don’t know where they going”. The information of our conversation was a keeper and it showed up in my dream.
I witnessed this man’s intentional interference: beaming of his cold hostile energy to distract us also from this teaching. To “help him” a telepathic question generated itself to find out what this man wanted, in spite it was already obvious. He felt like Smith from Matrix movie. Because I didn’t react to his weak beams of interfering-for I knew how to “hold” the wholeness, there was no damage done only he got burned out and vanished.
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My questions and pondering toward my Guardians formulated at my clairvoyance: The reason and purpose for a Free Will?
While I allowed my higher consciousness teachings to penetrate my human ego = the re-convalescent body uniform to be touching the highest principles in order to achieve total sovereignty in all of my aspects, there arrived a clairvoyant childhood recall as a watch response from the Presence with me.(note:”all my aspects” this term again suggest we are dealing with fragments from the point of the lower perceptionist. This aspects may be also polarized in association with different time lines and their events. And all of this needs to clear and integrate so it doesn’t cause obscure dilutions.)
My Free Will was hugely marked at the childhood years with a guilt:guilt is something like the Smith. It also has the capacity to be like a pipe exhaust of a gaseous origin firmly attached to once desires to have knowledge on its own without the intervention of an adult! So one needs to look out for an opportunity. In other words: the child wants to “play” her mother wants her to wash the dishes.
And besides the guilt there was also an obedience for following somebody’s else commands, living somebody’s else thoughts (ideas), their needs and wants. I have felt I never could fully evolve into the understanding of self.The term self I mean the connection where we come from. Understanding of something to me is full interfacing what free will is or can be, its role and purpose. Certainly in many cases one doesn’t even know there is a such thing as a free will until something inside you prone you to want to do think(g)s on your own regardless of age. It is not the age rather the Soul that is at works, I think, that pulls one into a different angles and augmentations. On the contrary I was the utmost “good child as expected” you could find. ANd that was also to my own detriment, like discouragement. What I mean is I come from the place of pure innocence, to search what life is how things work, not always it is beneficial to have already formatted adult to be telling you her opinion mostly full of distortions. How do you know it is a distortion because it just feels awkward Free Will was given to us for a purpose. Nature doesn’t function in prepared fixed road payeved with asphalt!. And I already know it is all unpredictable. Because there is a heart at play. Heart finds the best ways where the brain, the way it so far is, cannot reach. Besides the heart was created first, it is first born in the body, then it makes the spine and the rest of it, so take it is a sage compare to you.
I recall a repeated scene of a summer hot days. If the commander (my mother) was satisfied with heat and sun she would pack us up and we would go to the water. Some restrictions applied. But I felt she didn’t really cared except how dark sun tend she would get and also she needed a rest. At that very moment I was “free” of her mind and was temporary released from her focus to control me. Off I went to explore to talk to my invisible friends inside of me. This is crucial to grasp I am saying in this very moment I had a full access to life directly! No interference. I was hoping to hear live’s language and I was worried if it did go away because I didn’t have time to pay attention to it all the time due to the above. The live’s language as my way shower and primal teacher, the compass of my heart which was magnetically oriented and at rare times charged with the music of my primal Home. ANd never ever WORDS were spoken.
I don’t know if I was “grateful” to the Sun doing exactly what my mother wanted. My brief happiness was simple: to be left alone so I could get in touch with the authentic.Now I know that was exactly what felt great.
When my mother had enough of baking under the sun I would get to know it half an hour before we had to pack and go home. Her thoughts would reach my consciousness and I started to get disoriented and distracted, probably nervous what was it now that I had to be doing instead of just being a child. And by this very nature I knew a change was coming and cage would be put around me again, symbolically speaking. But if you really “think” of it it is so true and this is how we all get stupid with time.
When in captivity (doing chores which were endless, looking after my younger brother, taking care of my mother’s needs doing ballet, schooling my self in impossible confusion of math, words and a strange people, everybody wanted something = expectation), so when in this kind of a captivity, you might call a conditioning, lack of oxygen to the brain, stress forms, not creative thinking is available at the moment. The heart compensates and speaks to the mind to calm it down using pictures of patience and a reminder for another opportunity to come. There is a point when you can become aware of you are being programmed and there is an equal time when you forget it all together and you let the programs to run your life, void of Free will. Well, I know there is a Supreme Being which watches over all its divine expressions and has make the channels of a day and night differently as to give the opportunity for those who seek it, to “repair one self” so to speak.

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Another vivid example is a trip to Poland (42 years ago)?, Sopoty and its sea waters. (This is also a part of the response to my questions in my dreams and how they got answered through recalls and pointing thinks out to me.)
I wouldn’t conceive as a small child that the water which danced me into its body’s shore waves could hurt me in any way. I felt exited for this yet undiscovered place,with its different rolling movement power, how could I fit with it? Thoughts of a child versus thoughts of an adult are unmarked territory against build up army city. I felt I wanted to be one with the water or at least make friends with it. I was really hoping they wouldn’t be watching me for I would get stifled just by their negative don’ts, which was so insulting and discouraging like you have no idea. Plus it is what may cause actual injuries to some kids. THis world is dominated by words and mentality. My world was of no words but pictures and its teachings so I could hope to grow well. In the mental world of words it gave me a hard time for I had a trouble to express my self through them.
Anyway I am trying to get me here to say that somebody the man or the woman (“the parents”) were instructing me not to drink the salty water or else my tummy will get sick. Because it caused a wonderment as to why a salty water would cause an issue I took a sip. As a result because I contradicted my parent’s instructions I started to cough. But I loved the different information it gave me because I experienced a different density, It filled me somehow as if I could see “better” this dark world or something like that. I also had to briefly pretend I didn’t hear them yelling at me to get out of the water because I wanted to experience this different feeling I had of the salt. I was “eating” something and it felt good to me. When I was drinking a soft sweet water it support me. So that is what I got while chocking on this water/parental reprimand. I felt also stupid for getting cough and for being reprimanded instead of supported, and asked what I was doing.
the preference for being left alone grown inside of me. It would be so good for my spine would feel connected (also through the many many hours of ballet and movement) to Infinite instead of construed by stuff.
The point is when one is left alone without the adults already formulated opinions and drama, one can find/see authenticity. And I think that is one of the reasons for free will. If you find something that feels new to you you then employ your mind into its creativity aspects how your findings could be extended into some applications and such. Authenticity likes to stay the way it presents it self to us, we must meet it without words and opinions.
As a side effect one might feel special for a brief second. The two worlds, one living in silent observation of enriching pictures, the other physical world of words, their meaning of life being backwards, stupidity and blindness. It is a miracle that some children are able to live within such a split and are not the subject of a mental cause deformation but only some ridicule and or bulling. It all washes over you as the sea wave which came to me the first time wrapping it self around my tiny body and with its masterful spin gently lay me down onto the shore. I stood up surprised and honored. The body of water had more wits then a new parents not knowing ever what to do with a child and how to raise it with love only. IT doesn’t matter. As balance seeks its continuum within its created tension so we seek purity within our daily experiences. Free will can be polarized, definitely manipulated, denied, conveniently overlooked. But if one leaves the eyes naked it still can discern the original from a fake and or a coverup.
Namaste

I really don’t know yet how to call this next article. I am pushing my brain forward and upwards to get me some relief from so many questions, to eradicate confusion and sense of imprisonment that I have been feeling again in many ways. And I don’t like that at all! Low ceilings don’t work 4 me. I called my Lion People from the favorite 7th dimension to help me with some major clearing. It is not only a matter of Personal spiritual hygiene but also the fact that every city is highly acidic hence rendered infertile. It is up to us to change this radically. Some of us work day and night. The linear clock is jumping and skipping it’s impotent round-bounds, so it seems not much has been accomplished (am I still linearly thinking?) soon will be fully gone and the make believe attached to it as well… The life is finding it’s new ways of expression and I love the moments when one can sing highly with the birds for the tree entertainment.
With the protest against criminal, hostile Monstanto’s crops and genetically engineered food came a huge wave of side effects like the immune shots within the Aware spirit body. It is to get us “grow our consciousness”.It is to cross some boundaries.I am feeling that the huge amount of power people has given away is stored and it is gonna come like one major earthquake. In Europe people are much more alert and adamant in saying what they don’t want on their plates for dinner. I also love what Iceland have done, to kick the corporate monkey banker out of their land. Ireland seems to be making their free way from enforcement soul-less agents as well. That is very good and healthy and I am fully for it.Because it stimulates humanity’s immune system, and helps to clear the free will which has been on a verge of complete abolishment. The extra-supper negative terrestials who love the negative time line fueled with chem trails, acidity aggression are soon to find their match but not here on this planet Earth! The question mark is what canadian man is doing, Hello? I didn’t see many people in major cities to discuss what their choice of food is, how embarrassing. Oh I get it, they probably require more 2 by 4 before they wake up?
Crossing the boundaries means the ability within the zero point to reach somebody whom we thought we have lost and she / he has been swollen by the main stream.If you are smart you know it is not possible, really. This is the time to cross these mental boundaries. The reptilian brain is only operating on programs, beliefs and presumptions, the mammalian brain is accustomed to ongoing adaptation, flexibility and learning of a new. Much better to realize is the fact the programs and believes can be eradicated, cultivated heavily tested against original and authenticity. Then we can swiftly move into the present Higher heart mind. I don’t like hypocrites and I don’t like when there is a projecting into people of any believes, that is like doing black magic. Some are still doing their life by this way of unconsciousness doctrine instead of living, and it needs to be pointed out so there is a chance for a freshness and change.
If situation like a Global March against Monstanto arises people of different walks of life have an opportunity to talk with each other. Obese to athletes,spiritual to main stream, horses to chickens. It is all a veil. Any kind of silliness is being removed. The difference in cells doesn’t make them to separate! The tong in your mouth doesn’t shriek because it is surrounded by 32 sharp teeth (symbolizing aggression)
The above can be an outline for more observation and study of the human DNA. I have been studying this subject,working with it and researching. Right now a book was chosen to help me to gain some more insights about the DNA or many kinds of DNA. (The book is called “The Nummo. The Truth About Human Origins” by Shannon Dorey.It is another possible version of us or some of us. It reminds me of books by Zacharia Sitchin, THe Sumerian records of Annunaky. I had to study these books 15 years or so ago to correct many lies and convenient interpretations printed in the Bible) All these books are an indicator that we still don’t know our selves well and how could we.”Know your self through the present moment.”Yes but without the shadow!
And what reaches me is the Sounds, colors, tones, vibrations. From here we get geometries, from here we get some pronounced sentence/meaning within the strand of DNA. We do not know the real “number” of all the strands, so I want to remain open to what comes to me from Infinite and also the significant teachings I have been receiving through Mother Earth/her Nature. It is to guide us into the liquidity of life not to be stug with density. The density has absorbed and held all the vibrations that we are only discovering. I feel to be a mystery is a great fun and an expression of Infinite of Unconditional Love towards human beings which has been so significantly threatening to those without a soul and a home. The human spirit and her heart is in the focus of Higher realms and dimensions, the positive time line. Hurray. The point is ( at this moment) when Sacred tonal Infinite Languages are spoken – I Know all inclusiveness, while when one uses the box language I am in loss of temporal separation. The same I feel about DNA formation and its origin. Human life was created for very specific purpose, it is something that demonstrates a Presence of a High Intelligence. This includes so far “known of” star races that we made the Pot luck with on Earth. Humanity is the helper of an Original Creator since there is an additional idea yet to be discovered. O.K. my DNA seems “pleased” with me for the acknowledgement of it’s much higher purpose and an open door to those who continue to be learning.
Namaste
Jarmila:

This internal expansion(s) has been going on on on for a “time”… The most recent energetic activity has taken place amongst the forestry that becomes intensely more beautiful to me as days go by, when I am present amongst these silent friends of mine.
On the run this day (May 22nd), it was brought to my awareness upon getting severely blessed with showers of inspiration as we had a small thunder storm, that the electrical charges in the sky were also coming indirectly through my spine. Then – in a split of a second – I was taken “out of body” and became part of the North Pole, and I experienced a large activity of movement and it Was painful. I could stand it only for few seconds then I asked Infinite to please put me back within the tree space..Then tears start coming down as result of such intense experience. My physical presentment was soaking wet and clothing sticking against the skin. A very young woman with a growsome appearance – also soaking wet – and very unsual looking dog was passing buy. In one hand she held her cell phone, in another a cigarette bud a her dog chain continuing downward to this very contend looking being, her huge purse twisted over her wrist with the cigarette bud.

I coudn’t help but exussed my self for interrupting her making a phone call and gave her a compliment about her unsually looking four legged friend. As this came out I added she felt ancient to me hoping she might accept it as acknowledgement rather then some unthinkable insult… She promtly responded, with “Oh yeah, you woudnt’ say it to somebody without intuitively feeeling you can because I feel the same about you,” and.._still within one inhale she continued): …”yeah, he (meant the dog) was on T.V. with few other dogs, this kind saved some kids so he was being recognized as a hero,” well anyway I had a terrible day and you feel to me like a guide right now….” Without a hesitation a permission was asked for giving her a hug.And also to ask if I may pat her dog who evoked inside of my soul a memory of ancient wisdom of cooexistence, play, purity and darlingness. The fast speed communication went on and one was noticing this young woman and her face of a beautiful child like with very painful early experiences. She reminded of a Buddha, Marry Magdalene and Nazarene just coming back and saying ‘Hi’ to me.
It was magical few minutes as if the movie “wizard of oz” was playing in the back round of my skull and I knew the very life is a wisdom. And wisdom is love. Her shoes were not red or with heels, but everything about her was like in a magic and buy the way, I felt it was played backwards when she said I am like her guide because I felt she was my guide… and in the presence of the tall Tree People and her little wizard dog we are undoing ill deeds of a black magic so we can enjoy and love life as friendly humanity meant to be originally. Yes, this was a gift and I am grateful. Thank you, Infinite.
Namaste
Jarmila:
p.s. must be aded: after this meeting with all involved energies in my day, much vitality accumulation extended. I didn’t sleep till 4 a.m. The feeling of the NOrth pole let me see that is the weakness of the field shifting itself, it was like a spinning dollar against the table base in chaos. I know what ever is taking place it is only going to do good to bring humanity together into its core. It will force to live fully again, to regain absolute sovereignty and many manual abilities – back =forward to the pencil and paper things..making attributes for each other. What’s wrong with living Higher and personally without the ego attachments?
Next: life force and Spiritual immunity.

I want to do my best to be brief.
I continue to feel that all these words and those that I had to learn
and memorize in order to “speak” and “communicate” sound to me like an idiot.
I know the world of words is a babel, it is a fiction! Knowing this for long time and refusing to be part of it, I am using from now on Sacred tonal language of Infinite. Infinite tells me to breath and feel. That is it. To feel.
Last time my group of Gaia One/meditation was breathing and clearing out these fictions from their system and will continue to do so. The shadow needs to be released so one can experience her/him self as a pure energy field. People’s spines need to straighten.
I cannot sleep for the longest time for various reasons, because there is so much happening. I miss
communicating with my beloved friend Eva. She is the cutting edge and already beyond what can be hardly comprehended . She is within deep Existences, versatile in pronouncing Infinite’s “information/insights”! and Eva does so through her Sacred wheels, drawings. I also continue to miss my children.
Before I am done with babel for today I need to say what’s UP in the 3D awakening field and how are people feeling it but maybe not realizing it yet. This is strictly a matter of fact. There has been lately much evidence about the “scary stuff” such as income tax. Well friends, this is also a myth as found out it was never properly legislated as documents shows clearly. The latest link to this can be found at: www.humanrightdefenderleague.ca
If you are tired of being used and afraid and confused beside education in the terms of law, you can listen to the Global F.A.C.T. Radio – Conscious Living and found out a lot more eye opening revelations.
Namaste
Jarmila:

“The State of Being precedes the Place of Doing”. This axiom always, always, always is applied to myself first. So this is a loving reminder because for the last several weeks, maybe second week of February until “now” it was such n overload of energetic information that the result here was no sleeping. It woudn’t be accurate to say one was exhausted from not sleeping much but rather upset with not able use for resting and calmness. I had to work to be calm… well it is much better that Gaia is less earthquake prone so we the people are doing the burping and clearing of obsolete inside of ourselves. And that there are some short brakes in between
My cells are communing with very bright pearl like frequency, it’s like being under the water able to breath , the liquid has changed it’s tendencies over my lungs, it is all friendly… I am feeling Infinite Mother as I let the fingers clicking the tab of letters. I sense Her “smiling in absolute Silence” I wish I would be so silent as I am experiencing the Presence to be now. I feel deep loving embrace and I am being asked to let go and allow much exponential growth of my Being to take place. I feel I am being held without holding onto me with so much love I cannot call it love anymore, it is beyond “love”…. I am in the Soft White Energy embrace..so sorry cannot write but I am seeing my “mind is widening opening like some door….

I have been studying today after work more about The Maxim of Law, very useful think to be in awareness with. It explains very well the syntax and letter of the law. As we are interested in the Common Law, which is actually the unspoken “word” which has cometh from our Creator, I feel it is innate.
The Maxim of Law is written in Latin with English translations and it is mostly for the “Christians”. Hm… And as I truly find it useful to study this paper in the same time I find it stale for it’s emphases on what Jesus Christ once was teaching. IT is written in such a way that it might give the impression that no-body will get over the bar of these “words of teachings”, which are mostly just an interoperation of very abrupt and inaccurate memory and convenience of the writer of the Bible. There is a lot about sovereignty and who or what is sovereign and who is below that… It should be clear that we all came here for Learning Experiences hence we rely on making mistakes to find out what works for the common good and individual and what does not. Since it is clear that not all people are of the same consciousness and spiritual, emotional intelligence and frequency, it cannot be ever implied that we all got same start hence forth the silly condition of the christian is not even logical. That would really make many people “believe” they are sheep, all made like coca-cola bottles, and again in terms of Law were all equal meaning we all have the same, common sense guidance, which is: no harm to any living soul,and or their possessions, no fraud, no steeling, no lying. That is basically the common law for all. BUT I loudly doubt that the Frequency of Christ Energy intended ever to limit anybody, only to set the corse straight upstairs. ANd that’s That!
There is Creator’s given Freedom to us, an unconditional Love Governed by Universal Laws:1) U exist; 2) All is One, One is All; 3)What you give out, comes back to you; 4)Everything else is subject to change. So the Christianity and or all other teachings are for an examination with an open heart and an open mind.
Namaste
Jarmila

the day before today I was just again pondering and FEELING my Home Planet and people that I am proud of to be sharing this almost turquoise energy (THe “blue” lips of Father Sky kissing the Green Mother’s body Gaia, her mostly Feminine surface getting better by the day, transforming into the most beautiful Divine Goddess there ever has been!) She is so Rising and I wonder: Can YOu feel Her?..
I have been borrowing these English words into existence to be able somewhat “communicate” but had promised to myself my next blog is different.(to be).