on my walk to the store I got hit with some last remark, made in my home page book: about negative old belief systems, the connection to the matrix,{The very important good news is that we [as the energy healing facilitators, the translator of the multidimensional soul groups] got hold of the matrix and we can manipulate it to complete dissolvement.O.K.?} this is as old as 2000 year of.
The belief system + religion is linked together. An infestation took place old program which was implanted on our Mother Gaia by the Orion community of negative ET’s. They had to put into a place something for the separation and distortion so they put the court of religion which was apart from the One Creator.Any belief is a replacement for not knowing effortlessly. Look the thing is that it is possible that the stupid is gone completely and the fruits of the original ones just continue to blossom.

Pure Mind.
When I stand behind the body, in neutral still calm place I see my mind beautiful. I do not take joy for writing any words, for these words are truly foreigner to my consciousness.
I always struggle how to find the way to be able to communicate without them, it clearly is perceived like the stupid babel which I and my original sisters and brothers did not invented but knew it is going to come into the place where illusion needed to be tested and everybody was sleeping….
Then when I start feeling the part of my mind where it is recognized with the label for “carnal” there are these thoughts: “…i really wish my mind to be very smart, clever, genius and creative but i am afraid this is not my truth”. Eh. This sometimes stopes me from writing anything no matter how “clever” I might feel the texture is. It is called scrambling. And only by canceling it and seeing what is helps me to move it out of the way.
Then I catch this other thing: I am worried if I have everything right. (“worried”, “if” “mind”) tells me conditioning of part of my mind in unconsciousness. So no that is also gone.
Next: I am measuring how much time I have for each task! Did I make any contract with “time” to measure the length of my life’s role in this made believe fabric?
It has also came very clearly into my realized focus that there is an ill tradition of the collective believe which states that “humans DON’T DESERVE TO LIVE LONG AND PROSPERIOUS LIVES RESTING ON THE FOUNDATION OF A FREE WILL, THEY DON’T DESERVE TO BE SIMPLY HAPPY. Jesus was apparently a good guy and so was Mary Magdalene and so was Mahatma Gandi and so were all the Native People of the Land of America and Canada. Who was so sick minded that convoluted to claim that because he was a good man who was teaching the Feminine principles governing laws of creations and how it relates to the physical man and how we are not separated from our Creator, for that he was crucified. That makes no sense to any healthy and half withs commoner . Which of Jesu’s actions and dead would justify to murder him, I doubt that it happened I think there are many versions of how he lived how the Native people lived, how Lemuria existed but because it was so beautiful and close to the heart it had to be destroyed. The jealous bastard couldn’t live with it. The movie with J. Travolta “Phenomenon”: the gifted man all of a sudden has to get a tumor in his brain, people cannot learn from him, because it is not convenient it is even considered dangerous his knowledge, that is on top of it his very human compassionate heart, so he dies. Phenomenon is a message of how human is closely connected to the original creators’ creation how healthy, well developed human can be in real. Millions of families are destroyed for various reasons, one of many is that the one of the partners is also thinking differently in terms of spirituality versus indoctrinated religion [as institution which only has brought war, prostitution, hate against each other, mistrust, abuse of little children, hunger, crime], thinks natural instead of programmed, thinks organic instead of Mc/Donald, doesn’t like to be governed by the foreign state, is living from the heart, from the Higher mind, respects and loves her/his children. So this too has been in recent past found dangerous. The imposters fraudulently claim children as their private property to take them away children to abuse them. This is a example of long long long negative ego chain of very bad believe systems, criminal actions, very bad deeds.
However:THis long chain, predatory tentical/cord bloody attachment imposed into a healthy consciousness of MOther Heart/Earth and her children was severed! The living Spirit, the living emotional heart’s intelligence cannot be destroyed ever. No one has such power. Let this be known and realized. YOu can let go of the mind’s schizophrenia.
The healing continues to take place to disengage from low self worth, emotional/mental addictions mainly to lack, fear, being governed by another,the layered believe you don’t need to be responsible and accountable for all you actions. This collective addiction of the unconsciousness has to dissolve. The conflict to discern for one’s self-responsibility, refusing to grow up from the level of kindegarden consciousness and the big part in this is the fact that Free Will IS restoring itself can bring much joy in itself.
The most embarrassing belief out of laziness and out of blindness is to keep falling down on the knees crying out for nonexistent demigod.(Notes from January 2013)
This needs to stop here, because there is something very great that happened again last night, March 10th
A strong debri of energy clearing pushed through my body. May this be the 8 questions my beloved friend Eva found that Infinite was asking IT Self? Does Infinite qualifies as “having the Self”??? What some of us has been experiencing since the year 1999 is that we are aware of Infinite Mother of All Creation, as our Original Creator. Lately some of us have been working intensively on more discoveries which comes through revelations, these are authentic like pressure points and or physical delivery (I really am having very hard time to describe something like this in the stupid english words) it is a delivery of a different consciousness happening in the state of heart recognition, without the use of ego, mind, or words,it happens suddenly during a time of a silent still mind, It is very profound and nobody thanks God, has any prove for this, and or explanation. This makes me happy and I feel totally free and with it what is happening, I grow into this knowing of Infinite Mother and wish people could feel O.K. to get beyond the belief for stupid.
Namaste
“Jarmila”: of True Divine Service