Archives: March 2014

This Is a Sacred Space: And need to share this dream from “last night”

March 30, 2014

ALoha my friends, well I wish it would be the last night and then there would be only a day, no polarity what so ever….Working hard at that, waking up several times during each night…  When I finally had the chance to be in the dreaming it  was truly exiting. But first I need to make a note with a prerequisite to this mentoring insight last night.

The year 2005 was truly significant in terms of many star beings being very active around me, taking me constantly to their ships and mentoring me on healing and DNA and my soul and nature I must add. There were some extra special friends whom I got equated with at some workshop as well beside the trips. These Beings were the Tree people who showed up to me briefly and told me few things some of which we are going to be experiencing shortly. These Tree people resembled owl looking like beings but not quite. They were downloading info about clothing pointing to the fruit that Mother Earth has been growing for Her humanity. Well, the last night just hit the jack pot because I saw my self at the Infinite Palace wearing a black long gown/dress. And black is not every my color so I was a bit surprised to see my body suit covered in this kind of expression. The  interesting part was that I observed my thoughts  entertaining the idea to finally find my true soul husband, but instead chasing after him I saw my dress changing frequencies/colors. The dress-depending on my heart space – went from turquoise to magenta, to golden white yellow,orange to green back to turquoise, then it went transparent and I thought I was naked. At that point my Guardians shared with me the simple truth that I was being familiarized with Conscious Clothing. Well, let me tell you this was highly unborring event and so I felt it was very good to share with you. And there is more to be very shortly here for us to read…. Until then


Jarmila (the dress will be posted and more is to come about such dreaming, smile)

This is a Sacred Space: not a meteor showers!

March 19, 2014

No idea why I wrote in the headline “not a meteor showers”, well maybe I am just picking up on something that might be in the books of the desperate who have lost. It is that the un-civilized, un-disciplined mind can create a disaster of meteor shower when nobody expects it except when something idiotic such as this idea hits the television programming of insane mentality and life-less people buy into it hence materialize it in their own  reality/ or relativity of a reality!.

O.k. no need to manifest any more embarrassments . Rather I am seeking to  share or attempt to share a vision/insight that has been forming  as an audit of some kind, for many  years.  This prophetic night experience showed me how  the Earth being dramatically altered in her terra form expressions, from inside out. P.S. Yesterday so called March 17th I felt really off and was throughing out of my system more old/odd garbage of no use. On my brake, in the evening meditation my crystals kept “calling” me to pay more attention at the cedar stance corner where I hold in high reverence a ball symbolizing Mother Earth. Beside it is another crystal: purely light blue {see picture bellow}. I feel this is somewhat of a significance to what I have seen in the very telling dream that I am writing about.

 In this night vision/dream I saw my physical aspect running as fast as my legs could master , towards south pole. I noticed the terrain beneath me was so difficult for I had to be jumping constantly off  massive stair like  sculpted from a huge shakes of  clay.And instead of Earth being split apart on her surface it was the different intermediate levels of her presume consciousness creating these sculpted stairs.

 Clear physical map was being made before me leading me to   where I would find my Soul family and my children! Realizing what was happening I was on fire.  This intuitive line of my internal credit has charged me with enormous fearless propulsions, lots of energy.  Asking Earth  Mother to  hold me steady so I can keep this high consciousness athena  just in time for Her next major move. On my way I was sensing out for some people. Those that I did see where memories who couldn’t remember who they were looking at me very puzzled asking when the bus was coming or something like that. YOu know, in dreams all is happening all is possible mainly to the obsolete part the survival/ego who always needed to control everything and be in charge. Well, that was gone too.

If I have a sunny day in my vision I know it is a very good sing of a success, guidance, support of Higher Presence and a protection. I still have this sense of urgency of my timing to be precise or else… I might miss the shift that I have been working so hard for with millions of other bright beings around us. I felt like I could finally take of all these layers that were of unkind density, turning inward, upside-down, imposing over my true skin, my true sense of human existence, instead of the experiences, the one who really shines and compliments the tones of this universe.  Oh, there is a new word: “un-inverse”.  So it is telling me the inside out is taking place as we speak, the picture of the blue is the evidence.This dream that I am sharing with you goes back maybe about 7 years or so and is neatly playing part now with Earth and human. With the Spirit and the matter.

Presently, in the smaller details there are still many many  stag and very frustrated parts of  the tight jacket having some hold of  people.

 This dream is  a message from my Galactic self on”heads up” and it is part of the shift, flip. I see it as a flipping a coin in the air putting it safely back on my right top of my hand. I am telling my human self what’s happening, I keep the big picture in my small body and it gets me dizzy all the time. Then if one hangs onto these words such as “keep” then for sure it is going to be misunderstood , so step back and observe. Thanks.

In this radical change I felt I could finally fulfill my mission/service for being here  on this plan-et ;to make  huge changes, to build something new what has a deep meaning and supports the new paradigm. Hence I am sharing this authentically  To bring the inner knowing to the present moment: for example: we are here to compliment each other as a souls not to argue and be hostile and play silly karma game on somebody else’s behave! I didn’t come here to be lectured and  to learn lessons about who’s authority I will be subject under. When I married the wrong guy, I came from a good inner place, my place was a hope that I can have a family that I didn’t have as a child. Instead I got kicked in my face and my ass and was rejected. I don’t agree with this scheme of psychophatic archons, inserting their pollutions into the pristine fabric of free will creation.

 There are some addictions  added and contained in the human suit ,{ the parasympathicus} such as survival: this program runs mainly in the kidney/adrenal area and must be eliminated. It is the place where it keeps telling you how you must be paying your bills, go to slave place, sorry your work.  Find your self deeply dis-interested in being fearful of those who were on your back for billions of years and their own terror of you was holding you small and lifeless.  When you charge your body with your legitimate acknowledgement of absolute sovereignty (where the heart responses to the harmony of your own truth)  you walk away the charges within the systems of the body are gone, because you dismounted them, game over. This dream can mean both: the true re-adjustment of the continents without hurting human and two: my own soul/body adjustments as my Hight Intelligent Principal has been actively modifying so my human DNA suit would be one day (…soon…?) complete for take of.

 It really much also depends how much space you can create inside of your own cells on purpose For example when you practice Yoga,  fasting  and meditation and energy clearing/healing your self, you become aware of your inner spatiality. It can be called refinement, tuning, it is a zen landscape where there are no surprises, no expectations and I say it again, the Isness of the heart’s presence prevails.  You are singing inside of you without making any sound on the outside.

The third part of this insight is the over all picture what is happening these days in this so called year 2014. In fast pace, of so many chaotic holes,the incredible light coming from all directions the sun included, dissolving the predictable imagery of dictator ship, into the unpredictable Light force currency that is much more understood by the  DNA which is being activated day and night. The  low gravity of earth changing  (again confusing the synthetic setup)  the inner core, and the inner core in response of synchronicity moving, turning, aligning there is a clear spectrum of 160,000 lights of unison frequency colors we couldn’t possibly see before since we were asleep. (THe Rainbow people came to me precisely in January 2013 to announce their presence of their cooperation with us) Now I don’t really know if the number in my previous line is accurate, I just see clearly the full spectrum of the frequency light fabric opening to face the surface but not through cracking the surface as much as rather penetrating it psychically clairvoyantly, and this internal field of change is felt by all the  sensitive people,  animals, the consciousness  trees, nature. I might add to this because my book is full of hand writes of all puzzle pie-ces.




This is a Sacred Space – and How am I leaving it and or not ?

March 7, 2014

If I had an orange pupils would this world be a different? Do I expect this world to change because I don’t like how it is? What happens when people, I myself included, don’t expect much anymore from their lives? Are we going to enter the androgeny? How is my day today?

I am struggling to understand and find a straight line:.  the print of bills, be-lie-ving these mean you well (with loosing lots creative frequency along the way).  Humanity has been invested as an offering to the beast, just like a beautiful woman having her body laid at the edge of a cliff.lots of  Good will energy  spell bound.

I have felt today that maybe I wasn’t  able  doing my work 100% because I needed to connect with the inner calls in my  depth. I needed to hear me and to find me. This is the home office calling you to show up for your self. My beloved Soul healing “Jarmila”. If I live truly and honestly in gratitude for everything in my life I still need to tune into my self: the soul moving away any degraded dead leaf, branches that don’t grow.

An interesting analogy presented self in front of me: role of a “the rapist” means the “surrogate mother to the foreigner body/tree of an intricate nervous system’ how this role has been dysfunctional as well for last several decades . I feel  the people who pretend their own spirituality is well developed, authentic but are a big fake, not alive, not fresh, have been copying the people before them.

I looked into the eyes/lips/language  of my self not fully opened  to the outside. I wasn’t speaking fully of the path I was taking separately from these spiritual pseudo-alchemists, because I was partly harmed, violated and ashamed to recognize it.But also waiting for the next aligned light frequencies, codons of my DNA to be visible to me so I would have a back up how to speak this.

I started my walk today and entered with the intend to speak loudly to Infinite Mother, because I my self needed a “shrink”…. In the fresh  morning sun I  merged with the Natural energies and presences. My lower back has been hurting, I couldn’t make a step forward for the pain that I have been re-ocurringly feeling coming from the left hip. I  announced my self to Infinite Mother in transparency,  to be able to hear my self, looking for to the gladness of being me.{pause: the part had to be seen as well, seen I mean feeling it, to recognize it as my authentic self in transparency} I realized it was over due to address the situation I was standing in, hence the painful left hip/ lower back, announcing itself how the ex-money/energy of refusing to change its tune and farther cause stagnation to growing moral/human awakening. My consciousness is to raise the human consciousness so sometimes the so called personal stuff is not really only personal. (I see this clear as a day, and want to make sure I can speak it freely!) Yes, that is also what is part of this “talk” with Infinite Mother.

I said: “Mother of All, Divine Mother, I need to be able to speak freely without any constrain, or fear for  being ridiculed that I am not maintaining the status of the pretend spiritual/light workers who are afraid if we actually make the shift they will be out of business! (…of not looking like the well educated and blissfully decaffeinated spiritual councilor and a healer, to have somewhere a stale image that my life is perfect). So to continue the situation I am standing in is meeting of two ends meet: one old  memory of an experiences which went like this: I never ever as a child 8-19years of age wanted to go home when I knew that there is going to be this person’s emotional schizophrenia and abuse waiting for me to accept it as my reality, I didn’t want to go home and listen to the words of blame, lack and emotional deprivation dressed as blaming. I knew I couldn’t in all fairness stop it, address it properly, I didn’t want to feel like I was part of the group of not having self worth,  and all this 2nd world war after effect dis-ease. So I spend hours outside of this home waiting for nobody there  so I could rest, do homework, listen to my music, dance and do art. And then do the chores waiting for me always. This memory was attached my land-lord as if was a cat’s tail. It has been noted/observed they resemble psychological/game playing/schizophrenia/avoidance for their own responsibilities such as the regular repairs and maintenance of their premises.  The word is  “short of money”,  they don’t hesitate to ask for higher rent against the fact that people living here are doing their own repairs and maintenance them selves. The land lord has very similar issues of psychopathic qualities reminding me of my old home and that is why these two ends – as I have said a minute ago, have met as I was speaking out loud with Infinite Mother, so I could find a remedy and help my hip to align.

It was a great feeling to have the blue sky, birds, trees  mother Earth and Infinite to my self, with no people around. I wasn’t holding back anything and kept simultaneously focusing on the places in side of my self which felt dead in terms of   the claim: “glad and grateful for being me”, as my left leg was clearly giving me more signals of  a weak spot. Supporting the feminine from my masculine in the physical walking: the difference in strength in the right leg compare to the left was 50%. With lots of encouragement and giving  my real love energy, plus acknowledging/addressing  needs such as  to be seen, to be respected, to be heard, to be acknowledged” In that place of my inner dimensional self being and its legitimate child’s memory I begun to feel my left leg and the hip got more stronger in walking. I also felt I needed to say no consenting in standing in anybody’s else’s situation and making it my own. If you are an empath you need to master this. I stand in sacred neutral, I stand in transparency. As very real and true example, the mother at old home making her own personal problems as my fault, my problem, hence I had to deal with it.  I don’t consent to this. The conclusion was  this: “I claim  my right to  all  knowledge, all my memory of who I am so I can find a remedy and make a shift”. I have said this several times.

 The next step was to create a meaningful  connections to some real people. This would really help to harmonize Spirit+Matter and glowing it stronger. It would also be helpful to Mother Earth/Gaia for the purposes of Unity consciousness, but that is not what I knew when I was charting this place/letter, this came afterwards.

I wrote a letter to a fellow man/public figure/a warrior of peace, who is presently constrained unlawfully, another Mahatma Ghandi,  about who I am and of my experiences.I have written him before but this time instead of beating around bushes I came out of closet, sharing actually the energies which brings us together like one mine.

Self-revitalizing as I call it, which would weakly translate into self-empowerment. But the “self-empowerment” is rather a place where you clearly see the order of all things and how you stand in the center. You must meet the crevices of your life, memory, experience which you couldn’t deal with properly for not knowing how, not having any tools,such as a priceless experience of an adult life/in comparison to a baby/child. I have been the traveler into my own inner earth/heart/agartha alone (?),I am happy about naming or seeing my life as a traveler into the inner dimensions of being in life where the life has a physical cover/suit. I must remember this. The surface without this knowing is confusion and interpretation of guessing.Now I am at the point of seeing the physical as the spiritual and the spiritual as the physical. So something HAs shifted. Yeah.

 And making new connections with people who are speaking up,but also making changes, are showing me evidence that they mean their word, they are love in action. No need/use to continue living in fear. Remind your self what is your true governance: it is for the physical your immune system and in the spiritual your Higher Self.

The good example would be a farmer/construction contractor who educates people on the natural law movement. I completely get it. I have been in life situations where any violation  seeks remedy. Not hiding I am seeking remedy, not hoping things would magically change but I am too scared to do something to help them change. I am so fed up with those who hide behind their titles. I feel the Passive aggressive is big manifestor of candida albicans.(cancer eats you to from inside out).

So then what has happened how did I come to the place where I don’t expect much from my life? Interesting upside down antibody. The answer to this is simple,  people are still vacant, not home for them selves. I can be more home for my self. It takes willingness, acknowledgement, interest. The ongoing tendencies from the illusion is to keep separate you from YOu, the soul from the body, don’t allow this. There is now the concentrated high alchemy of seemingly silent communion “BE-TWIN”=between my soul and my body!, till it is not silent any longer.  Hear life as it is instead how it appears.

But remember  it is true that without us here the physicality wouldn’t be also. It is not the fault of the physical space it is who and what it keeps manipulating taking it away from us. The physical space is ours it belongs to us.

The work here is to make it transparent, clear, breathing, vital and that is done through the inner workings, which then brings a good quality into art/ work of a healer. The picture painted with Spirit through “me” is of  joy. How easy it was to take the joy away ?  How this physical space continues to be slapped over its face.

Just yesterday I walked into a store where I used to buy only organic food. Over the years this place has changed its character it changed its physical appearance, but that doesn’t matter so much as what does matter is the aggravation of mine what I saw at the bread stand: bread costs 9.99. I felt these people who used to have integrity and be a family owned and operated true service to humanity lost it completely. Are they now on the other side and above humanity telling that food is a privilege? And Or Plus is this a sign indicating  humanity is in transformation going into the higher frequency and this number could reflect that?  How you feel what do you say to this, will you do something, beside never ever go there to shop for food?

And about the  the raw frequency such as precious metals, gold, silver, pearls, common diamonds are the creations of Mother Earth as is the fruit, water, vegetable and such. This you need to keep clearing to pure and bless and give thanks to,   the game of monopoly is deep bellow  falling, distrusted beast, game people aren’t playing, but neither they need to live and or need to be killing each other  for. Do I want to forsake the joy of living because I am underpaid, should this control how I feel about my self?

 Reach for your original. Feel this space , work with it, I do. I think if I keep to grow the gold Mother Earth has some time ago asked me to, I am growing truth, youthfulness. No interpretations. .  It can be all neutral, some good magnet that cannot be ever trapped because it can appear and disappear. A navigator of my colorful dimensions. Their purpose is to teach it to my physical woman. It Is the return of the human home.


Jarmila ( Note about the charted picture above: estimated drawing from y.2006:the gate of teleportation.)