Archives: February 2013

This is a Sacred Space/U have nothing to be afraid, worried about

February 22, 2013

I have so many creative ideas that it is difficult for me to suspend them in the air and then pick the Uno. It is to be realized that within the ZERO point where everything is happening in quantum speed the linear pretend has no chance!
One writes unconditionally even if it is only of nobody but I don’t think so.
Meditation:it has been an organic everything that one needs to come to terms with.
Can be also sorting things/energies out, releasing everything heavy, un-natural and grey and even “afraid of or for”. The perceived fear is only temporal and the Just and clear/transparent stays.
In mediation I get to meet my self as a free energy. I want my body to be experiencing the same freedom that I have as Soul/Spirit. I want for my Soul to be in upgrade frequently to bring as much newness and freshness as possible so Gaia would feel the difference as well for carrying me on her Beautiful Face. Yet have to say I do feel Her tremble and I feel my inside tremble.
During this inquisitive time in space I have been experiencing an appreciation and wanted to write it down, hope in few well chosen “words”. For I do not like the English, it makes no sense to me. And am clear to say that people have been twisted into such a terminal, combustive and confusing soon to expire system.
The ability to appreciate is a great gift.

I entered an appreciation and as I did a man came into my picture and a healing took place. I felt emotional for recognizing the human spirit in everyone and my tears were running away from me. (Tears leaving=toxins leaving.)
This man is working as a car mechanic. I have known of him for many years, he has been putting up with my car before I divorced the believe that I want to be traveling in a toxic, dangerous and unfit, meaning also wrongly geometrically shaped thing which is set up to fail! So for last several years I bike and walk.

This man is my distant friend. (I really do appreciate his forte.) His hours in the shop are long, everybody wants
his/her car to be fixed here. Level of brilliance plus intuition leads him to figure out what many other shops coudn’t provide. He is like a resurecter of a deadly beast. He has at heart the best interests for his family he loves.

I felt his clear intentions and saw his Higher self. And this very seeing allows the access to the subtle energies we all live in. Healing happens as well.
He is constantly subject to environmental distress, toxic smell and discomfort for twisting his body under each vehicle at least 10 hours a day actually. Then he has a family he is dedicated to and he loves. For some reason in my meditation I saw him and felt a great appreciation for him as a human being and what he represents in the collective human consciousness:
On every level there is a transition. It is happening with us and or without us. It is better with us, because it causes a great statement where the collective human benefits the most. It might sound complicated only because the majority brain is brain washed, that the subconsciousness mind is also a child like, plus carries all the information from the individual plus the collective. It is like the night and the dream and the consciousness is like the day and the now you live in.
In a sense the “car” represents a negative ego/ mental body. At the very beginning it wasn’t like that. The intention was a “comfort faster transportation”. But based on combustion,it is like pretending/believing that this way is the only way and because of it we need to keep at it, only because the strongest representations of this low negative ego, can strive on it financially.And by doing so putting down the majority of the life in the physicality. We are aware that this insidious brat kid refuses to take a responsibility to grow up. It is the most un- natural mechanism known to ma’s internal intuitive knowledge and understanding. On the other hand there is 10 000 years advanced technology, as we keep reading about, based on Free Energy evolving the knowledge of telluric fields of planet Earth and her electro-magnetic field used by most of the Star Families who have been visiting us for thousands of years. Hence this free energy is in alignment with Nature. I am seeing the car as an obsolete archetype, sitting in a museum for last 100 years…

The negative ego of few people who are self serving Are NOt the True Guardians and hence cannot assume any role for governing this world. Only thee self first as a long process of self-growing for several incarnations!

I wish for my good distant friend that as in my meditation, his vast knowledge helps him to transform into the higher frequency level of understanding how free energy technology is our means to travel . So when I visit him in his renewed and clean shop he is able to teach me how my car could benefit me by being hydraulic, electrical and or even levitating, if we configured it’s shape into a harmless “darling”.

This makes me think-at-heart of the fact how big appreciation and respect one feels for some many people who lives on my beloved planet Earth/Gaia. For example:
Mahatma Gandi is my big brother and I love him. He represents for me Harmlessness. a Higher Choice. Intelligence and a maturity and Love. One appreciates Mother home Earth:
All the lash warm green forests, gardens who provide us with fruits and vegetables and Gaia work and Sun’s work is to be appreciated. The fact that the oceans represents the Infinite consciousness our small eyes reflect is a gift of abundance and appreciation and gratitude.greatly appreciated.

And through the expended conscious awareness one was taken into creating Amethyst/Emerald domes where one’s energy field can sit comfortable and observe a different healing to take place. The Amethyst/Emerald domes then transforming the “walls”. One hears the songs of Universes.

This is a Sacred Space/The Gate of Love

February 6, 2013

One of many significant visions is to build straw bale dwelling….Round, off grid, warm and cozy, smells always good, one can breath there and her aura and Light do not get cut from corners.
This share is 2 days in a wait for me when I see that the words fit the best to what I have been experiencing. O.K. so the words will be clumsy in the light of what IS.

My feet walking steadily to the green house to volunteer. And as they dance their intuitive steps forward, I was met with the brief question how many times I have moved and was “renting” an apart-ment. The perspective of apart is so nonsensical that I cannot conceive of it yet this paradox makes human moe interesting perhaps to very evolved civilized beings always observing us. It also makes me think if I would be them I woudn’t bother. I quickly gathered the divisions called apartments, transmuted it and kept on feeling what is it I am looking forward to.
And on
that note I hear…”Consider your self as a Rain Bow:” Lately the plenty of colors and different realities and worlds that have been part of my reality hiding inside of me are now more like big majestic mountains present in the loftiness of mind’s heart. In spite of the setbacks and rejections and stolen childhood this is IS that the body is transfiguring into and the IS is filling my dreams, art work and quiet times,liquiding the constructs that are plugging into my inner Light…

I saw these transparently colorful beautiful inner beings flowing horizontal somewhere in the approximate space. “These Beings are you and your physical shell body is on the Earth walking alone”. I went “eh”, picked it up, Thanked and continued the green to be my physical destinal direction. To be spending couple of hours with green plants is perfect fit to the energies one is experiencing, that is a little sample of my Living Gaia.
Later that evening some good dance/workout session was incorporated for healthy change or else the sports one has been practising can be at times too monogamous… Dance felt different. Somehow the movement has inspired me into touching an etheric wings.What I noticed was the wings never touch the ground. And are the invisible tool of transformation in some cases, if I wanted that… Good.
I decided that any kind of emotional repression- control is not working with me any longer, making me negative believe/denial = unconscious – of self worth, like I was the subject – without my consent and knowledge- onto the black magician’s burning carbon-made copy of me, the original. This strong space of clarity and transparency, has been given to support us throughout our lives.
And this long experienced different deja-vu undeserved harassments on all levels, and incarnations – if we didn’t get to accomplish everything in one shot then, detouring a devouring me from the chosen steep clime into the Eternal Awareness of Infinite’s Presence, doesn’t continue to drive me down.
This big huge place outside of me where my family continues to be missing… *Here the words are convoluded or the mind is. Because I never had a family on the outside of me, otherwise it would be ‘missing’.* It bothers me to be thinking/in the heart that the people whom I thought as pure and big and my teachers would be using their way of teaching and magic as self-serving hence damaging their students, separating parents from children, steeling money, confusing their minds and gifts as their own, making people ill… Well this odd possibility one doesn’t want to admit could have happen, needs to find some resolution and clarity and freedom inside of me. For what I know is if I do not react to the black magic, but notice it is around, yet stay still, it cannot do anything, only with my participation I didn’t know previously there was any,if I thought I was co-creating in purity.
The control game is not working anymore. And that is my decision! The sacred exists. The Invisible Teacher, (the IT) stays within me, divine instead of divided. As my dear soul friend Eva says: “I am One With the Flow of Infinite”. YES; What I can say genuinely and truthfully: No matter how many times something tries to destroy your life, know your Spirit IS invincible, your weakness makes you strong if you understand and see the gentleness is the way to inner strength! Any ill deed doesn’t work with you.
I went to bed but coudn’t sleep.
Running on high and happy full color spectrum frequency being integrating, feeling interesting pictures through the Pineal gland. My soul full of colors, and no shadows, the sleeping wasn’t happening. I had to be processing much more stuff..
a young friend who has been coming to learn to understand the language of energies. ..”she has been taking but not giving (directionality matrix of). And I saw a symbol of a square being formed. A square like a ‘city housing’ meaning: if you only take (as kids do take a lot, they are like a sponge: Exponentially evolving and growing, their abilities learn, open possibilities, not knowing failure, until we come in, the ability for imagination, opening new doors, laughing at death, and knowing what adult has forgotten are truly exponential. The kids return each day mostly un-fulfiled and bored to death from their prison/schools. Plus If we could SEE their exponential potential energy bodies, we would witness thousands of living spheres, Planets and Star Systems all around! A completely new world, new open minds ready to be the solution, instead of a problem).
So let’s go back to this square: ..”if she doesn’t bart, the void is filled with a square. That’s why people stay in these houses one calls the coffins!The one ways street enforcement.
To replace this old idea of perceived square my heart has created alive scallops like housing and pears living inside the scallop are people. This could be possibly easier on everybody. There are endless creative ideas all around, Hey?
My soul is filled with colors! not black/white programs of belief systems. Great. So Soul lives in colors, lives in tones of gratitude, of greatness, of loving, of what Is. And this Soul is merged with the physical body chakra and it’s Spirit chakra in three lovely concentrated circles…
After this my mental body wanted to poke this next one out:
The word “working” is now obsolete (NOT BECAUSE I DO NOT LIKE “TO WORK”) Look at this: ..”king at war”/working, well ex-use me, but who is here to be at war?? And do you see any “king-s” around here or there? Also the word “ex-use”as if one is here for a mistake. I only use the English as a second hand on occassion, and really in my perception do prefer silence. I am a Goddess and Child of Earth/Gaia and came here to Create with Infinite. It is also taking me ages to be remotely able to write anything, just if you would see the miss-spellings, I don’t mind being ADD,obviousilly, I am also an Indigo.

The Infinite Tonal Sacred Languages (ITS-L) that one has been gifted with and spoke/sang, has been working my DNA.It is an insult to consider any jung in it. I noticed that ITS-L took me – as I am laying in the bed no chance I will go to sleep – within for something else… The Gate of Love I have been asking Infinite to be initiated and blessed with for I do not know yet fully what love is.I give it where I go quietly and naturally, as it is the easiest to me, Yet I fully don’t know it. I am sensing what it might be… It is mega gigantically enormous. If you thing our Cosmos is only about 96 billions years big (which I have read somewhere in science for I do not know how to measure cosmos),thing how “big” is Infinite Unconditional Love. Think how “big” you are in your smallness. Like what is the distance between Ottawa and Toronto, for example, might be in light body the size of somebody’s heart and bigger.. I want you to forget immediately all about the stupid negative social school, family, church/dark programming of belief systems of the little black magician called bluff of madness we used to experience.
I would like you to consider to Heart/think again about this Gate of Love within Infinite.
Because that is the true focus here.
The IS is the beat of Gaia, Hight note of sharp *C* (as for I See you for who you are and love you for who you are, and am feeling GRATITUDE in ability to love and feel. It is what IS not “what if”. I will always have love for my children and children in general. I love to be child of earth who didn’t ask for a potty training….
Thank you.
p.s. I didn’t copie anything or anybody. Thanks for reading.