One of many significant visions is to build straw bale dwelling….Round, off grid, warm and cozy, smells always good, one can breath there and her aura and Light do not get cut from corners.
This share is 2 days in a wait for me when I see that the words fit the best to what I have been experiencing. O.K. so the words will be clumsy in the light of what IS.

My feet walking steadily to the green house to volunteer. And as they dance their intuitive steps forward, I was met with the brief question how many times I have moved and was “renting” an apart-ment. The perspective of apart is so nonsensical that I cannot conceive of it yet this paradox makes human moe interesting perhaps to very evolved civilized beings always observing us. It also makes me think if I would be them I woudn’t bother. I quickly gathered the divisions called apartments, transmuted it and kept on feeling what is it I am looking forward to.
And on
that note I hear…”Consider your self as a Rain Bow:” Lately the plenty of colors and different realities and worlds that have been part of my reality hiding inside of me are now more like big majestic mountains present in the loftiness of mind’s heart. In spite of the setbacks and rejections and stolen childhood this is IS that the body is transfiguring into and the IS is filling my dreams, art work and quiet times,liquiding the constructs that are plugging into my inner Light…

I saw these transparently colorful beautiful inner beings flowing horizontal somewhere in the approximate space. “These Beings are you and your physical shell body is on the Earth walking alone”. I went “eh”, picked it up, Thanked and continued the green to be my physical destinal direction. To be spending couple of hours with green plants is perfect fit to the energies one is experiencing, that is a little sample of my Living Gaia.
Later that evening some good dance/workout session was incorporated for healthy change or else the sports one has been practising can be at times too monogamous… Dance felt different. Somehow the movement has inspired me into touching an etheric wings.What I noticed was the wings never touch the ground. And are the invisible tool of transformation in some cases, if I wanted that… Good.
I decided that any kind of emotional repression- control is not working with me any longer, making me negative believe/denial = unconscious – of self worth, like I was the subject – without my consent and knowledge- onto the black magician’s burning carbon-made copy of me, the original. This strong space of clarity and transparency, has been given to support us throughout our lives.
And this long experienced different deja-vu undeserved harassments on all levels, and incarnations – if we didn’t get to accomplish everything in one shot then, detouring a devouring me from the chosen steep clime into the Eternal Awareness of Infinite’s Presence, doesn’t continue to drive me down.
This big huge place outside of me where my family continues to be missing… *Here the words are convoluded or the mind is. Because I never had a family on the outside of me, otherwise it would be ‘missing’.* It bothers me to be thinking/in the heart that the people whom I thought as pure and big and my teachers would be using their way of teaching and magic as self-serving hence damaging their students, separating parents from children, steeling money, confusing their minds and gifts as their own, making people ill… Well this odd possibility one doesn’t want to admit could have happen, needs to find some resolution and clarity and freedom inside of me. For what I know is if I do not react to the black magic, but notice it is around, yet stay still, it cannot do anything, only with my participation I didn’t know previously there was any,if I thought I was co-creating in purity.
The control game is not working anymore. And that is my decision! The sacred exists. The Invisible Teacher, (the IT) stays within me, divine instead of divided. As my dear soul friend Eva says: “I am One With the Flow of Infinite”. YES; What I can say genuinely and truthfully: No matter how many times something tries to destroy your life, know your Spirit IS invincible, your weakness makes you strong if you understand and see the gentleness is the way to inner strength! Any ill deed doesn’t work with you.
I went to bed but coudn’t sleep.
Running on high and happy full color spectrum frequency being integrating, feeling interesting pictures through the Pineal gland. My soul full of colors, and no shadows, the sleeping wasn’t happening. I had to be processing much more stuff..
a young friend who has been coming to learn to understand the language of energies. ..”she has been taking but not giving (directionality matrix of). And I saw a symbol of a square being formed. A square like a ‘city housing’ meaning: if you only take (as kids do take a lot, they are like a sponge: Exponentially evolving and growing, their abilities learn, open possibilities, not knowing failure, until we come in, the ability for imagination, opening new doors, laughing at death, and knowing what adult has forgotten are truly exponential. The kids return each day mostly un-fulfiled and bored to death from their prison/schools. Plus If we could SEE their exponential potential energy bodies, we would witness thousands of living spheres, Planets and Star Systems all around! A completely new world, new open minds ready to be the solution, instead of a problem).
So let’s go back to this square: ..”if she doesn’t bart, the void is filled with a square. That’s why people stay in these houses one calls the coffins!The one ways street enforcement.
To replace this old idea of perceived square my heart has created alive scallops like housing and pears living inside the scallop are people. This could be possibly easier on everybody. There are endless creative ideas all around, Hey?
My soul is filled with colors! not black/white programs of belief systems. Great. So Soul lives in colors, lives in tones of gratitude, of greatness, of loving, of what Is. And this Soul is merged with the physical body chakra and it’s Spirit chakra in three lovely concentrated circles…
After this my mental body wanted to poke this next one out:
The word “working” is now obsolete (NOT BECAUSE I DO NOT LIKE “TO WORK”) Look at this: ..”king at war”/working, well ex-use me, but who is here to be at war?? And do you see any “king-s” around here or there? Also the word “ex-use”as if one is here for a mistake. I only use the English as a second hand on occassion, and really in my perception do prefer silence. I am a Goddess and Child of Earth/Gaia and came here to Create with Infinite. It is also taking me ages to be remotely able to write anything, just if you would see the miss-spellings, I don’t mind being ADD,obviousilly, I am also an Indigo.

The Infinite Tonal Sacred Languages (ITS-L) that one has been gifted with and spoke/sang, has been working my DNA.It is an insult to consider any jung in it. I noticed that ITS-L took me – as I am laying in the bed no chance I will go to sleep – within for something else… The Gate of Love I have been asking Infinite to be initiated and blessed with for I do not know yet fully what love is.I give it where I go quietly and naturally, as it is the easiest to me, Yet I fully don’t know it. I am sensing what it might be… It is mega gigantically enormous. If you thing our Cosmos is only about 96 billions years big (which I have read somewhere in science for I do not know how to measure cosmos),thing how “big” is Infinite Unconditional Love. Think how “big” you are in your smallness. Like what is the distance between Ottawa and Toronto, for example, might be in light body the size of somebody’s heart and bigger.. I want you to forget immediately all about the stupid negative social school, family, church/dark programming of belief systems of the little black magician called bluff of madness we used to experience.
I would like you to consider to Heart/think again about this Gate of Love within Infinite.
Because that is the true focus here.
The IS is the beat of Gaia, Hight note of sharp *C* (as for I See you for who you are and love you for who you are, and am feeling GRATITUDE in ability to love and feel. It is what IS not “what if”. I will always have love for my children and children in general. I love to be child of earth who didn’t ask for a potty training….
Thank you.
p.s. I didn’t copie anything or anybody. Thanks for reading.
Namaste
Jarmila

In my previous post there was a enthusiastic mention about volunteering and Wwofing.

In my mind there has been an idea how to make a valuable contribution to small business people interested in spirituality. {in their vicinity, as a bonus}. How convenient! I know at least 3 places representing movement, ecological improvements and dissolving density shops. They all told me many many times that they are very interested in spirituality which I am strongly devoted to.It is in my stellar nature. Hence it just feels good to put it together and offer a unique space where Spirit Soul Body/ego can evolve, unify, cleanse etc., The point here is to open the possibility also for not using money as a means for exchange but maybe to focus on expertise they have in their own business.
Just simple happiness would be the result of this exchange…I have made the realization that if you are you , your self and do what is your love and joy you have no agenda and no strings attached! God/Infinite is the most powerful hence invisible. The strongest is the most gentle, the most loving with the least touch.
For long time I have been caring a shell in my valet. Anytime I went to the store buying food I would also offer this shell as a form of payment, with a smile on my face. The cashier would at times find it questionable if I was just joking and or mean it to be paying with piece of shell, specially the young people. Well if you would “remember” that time before there used to be a market and the good were exchanged with bones, shells and knifes only now it is mutually agreed in the collective consciousness that we instead of having bones in hour valets are having papers and coins but in essence it is the same, you would be smiling with me. And so that is how basically this idea of other exchange of services came about.
We are aiming to positively be affecting true quality to re-enter our lives, honest relationships, transparency.
It has been noticed how little there is left of a true friendship which is deep and meaningful.Two recognitions come to mind’s heart” One is the fact that there are still groups (born in 60ties) like my old class mates from the old grate 1 to grate 9. We grow up together, nobody was separating us, we possible would have the same teachers for some years, they would rotate to teach different subjects, but the point is we grow a core. Till this day we meet every year for a class gathering. It has been 50 years! I love it. In this group they are people who live close buy to each other as they have been sitting together for the young years in the class studying, playing sports and or dating when in 20nies.
It is simple it feels right for them from their soul perspective.
The Two but it is really also the One is that some time ago I was traveling over the ocean to be taking care for some relative for few months. It turned out I could also meet with me friend from childhood which is How I came to learn how loyal my classmates are to each other. The main gift from this rather difficult trip was I have learned a great deal about my father and my grandfather. My father used to appear as a harsh guy to live with (although he left when I was around 6) i was afraid of him and it has colored the world around man….And you know much healing took place over the years and after he passed the way I still had some kind of difficulty to fully let go and to just love him unconditionally no matter how hard I worked at it.To make it short. On this trip I discovered his love towards his children contrary to what we were told, that he too was gentle but it was hard to prove it among other things so he left to be alone and to have a quiet time. Through much transition as I have healed and let go it has helped him to transition his own soul and he became my Guide. He saw what I went through and had much better understanding where I was coming from what I felt and thought. He is now very beautiful sphere of ruby Light. When I got back from the trip I brought with me a post card he has wrote me when i was 7 for my birthday. I didn’t know the card existed but I found it. (good) I felt beyond his words his love and best wishes and how hard time he has had. A great joy overwhelmed me with a great relieve to finally find the truth! So the last piece of pain left my heart. (naturally we who come from Unity Consciousness suffer a great deal of discomfort to say at least when there is a strong separation and disharmony in the illusion/world…. To honor my father I baked one of his best sweet bread/Christmas celebrity treats, not really knowing how to do it. Only the memory of one time when he was at home and took the night to create a special meals for us for the next day for us when we wake up, was my guide to make this bread full of raisins, almonds. Well,because I was a little unsure if this would be enough I found a listing of old Europa cook book and tuned in which one would be the closest to my father’s version. I shared it with my friends in December during a Ceremony for the December 21st.
Relative to above is my last night dream on a Zero point. At least my intuition is saying that is what I experienced in the dream.
Briefly what happened was very intense with many people from the “past” in my dream simuntaniously talking and acting and I was in the middle of it, Every event happened in the dream at once.
Namaste
Jarmila

and again please see the writing in the colors today of pink, gold and silver. Thank you.
Today was asked if I would be part of the Galactic Council to help to add of some Healing energy for the Collective Human race. So I did and it made my day. I always see that most of the people who share our home planet are good people. They all deserve to live here in the best possible living conditions and to raise their consciousness to the level much more appropriate to their original existence.
so that was one good event today.
The same token share is to me, what keeps coming up, is the fair exchange. There has been numerous conversations and much difficult thinking, some would say to rock the brain to do critical thinking in terms of what is better for people so it cannot be corrupted. In my experiences there was many years of hard work it started when I was a little child I already had to work to learn to “earn the living”, I always thought to my self in child’s body how it can be to earn living if we are send here as a gifts we have already had earned our living by manifesting in the physicality and made Earth hour home…. On the contrary to my “mother” and her believe system I had to work to make money for a doll if i wanted one and or ice-cream, if we were abroad and I didn’t know the language of a different country I had to figure out what to do because there was nobody to just give me money for an ice-cream. The year was 1968, Europe. Ha.
Always something difficult for the magical child to be facing anyhow it turned out if I have danced and sang I could make a shilling and that would get me my strawberry ice-cream. It is very tricky and can influence one to have either way mixed feeling about money.Originally I came from Unity Consciousness, from existences where such thing such as “money” simply do not complicate civilized live. To make my point while in this reality in this time line, which is positive: I love very much wwoofing, what it is, is volunteering workers for organic farming. Most of us from the soul perspective are here on voluntary bases anyway… The organic farmers and their volunteers exchange a 4-5 hours of work for a shelter and food, the rest of the day is free. I love this concept and feel it will be applied more broadly as we free our selves from money. The aspects that I found most rewarding in WWOOFING are: practice of your skills, learning new skills, broadening information on permaculture, sustainable structures, forestry, animal care, soil composting techniques, new friendships world-wide, traveling, cooperation, new communication skills, new languages. This make sense! There is 99% of friendly family like atmosphere, at least that is experience I have had.
There is also many volunteers world-wide mainly students. Since I work with youth I thought it would be so much easier on them if they could have some point rewards for their volunteering hours so they get major brake on their shelter/food expenses. I feel most people love to create and or do what is their passion. And that cannot ever be corrupted: if we do what we love to do we do it with grace and joy . I am seeing clearly how we gravitate towards non-smoking, sorry non-monetary planet, plus our Gaia is finally recognized as Spiritual/Soul planet and people mutually care for Her/each other.What I find interesting is that it’s so just “happens” that the Gregorian make-believe calendar is at the number 13, the year 2013. This number significantly points out to the Goddess and Wisdom and Feminine lead. The gregorian make-believe calendar is reminding us with this number 13 we are entering the Goddess creative Consciousness. It is exponential horizontal magnetic energy. If darkness would intend to cord us it can, it doesn’t have the formula. I feel also the Androgenous, unified male/female energies are getting harmonized. iT is the way harmony and synchronicity within the feminine Goddess Creative Consciousness works best for the polarities to be dissolved so there is nobody and nothing in control over other and out of compete negativity.
to be continued ..
Namaste
Jarmila

Imagine typing in the golden and silver ink. Thanks.
Today I crossed over one more time. I felt my standing teachers, The Family of a Trees their greetings upon walking along and passing their love, they Are my brothers and sisters. They said:”Our Spirit is your Spirit”. The holly trees have the ability to raise one into their hight when I am fully present and tuned in. I stand still and watch up into the hight the body of White Fir tree who levitates with ease in front of me and I Feel it’s most gentle, loving and knowing interaction with me… I am fully one with these gentle “Standing People” and the liquid salt is leaving my witnessing two blue windows once again. I hear the silent orchestra and the blissful recognition for these trees now know my energy well and do let me enter into the less obvious frequency of theirs….when I hug this tree there is always some more energy exchange and a conversation, a car passes by but I don’t move only realize much later that’s what took place in the lower human discomforted world, the place of a “driver and his vehicle, the isolation from his own piece of Nature”. A great gratitude comes out of my heart and soul towards all these kind beings, these trees, and I always almost shout inside of me at them ..”please, do not go away, do not fall, do not die, I cannot conceive even of such a horrendous idea..” So falling of trees is cancelled for good in my heart. I move on, filled with velvet peached-in purple descending sun and the new teachings of my trees.
Then something else happens: I hear no birds today, the woods stand in silence (except for the passing arrogant car with cigaret smoke escaping out of the cracked open window and some dull looks)
smiling “down” at me.,but now my inner expanded magical spirit takes me into this other place where there is nothing like the Creator and the Oneness. I am being taken into the zone of abducted souls. These souls are only an embryos, contracted, dark and cold, they cannot see nor feel the Infinite voice of evolution, The Mother of Al…I quickly realize this “picture” fits perfect with the cabal,who make people believe in something that has never been the truth and the love and the honesty and the peace.They only have created a fear shadow monster of scarcity imposed over this world with protection and guns.I saw them behind bars, very grey very ugly just the way they are. All their fear they were imposing over our living souls went speedily fast back to them and then they dissolved. It was now easy. I knew the birds will sing tomorrow because they too bring the new Infinite energies down to us. It was once again the reality of Mother Gaia shown to me in a different back yard of Her Heart: Her Hair the Tree Standing People took me into loving and peacefulness so then I could see what still troubles my dearest Home Planet. After this, In the newness of a Cycle slowly descending upon awakened ones I gave Thanks to the Spirit we are alive in, and walked my self home.
It was a day to be updating some articles and arrangements at home for the new energies to flow smoothly.As I went through some Feng Shui study and a new inspirational learning, the realization and a association of painful layers always ready for change and move, came up.This part included my collective consciousness, the bigger family of a human and also my small family, which is still gone and I am so looking forward to the ReUnion…
For example the question about a denial? (the denial that one is not fat, the toxic, the denial one is or is not capable of changing her/him self, the denial there are billions and trillions of a different life forms and Start Sister and Brothers are real and also living among us,much longer list here…),The protection against and or denial of your feelings and their free expression through music, art, poetry, sport (cooperative ones),learning how to communicate without the obsessive use of “texting” {P.S. do you call it a skill or the absence of an intelligence in our children, and youth?}that if you are a child, teen-ager going through a horrendous time where your father gives you loud and clear message that your emotions (of temperment, dislike,) is not welcome, will be punished, does not count, you cannot earn your feelings, nor cannot have your voice, your own thoughts!,or else….,know that there are other many children like YOu. Or adults taken away from their own children not because these adults did not demonstrate love, respect, kindness, interest, dedication, safety, harmony, fun, playing to them but because they were NOT convenient to their ex-sposes, to the corrupted judge,for maybe only Spiritual reasons, they were to “unpredictable” to these fear based english- regular- Sunday- go to church-believe-in authority-outside-of-them-selves-hiding behind their own shadow and or the shadow of their famous brother, puke. Find out your own truth and do not hid it and or deny it! KNOW that there is a common beast among us. The one way how to change this is to start facing the truth inside of ourselves. So DO feel (my son, my daughter) and activate your emotional intelligence, if you miss-placed, find out what happened to you.Teenagers and some 60 year old teenagers: Let go of the protection from your own body odor acidity covered by petroleum based spray and get rid of toxins,images from corrupted television shows and channels who do not love you!, learn to read the language of your own body, learn it’s anatomy for change, to add something valuable, and when you have a heart-burn after not so great Christmas it might be that not only you have over-eaten again, but your creeping up denial and you are afraid to find out What it is exactly that you are denying. If you are in your fifties and your step-father gives you a hard time during a Christmas dinner with the family, because you are in the Spirit of Love in your heart but his action just made you sick, and if this is the overall impression he has made on you, just offer your self a release from the role to be the step-son. Consider it. Set your self free from emotional insult. And be your self.This is only a strong sing that the Earth’s people still have lots of cleaning to do And that is a good think, very positive. An opportunity. This is unconditional new cycle. The heart wants to communicate to another alike heart, The Earth has Her Heart almost open to the Human heart… The human body has its own intelligence and timing and order for clearing up calcified energies, blogs. It all naturally comes back to its nature. and nature is Mother is harmony is Love. Love wins.