One of many significant visions is to build straw bale dwelling….Round, off grid, warm and cozy, smells always good, one can breath there and her aura and Light do not get cut from corners.
This share is 2 days in a wait for me when I see that the words fit the best to what I have been experiencing. O.K. so the words will be clumsy in the light of what IS.

My feet walking steadily to the green house to volunteer. And as they dance their intuitive steps forward, I was met with the brief question how many times I have moved and was “renting” an apart-ment. The perspective of apart is so nonsensical that I cannot conceive of it yet this paradox makes human moe interesting perhaps to very evolved civilized beings always observing us. It also makes me think if I would be them I woudn’t bother. I quickly gathered the divisions called apartments, transmuted it and kept on feeling what is it I am looking forward to.
And on
that note I hear…”Consider your self as a Rain Bow:” Lately the plenty of colors and different realities and worlds that have been part of my reality hiding inside of me are now more like big majestic mountains present in the loftiness of mind’s heart. In spite of the setbacks and rejections and stolen childhood this is IS that the body is transfiguring into and the IS is filling my dreams, art work and quiet times,liquiding the constructs that are plugging into my inner Light…

I saw these transparently colorful beautiful inner beings flowing horizontal somewhere in the approximate space. “These Beings are you and your physical shell body is on the Earth walking alone”. I went “eh”, picked it up, Thanked and continued the green to be my physical destinal direction. To be spending couple of hours with green plants is perfect fit to the energies one is experiencing, that is a little sample of my Living Gaia.
Later that evening some good dance/workout session was incorporated for healthy change or else the sports one has been practising can be at times too monogamous… Dance felt different. Somehow the movement has inspired me into touching an etheric wings.What I noticed was the wings never touch the ground. And are the invisible tool of transformation in some cases, if I wanted that… Good.
I decided that any kind of emotional repression- control is not working with me any longer, making me negative believe/denial = unconscious – of self worth, like I was the subject – without my consent and knowledge- onto the black magician’s burning carbon-made copy of me, the original. This strong space of clarity and transparency, has been given to support us throughout our lives.
And this long experienced different deja-vu undeserved harassments on all levels, and incarnations – if we didn’t get to accomplish everything in one shot then, detouring a devouring me from the chosen steep clime into the Eternal Awareness of Infinite’s Presence, doesn’t continue to drive me down.
This big huge place outside of me where my family continues to be missing… *Here the words are convoluded or the mind is. Because I never had a family on the outside of me, otherwise it would be ‘missing’.* It bothers me to be thinking/in the heart that the people whom I thought as pure and big and my teachers would be using their way of teaching and magic as self-serving hence damaging their students, separating parents from children, steeling money, confusing their minds and gifts as their own, making people ill… Well this odd possibility one doesn’t want to admit could have happen, needs to find some resolution and clarity and freedom inside of me. For what I know is if I do not react to the black magic, but notice it is around, yet stay still, it cannot do anything, only with my participation I didn’t know previously there was any,if I thought I was co-creating in purity.
The control game is not working anymore. And that is my decision! The sacred exists. The Invisible Teacher, (the IT) stays within me, divine instead of divided. As my dear soul friend Eva says: “I am One With the Flow of Infinite”. YES; What I can say genuinely and truthfully: No matter how many times something tries to destroy your life, know your Spirit IS invincible, your weakness makes you strong if you understand and see the gentleness is the way to inner strength! Any ill deed doesn’t work with you.
I went to bed but coudn’t sleep.
Running on high and happy full color spectrum frequency being integrating, feeling interesting pictures through the Pineal gland. My soul full of colors, and no shadows, the sleeping wasn’t happening. I had to be processing much more stuff..
a young friend who has been coming to learn to understand the language of energies. ..”she has been taking but not giving (directionality matrix of). And I saw a symbol of a square being formed. A square like a ‘city housing’ meaning: if you only take (as kids do take a lot, they are like a sponge: Exponentially evolving and growing, their abilities learn, open possibilities, not knowing failure, until we come in, the ability for imagination, opening new doors, laughing at death, and knowing what adult has forgotten are truly exponential. The kids return each day mostly un-fulfiled and bored to death from their prison/schools. Plus If we could SEE their exponential potential energy bodies, we would witness thousands of living spheres, Planets and Star Systems all around! A completely new world, new open minds ready to be the solution, instead of a problem).
So let’s go back to this square: ..”if she doesn’t bart, the void is filled with a square. That’s why people stay in these houses one calls the coffins!The one ways street enforcement.
To replace this old idea of perceived square my heart has created alive scallops like housing and pears living inside the scallop are people. This could be possibly easier on everybody. There are endless creative ideas all around, Hey?
My soul is filled with colors! not black/white programs of belief systems. Great. So Soul lives in colors, lives in tones of gratitude, of greatness, of loving, of what Is. And this Soul is merged with the physical body chakra and it’s Spirit chakra in three lovely concentrated circles…
After this my mental body wanted to poke this next one out:
The word “working” is now obsolete (NOT BECAUSE I DO NOT LIKE “TO WORK”) Look at this: ..”king at war”/working, well ex-use me, but who is here to be at war?? And do you see any “king-s” around here or there? Also the word “ex-use”as if one is here for a mistake. I only use the English as a second hand on occassion, and really in my perception do prefer silence. I am a Goddess and Child of Earth/Gaia and came here to Create with Infinite. It is also taking me ages to be remotely able to write anything, just if you would see the miss-spellings, I don’t mind being ADD,obviousilly, I am also an Indigo.

The Infinite Tonal Sacred Languages (ITS-L) that one has been gifted with and spoke/sang, has been working my DNA.It is an insult to consider any jung in it. I noticed that ITS-L took me – as I am laying in the bed no chance I will go to sleep – within for something else… The Gate of Love I have been asking Infinite to be initiated and blessed with for I do not know yet fully what love is.I give it where I go quietly and naturally, as it is the easiest to me, Yet I fully don’t know it. I am sensing what it might be… It is mega gigantically enormous. If you thing our Cosmos is only about 96 billions years big (which I have read somewhere in science for I do not know how to measure cosmos),thing how “big” is Infinite Unconditional Love. Think how “big” you are in your smallness. Like what is the distance between Ottawa and Toronto, for example, might be in light body the size of somebody’s heart and bigger.. I want you to forget immediately all about the stupid negative social school, family, church/dark programming of belief systems of the little black magician called bluff of madness we used to experience.
I would like you to consider to Heart/think again about this Gate of Love within Infinite.
Because that is the true focus here.
The IS is the beat of Gaia, Hight note of sharp *C* (as for I See you for who you are and love you for who you are, and am feeling GRATITUDE in ability to love and feel. It is what IS not “what if”. I will always have love for my children and children in general. I love to be child of earth who didn’t ask for a potty training….
Thank you.
p.s. I didn’t copie anything or anybody. Thanks for reading.
Namaste
Jarmila