WHAT IS A MYSTERY SCHOOL, AND WHY IT WAS ON MY LONG LIST/ WAY TO CRYSTALIZATION.
My most important reason for studying mystery schools : I had two most adorable little children under my duty care as a single mother. I wanted to be the best supper mom out of love for them. Single mothers/immigrants don’t get any support from anybody. The family I was shortly contracted to via marriage , knew all kinds and every kind of telling me things HOW I suppose to be to fit in. Their absurd conditions, manipulations, control over my life would clearly never end. I divorced because of tyranny and abuse. I wanted something that would help me to clear fully everything that was involved in my worry-some heart and busy and inquisitive mind. And weekly psychiatrist hovering in circles didn’t match it.
I felt more betrayed, mistaking a church goers (the family I have separated from) for decent and trustworthy people adding to the heaviness to my childhood traumas, I felt alone, sad, abused, misunderstood. Most obviously I wanted for my children healed mother, FREE OF HER LIFE TIMES BURDENS, TRAUMA. clear person, who knows her own peace in her own heart, the best I can be.
The other “tail” reason, was that people in my European childhood very often came to ask me if I could help them, give them “healing”, feel them… Obviously I thought they were surely mistaken and just made fun of me.
It was the “year” of 1997. Entering the M.S.
One good friend back then had called me and said: “Jarmila, go and see this woman, she is interesting and I feel can help you”. It was Sunday and thankfully I was able to attend the last day and in the afternoon. It felt good AND VERY DIFFERENT. I spend several years studying practicing, learning, and improving. I found out I was natural born healer, Indigo and highly intuitive with gifts to see into people’s energies. In 2000 I activated my Krystal Consciousness. My Soul Light Languages came back. If you don’t know where that is, it is thee openness of your living heart/soul activation, broader awareness, inner connection, presence to our Original Creator, dimensions 5 and 6 and 7 has been available at that time to me. It happened due to my diligent hard inner work, dedication to my children, and to the higher and inner truth.
I had weekly meetings with my friend E., who has made this reference of mystery schools, for an exchange personal inner healing work sessions. The mystery school in some aspects, was very helpful but it didn’t last. I have met with very gifted many people there. With some I am still friends as we speak…
WHAT IS A MYSTERY SCHOOL TO ME:
So to me, it is a place of 100% integrity, transparency, clarity, sovereignty, original full Earth and humanity’s herstory. So that is how I see it in this clarity of purpose. The place is consecrated with the purest intentions in mind and heart, no competition, no harm to anybody, it is a revelation a reminder who we are, it offers powerful tools such as meditation created to bring deep understanding of how your physical body works, what it is for, what knowledge it contains. It teaches you of the interconnectedness to all life everywhere. When students have reached spiritual, ethical, mental, emotional clarity, mastery and maturity, more tools are introduced and higher beings and our star families are introduced. It is being clearly explained what has happend here, how we have been doped manipulated, eaten alive, how our DNA has been stolen and so much has been taken away from us as humanity. There is a mutual respect, dignity, privacy and also sharing. We have collectively nothing to worry about, only achieving our highest grate-ness and be excellent stewards for Earth, humanity and interplanetary diplomacy. We say what we mean, using direct heart based communication, there is self-lessness as well.
KEY QUESTIONS AND ANWERS ABOUT MYSTERY SCHOOLS IN OUR TIMES:
Recently, one of these good friends inquired with some key questions pertaining to this subject of M.S. and the teacher particularly. My friend explained that some people has come to her with their own not so lucky experiences that is now causing a huge dilema for her in terms of making a decision. I was asked if I wouldn’t mind to share. Must say this is not an easy subject. I have closed this chapter in 2011 by leaving behind my participation with someone that I have found to be not true and in addition causing harm to people and their lives.
HERE IS WHAT YOU MUST BE AWARE OF AND BE IN CONTROL OF YOUR OWN DECISIONS, AS TO WHERE AND WITH WHOM YOU SPEND TIME, MONEY, ENERGY.
And it does sound and looks very attractive to fall for exotic information for high price. When “MYSTERY” becomes a MYSERY: First I should share that short class would be the weekend and the long one would be the whole week. The teaching would take place mostly outside of the city but also in the city here and or somewhere in America. There were few happening in Elora, On. Once the class is psychically opened without any spiritual boundaries and spiritual hi=gene, it becomes a hunting place for you becoming the victim of a entity. The entity can be extra terrestrial, inter terrestrial, ghost, psychic curse, bad negative emotional/mental thought: program, manipulation, control, to confuse you, to set you on a tanginess, to get you sick and vomiting, but it can disguised as “you are clearing your karma” (which could easily be the case, but other such things were covertly happening as well) type thing. The teacher doesn’t clearly define who can and or cannot interrupt her to diverge the say teaching to them selves causing major interruption to the main reason, there is no conclusion, no clarity, It is a guessing and it becomes obvious that you your self must discern, find out, and inner-stand what this lesson was “Originally!!” about if you don’t want to become the victim of a: psychic vampire, thief of your intellectual/intuitive property. Me and some other sister had to be clearing and chasing entities and negative terrestrials away from our classes. At times we would offer to our “teacher” a solution, warning, help and mostly we were refused, dismissed, discouraged. The place of this teacher’s home base was mostly found not so “noble” clean and clear as many many times being mentioned by this teacher to us during our sitting long ours in the classes. As some of the material was truly fantastic intrique, it was also chaotic and confusing. People were not taught basic psychic defence, psychic hi-gene. They were rather being used for the teacher’s personal gain, and resolving her own personal issues either with her family members and or the man.
… some of these repeat students loved to interrupt constantly the “teacher” thus drawing unnecessary, attention to them selves. Those are seen as dark night of the soul walking refusing to shut up. These are suffering from long standing harm during their many incarnations, and because the teacher her class is fully open to all kinds of energy dirt, it brings into motion enormously distorted projections, over other’s peoples impressions, now they are getting upset but nobody says anything so it is all “just in the air” only the clairvoyant few has to deal with it and or leave the class all together. Such class is polarised, compromised with competition for power over: some genius sitting in this class contributing with what she has received by Infinite is first being used without recognizing her gift, then she is dismissed, ignored, or her material taken for granted, the other version her material removed because it doesn’t match the teacher’s own work. No space for advancing of those students that have clearly brought more information useful, helpfull uplifting, that has caused additional expansion for the entire class! Honesty is dismissed.
As I always say: better to be your own hand, your own energy and inner pure guidance, because these sigils open portals, open different realities, if you don’t know anything about it you may be subject to miss use. Because I have been sitting with the subject of deviance of mystery schools for many years and based on my own first hand experiences, good and very bad I have decided wisely to be on my own, to define my spiritual boundaries, spiritual immunity, clarity and guidance system. If High sentience presence me with a “sigil” a must feel it with my heart. This is because I do not trust somebody who has repeatedly showed they are not worthy of my trust, I do not want danger in my life and or for anybody else. Some sigils are done with agenda, some sigils are created as a messenger, way shower a guidance system if you clearly feel it is done through sacred neutrality. Without wanting to be the “only one” “the chosen one”. That is exactly what has been causing problems, loss of life hood and other loses.
CONCLUSSION: Follow your self as I have done through my life. Life is be-in-full (=beautiful). I am certain each of us has innate map to one self. I have no bitterness and or feel anything negative towards the mystery schools. Because I know it is ME STEERING MY OWN WHEEL” AT LEAST I DO MY BEST I CAN. THE CREATOR’S CREATIONS ARE DONE WITH PRECISION, ACCURACY, PURPOSE, DEEPEST LOVE. THE CREATOR HAS PREFERENCE FOR WELL BEING, FOR PRO LIFE, FOR GOOD. PRIME CREATOR CAN ALSO FORGET BUT IT IS NOT FOR LONG. YOU MUST WANT TO KNOW YOUR OWN ENERGY HOW IT IS TO BE IN INTEGRITY, HONESTY, BE GENUINE AND TRUE TO YOU AND TO LIFE, YOUR FRIENDS, THE PLANETS.
THE MILKY WAY AND THE VAGUS NERVE IS ONE AND THE ‘SAME’. AND OR VERY CLOSELY ALIKE. JUST ONE IS BIGGER MAP TO THE SMALLER ALIKE GUIDE.
the conversation with my friend left me expanded and also I felt relieved, this has been a burden to my Soul. Carrying around things I wasn’t responsible for but was tricked through programming to believe i was responsible since the childhood. I am thank full to my friend for asking her questions and letting me to open her mind towards other explanations and possibilities. To carry secrets, mysteries, burdens is really not our path and or purpose.
These things happen due to the genetic manipulations: from the eternal and gorgeously carved golden angelic humans who suppose to shine like the sun we are limited stupid incarnations (imagine scissors and never ending blue sky fabric being cut in million short pieces, that is us now.) No wonder we were/are VULNERABLE to the predator who has constructed this CAGE OF 3 DIMENSIONAL HOLOGRAPHIC PRISON COMPLETED WITH MINUSCULE VERY INTRICATE DETAILED MENTAL BLOCKS, MAZES, BLIND SPOTS, BEHAVIOURS, PROGRAMS, BELIEVES, WHO HAS FORCED ON US LIVING SOULS DISEASES, AND DEATH AS ANOTHER ILLNESS.
BUT KNOW LIFE ALWAYS FINDS ITS WAY BACK AND FORWARD AND UPWARDS TOWARDS IT S BEST CONDITIONS ENVI=ROD=MENT, THE SUN IS WITHIN YOU THE CELLS SINGING CRYSTAL-AL amakanayete, PROTECT YOUR FREE WILL BY PRACTICING IT. LIFE MUST BE LIVED FULLY CHOOSING… JOY.
JOY IS FOUND UPON INNER KNOWINGNESS.