I know this is very unusual terminology. “apocalipso”. As my Spirit Guide wished me to use this term I am doing so.

This morning that would be of fraud August 13th around 11 in  a.m. a interesting invocation has come to my awareness, the lovely AHA AFTER A GOOD MEDITATION. I have been also working with the sacred womb chakra. It has come to my attention some long time ago that not only we are born grously premature , hence we have shrink in the size, abilities, knowledge, memory. But also the DNA full spectrum of all experiences is missing!. Therefore i needed to find out  how many mothers have I had in these hundreds of thousands of incarnations of this last cycle my soul has been here for last 67 million years? So far I had only few recollections of the previous physical land mothers.

 working intentively with the SACRED FEMININE WOMB CHAKRA so it may have complete memory of all life times in the full spectrum of color experiences complete.

It helps to daily meditate with sacred Tree People, to go into my heart and real the gestation periods of the fetus. However my Spirit has decided we needed to deepen our understanding of letting go of the one that has been the mother of mine this very last life time which apparently is very important. I do know she and I are clear she is free to leave the planet but so far she has been hanging here like there is nowhere else to incarnate. So let me share this morning teachings because I felt it may be helpful to others who may read this blog today. This is as authentic and raw as it was going organically, there is no reason to be correcting it.

It came to me THE SEVERENCE IS HAPPENING.The ANGER of this last mother (THE DARK MOTHER) XXX:*The image of her self she gave her self to me, to my childhood so I would live it. My response to that was “I love you and may you leave this planet in Peace” (11:11 fraud a.m. today) and continue…: “I was angry at you” the mirror, projection of anger and passive aggression you have been projecting into me you have given into my body-childhood. What you gave me was a poison, not a love. I am letting go of this poison and of you, freely, with full awareness, gratitude and detachment. What I needed from you as your daughter, your first born child you didn’t know of. The poison you have enveloped my consciousness with, my life with, was THE DISQUISE, THE FAT, THICK VEIL, THE BOX OF 3 DIMENSIONAL PRISON OF A TIGHT JACKET. THE SEVERENCE FROM THAT KIND OF ‘LIVING’ IS HAPPENING, IT IS TAKING PLACE OF THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF THIS VERY FETUS THAT I ONCE WAS INSIDIDE OF YOU MOTHER, FETUS IN YOUR DEADLY WOMB FORMING AND FORMULATING MY CONTRACT WITH YOUR SOUL. THE SEVERENCE FROM THE WORLD OF SIRIT AND THE ENTRANCE INTO YOUR OWN VERSION OF HOW YOUR PERCEIVE THIS LIFE, THIS WORLD, SEPARATE FROM THE UNIVESE, HOW YOU PERCIEVED MAN AS YOUR HUSBAND, MY FATHER, EVERYTHING THIS FETUS HAS RECORDED INTO ITSELF LITTLE HEART, THE TONGE THE SPINE THE EYES!!!, is now changing… THE EYES ARE HOW LETTTING GO OF THIS MESSAUP VERSION OF INPRISONMENT OF MY VOICE-HEART OF ORIGINAL LOVE- APPARENTLY NOT BEING MINE AND THE OTHER LIE THAT I SHALL NEVER FIND IT BACK CAUSE I AM WELL HIDDEN FROM THE PRESENCE OF MY OWN TRUE CELESTIAL MOTHER AND CELESTIAL FATHER, IS NOW COMING TO RELEVANCE WITH THE CONSCIOUS AWARENESS. {This is so very also relevant to Mother Earth planet what has happend to Her, we need to learn our own history.}…Continue: I witness now mother, you are letting go of the hold you had over me all my life as did have the controller of this “world” strongly believing he has the total control over this living Sentient Planet Earth. PAUSE. The Part II came and it is the SEVERENCE OF FEAR (ANGER WAS THE OUTTER SKIN WHER ALWAYS BENEATH THERE IS A FEAR FOUND). FEAR HAS BEEN AFFECTING AND HAPPENING ALSO HIDDEN TO MY FEMALE WOMAN WHO IS WRITING THIS DOCUMENT. I KNOW THIS IS ALL THE PROJECTION OF THE DARK MOTHER THAT ONCE WAS ASSIGNED TO ME IN THIS LIFE TIME AND MY CONSCIOUSNESS IS LETTING GO IF IT IN ITS OWN WAYS MANY MANY LEYERS … THE FEAR ALMOST BECAME ME, AND ALSO ALMOST BECAME THIS WORLD’S EXAMPLE OF IMAGE OF ONE AND ONLY REALITY! I HAVE GALVANIZED, PURGED, AMALGAMATED TRANSMUTED, TRANSFORMED THIS FEAR AND ITS MANY AND SOMETIMES ENDLESS TENTICLES, CORDS AND EXPRESSIONS INTO A KNOWINGNESS THAT STANDS BEFORE ME IN LIGHT BLUE TRANSPERANCY WITH ITS TRUE IDENTITY BEING: RARE-NESS. O.K. the rare was disquised as fear. WE THE HUMAN OF THIS LIVING PLANET ARE DEEPLY HIDDEN AND DISQUISED TO OUR SELVES. Pause.

Part III. This part presented it self as my INNER SACRED SPACE. IT IS GROWING AND FILLING (THE BONE MARROW THE BLOOD, THE HORMONES, THE INTERNAL ORGANS , RIVERS AND OCEANS). THE INNER SPACE WAS PREVIOUSLY A BEAREN LAND WHERE LIFE WAS NOT ACCEPTED AND WELCOMED. LIFE NOW COMES INTO THIS SPACE OF ALL SPACES INSIDE OF MY BEING. SPACE RECIEVING LIFE=AWARENESS. LIVER RECIEVES LIFE. POSSIBILIES LIKE NEW FRESH HORMONS  NEW BLOOD NEW IDEAS NEW OPENINGS EXPLORATION CONFIDENCE IS RUSHING IN WHERE PREVIOUSLY LIFE WAS PUT ON HOLD.

IN THIS LEYER I INTUTIVELY SAW  THE MOTHER HAD TO GIVE UP HER CONSCIOUSNESS IN A SENSE HAD TO GIVE UP HER AWARENESS AND LIFE AND ACT AND CONDUCT IN UNAWARENESS IN OTHER TO FULL FILL HER CONTRACT WITH ME. THE LIFE WASN’T EASY AND THERE WERE DAMAGES BUT IT HAD SOLVED AND HEALED MILLIONS OF SOULS WHO ARE NOW FREE OF CURSES. THEY CAN BE BORN HERE TO THIS BELOVED PLANET AND FULLY EXPERIENCE, EXPLORE THEIR OWN FULL POTENTIAL THROUGH NATURAL AS SUPPOSE TO FORCED (FULL OF CURSES) EVOLUTION. AND THAT IS WHAT MY LITTLE SPARK OF LIGHT BROUGHT WHEN I WAS BORN TO THIS MOTHER.

Namaste, Transparent Krystal Spirit Guide.