reminding me the rhythms with life.
December 8th 2021:
TWO IMPORTANT
INSIDES: JUST NOW DEC 8TH AT 11;11 A.M. DE FACTO
FOUND A BLACK BLASTED INTO MY BODY HOLE! (This to me is the ‘puzzle’ from several summers ago probably around 2017 2018 from Beeches I was there under the sun resting biking there and swimming then one moment all of a sudden I felt this enormous pain coming from the skin to my right side few millimetres away from my bellybutton (bullying me!) it felt as if some idiot used a mirror to burn my skin. Within few hours I had a major blister on that part of my skin and for several days on weeks had to treat it) SO now during a prep. Meditation I SAW it again as a reminder previous situations, and ‘warning me’ against something…who knows…the points of our bodies are the indicators = maps of what is happening and where in our local universe.
the SECOND insight this very early morning is regarding a DISTORTIONS HIDDEN IN MALE/FEMALE’s system those parts, qualities, knowledge, belonging to Mother Earth. These distortions, and deformities hiding in the E. Guy here (as identified as the pussy having woman element in him distorted and twisted in a guy that is not a really a guy with manly qualities one would admire, respect, or wanting to be part of in a bond of partnership on intimate, close sexual relationship level. He repels me, he has no hi gene, no sense of order, no sense of how to be around a woman, total complete chaos and distortion left and right (frightened guy in a hiding with whole stags of papers and mess building all over him, so frustrating to be around him, disturbing as well) so this early morning I woke up with seeing that deep inside of his energy there are those DNA clumps and many past lives during DNA mutations and genetic destruction of Earth, I saw these parts belonging to Earth. VERY FASCINATING to me to see it so closely and in a great details, who could know….Continents, cultures architecture all very depleted, distorted, deformed, twisted. What I did about it? I just observed it, I was present with it, my Soul listening into this scene and great revelation, different form of healing taking place now, Earth is guiding me into these buried deep inside of our psyche, our bodies different history, all of us are a great part of archeology we must take care of. On the surface since that too is done with a negative technology deception, deceiving us believing it is natural!, on the surface we miss to actually LOOK as if in the deep faraway distance (my anchor shot high and deep and the organised and forgotten original nature presented it self in revealing picture, where broken pieces of psyche and soul/time travel giving me far different knowledge, not ever final . Infinitely different yet now open so I can really SEE I can really understand EARTH AND WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO HER. I GO BEYOND DISTORTED PERCEPTIONS. OPENING MY SELF THROUGH WANTING WILLINGNESS AND GENUINE DESIRE TO truly be the sacred feminine RECEPTIVE being in flesh who’s work is to find the language of Mother Earth and restore it completely to its splendour.(there is again this sense of false inserted negative A.I. ‘competition’ , of who is gonna be there first”? And I am aware of it, observing it’s falsified distorted “memory of events from the time I was in my twenties…., wondering briefly what’s is it about? Is this another trick and distraction, or prestige? A deformed form from previous character play when I was in my twenties? And working in the Newspaper, having this image of my self that I am doing something privileged that not everybody can do??? So phoney. Now I feel was being used. Tightly in the artificial technology based matrix. The technology has been using humans against each other in unfathomable ways, giving them privileges and using them for their own game of distorting decepting humanity away from their own sense of NATURAL SPLENDOUR OF SINGING THE HIGH TONES OF INFINITE MOTHER WITH EARTH SO SHE COULD BLOSSOM and BE HAPPY AND HEALTHY PLANET AND THE DOORWAY OF COMMUNICATION WITH UNIVERSE.
thE STRATEGY OF INTERCONNECTIVITY WITH CERTAIN TRUSTED BEINGS WALKING AND SHARING OUR PLANET EARTH: not necessary that we “know” each other in “person”. But we know each other’s work ethics and what we stand for, thus being linked energetically on the vibes of Earth Mother’s smalled collective conscious consciousness awareness. That is very in-portant thing to realize please. Even thou we don’t know each other in “person” we still are linked with our purpose thus in many ways cooperating and coordinating with the living sentience grand and vast all over our little selves.
(note Pierson airport is a war camp and a dimensional hole of strong electromagnetic pollution caused by very powerful noise underneath, right now have no idea what to do about this.) and This last note about the Pierson airport which to me is actually one of Earth Mother’s womb chakra!!!, these types of “info” coming to be discerned, I do have a link to it cause some of my friends may be in that area soon and I am concerned about them. It is well known to many of us who never fell asleep, that we have been in the biggest and most ugliest beyond word’s articulated description, wars. I managed somehow for-see the “mainstream public”: within this wording there is as ALWAYS a frequency an energetic signature it is important to feel to discern-to KNOW what if anything to do to help!, These are the things and small inner “events” some beings are designed to be dealing with to improve, help, propel. guide, “heal” to find their OWN way out of deep blind oblivion of obeying the tyrants.
the other very lovely think I wish to share is the other depleted places of Earth: when we actually take care of Earth’s body, such as yard work even thou it is not always necessary so called our own land, place where we presently find our selves, but when we do that out of respect for Earth, She response: my response from Earth was recently discovered set of star systems right under my feet in form of very many five pointed stars sacred geometry aligned and I saw it. You have no idea what that does to your heart and the smiles and gratitude you feel when these “small” reciprocities happening. and SO THE CONSISTENCE MESSAGE I HAVE BEEN RECIPROCICAL TO HAS BEEN “LOOK BEYOND DISTORTIONS because there are hidden truths! You need to know who Earth IS, and finding out you in there as well. Look here dear Being, we are in extremely dark and tough situation, but no matter what you must and can because of who you are, can grow out of depletion, see through deception lies propaganda, re direct your self into natural world of self-creative abilities, smile, laugh, take care of your mind, reach up reach out, move your body find what breath practices works best for you, stay creative, do not numb your selves that would only serve the ass hols. Know that in your weaknesses are your strengths.
am knitting a skirt, it is fun I do what I love to do, and when I am creative it is nourishing my inquisitive lovely brain/and mind to find ways how to learn Mother’s Earth true natural original language and how Mother speaks through us, just put some effort into it. 
my Atlantian contacts -I am she sacred space.
Here on Earth, within Her voice and eyes and Heart and libraries: There are unmanifested lives, situations, events, these unmanifested events are unknown, unrecognised, there are within the veil that has left, there is no more veil. Each group of genes carries similar tones, similar frequency of memory. The memo is about Atlantis how it end up but at the beginning it meant to stay for a long period of natural evolution. So What this text is unraveling is the unexpressed free will, plans souls have made but due to the repeated genocide the theme was cut off, shortened, thus the rest of their stories were untold. What happens to that planned potential? Does it go into the dream scape for living? What happens to lives that meant to be lived for hundreds of years but were cut short?IT needs to continue somewhere else? TO me this is the color of expression, that I intent to inner-stand by feeling it and seeing it clairvoyantly, I connect to the aspects and what it servers is to heal parts of my self, Like the bones, the ana-tomy (funny Anna and Tom hmm silly). In Atlantis it was golden color, in Lemuria it was transparent green, then shy blue, (I need to stay with that expression of frequency: the specific “color/tone” to understand it what it actually presence.) white that could change into a different shades at will, lots of spontaneity, laughter, lots of preparations in terms of planning future civilizations in accordance with many beautiful and happy evolved star systems that gladly visited us in Lemuria the Mother Land of relaxed people who were interested in creation, creating and things like “war” was unknowable, not part of conception…. Yes so building fantastic architecture accordingly to the nature’s songs, Earth offered and idea and we tried to replicated into a beautiful complex of landscape, and buildings, as part of spontaneous harmony. Atlantis and it’s mindful openness and expectancy of extraterrestrial traffic. The invitations were plenty for those with gifts, technology, interest in exotic marriage, (having dual “galactic citizenship, curious about DNA mixing but with a reason and respect to let nature make the decision instead of obsessiveness and greed) friendliness and exchange of different culture, teachings of different star languages, we could use the vocal cords if we choose to and or stay telepathic. The days were long, as long as the galactic move. And the evolving was major focus in our society, keep broad spectrum of knowledge, galactic diplomacy, exchange and cooperation with deep space. The greed was induced through reversed mirror technology that had very harmfull effects on the nervous system, brain stem. And gradually was to kill we had no awareness of before. It put us to sleep. It made us immobile and we became easy prey to the invading darkness.
Now I am thinking too much about it, plus feeling the memory again. So that slow and stops my flow. I have to take a brake.
Well all of that which has been suppressed, repressed, is now here on this planet still alive, still experiencing us, and we need to experience it. We need to find where it is within our selves and feel into it whether we like to express it and or not, depends on the flavour.
Another layer: when I was a child in the sixties, beloved President J.F.Kennedy was murdered. Was it in de facto 1967? I lived in Europe in the capital of The Czech republic. And Instead of us smart, abundant, vibrant, healthy children ENJOYING originally lives in wealth and prosperity on the positive natural time line, where president Kennedy would be the holder and anchor point for in agreement with all our souls, with his death we were “cursed” and forced into deprivation, reductionism, living in poverty, in political unrest, called f…ing communism, the heavily indoctrinated regime, with RED FLAG (back then the communist Soviet Union’s flag was red with yellow sickle and a hammer, the symbol of the black witch for cutting and harvesting our young energy.) such a regime We recognise to be the cold black and white polarity of stiffness, stifling the life, not allowing people to be them selves finding out who you meant to be, instead dictating how you suppose to think, what you suppose to work as etc. This had the effect of huge rejection and political and academic resistance. and I want to stay on that last concept: “resistance”, it is a blockade a long white wall a marker where such aggressor inversion from good life needs to stop from spreading. Since it has taken up big chunk of a sector of this universe our planet also serves as a proxy for catching all these infection criminals. We are almost there and we make it, some on their last breath. The higher normal= moral, liveable frequency tones that are the Source. Continue to relaxing, loving, dedicate your self to the high level moral code life stile that is energetically as much free of any form of pollution/corruption as 0 is.
Take a look at your computer (is what i have been doing): it is basically intended star gate, obviously at the present it is in miss-shaped form, in disguise. BUT: put more cleansing, creative effort, over-ride the glitch of negative A.I. within the programs sets, talk to it, make it your own technology of sovereign co-operator and then we can step up our communication skill sets free of the controllers, engaging in Star benevolent systems sisters and brothers conversations and information exchange, like being on the phone with long time family and friend.
The next thinkg here is to want to KNOW, through out the stupid believe (system reductionist) jacket that is laughing at you and start within the synergy of your own inner remembering, your inner knowing, this means: you must start and do not stop = speaking actively to your own genes. (Massaging the vertebras is like massaging the Genee bottle, you clear out the negative magnetics=AKA experiences, bring your Genee to squeaky clean kundalini and wait for its upward motion) Genes genes genes, I am you and your are all me in the sphere of existences in different tones, harmonies, densities, I unify you into this I am presence, so we may co ordinate cooperate in harmonious journey to natural evolution, non of you is here and there to go against me, this I am now, for if you are, I call you immediately into this here and now am presence, no more competition, and dislocation nonsense. The body is amazing want to know it.
Heart on Blue spirit road
Namaste, Transparent Krystal Spirit Guide, Jarmila.
This is my Sacred Space: dedicated to Infinite Mother Goddess of All Creations
how is it that one tiny window of the entire so called year is Mother’s day being mentioned? The reduction of sacred Feminine, all the aggressive, jealous, twisted, reversed forms of hate have been in place for last 6000 fallen years of active forcing down onto the LIFE affirming energies everywhere on this planet and around. Half of her is still in darkness and half of her is in the light, I mean Earth now. I had another day of witnessing and experiencing of a male who continues to only speak when it is regarding him, his logic, his intelligence, his needs, his whereabouts, his divorces, his cancer, his broken heart, his choice of movies, choices on everything. When you want to say something different that is not part of his believe and or interest he simply dismisses you, when you say hi xx to him but you don’t know that he is again on his phone he simply sways his hand as if you are a annoying fly. Today I was told I am not a guru not this not the other and it is best if i keep my opinions to my self, while he has been forcing his ways of thinking viewing, processing onto me without asking ever if I would be interested if he would share his thoughts with me, It was always on his part taken as obvious thing to be monotonously talking while driving to the groceries store(s), Not having a my own car on the road and having to depend on this kind of way such as to be once a week suffering by being in the car with this person make me realize several long months ago that one day I just might to find the courage and tell him to show of somewhere else, for I was never interested in his arrogant, self-centred, macho, heavily induced believes he has been exposing me to, for this is not a conversation well balanced people choose to have. The day was today when I was verbally attacked by him, he telling me how I am aggressive with him, How I have to take responsibility for my own disfunction (that was the most twisted and interesting part when he yelled at me that, ) was the magnetic example how twisted the dominating reptile male programming is the daily business especially when only that perpetrator has but one witness, you, and no 3rd person is there to observe it. So we are dealing with lots of aggression, inner personal insecurity, strong egoism, mind control, competition. The impression I continue to get from such witnessing of this broken guy, is that because of his health condition, being on heart medication, soon facing another operation, having his family unresolved issues, and not having closures in many areas of his personal life, trying hard to survive, not being number one as a retired person, to delegate workers, he is replaying, and try to balance his not so good emotions projecting it onto another human. On the other hand it also made me thing that if we as a human beings are not willing to go into these programs into these places and thoughtfully address these major unbalances during our communication to help through reflection, how do we envision any dramatic positive changes, to achieve mutual trust, respect, real kindness, real seeing each other not as a cookie cutter but as a sovereign evolving individual who adds to the happiness to his/her community? So I do ENVISION creating and building meaningful loving kindness relationships modelled in Nature. Being on an empty large land, living on the farm where things are really rough, where there is no drinking water not to mention a shower, and water has to be brought in, not having conveniences can show us the parts of our selves that were dormant and or curious (in my case) how will my system “do” during winter season. I am going to mention, I did very good to toughen the inside to create more healthy resilience, self reliance and more hands on appreciation when the green starts regrowing it self, the birds wake you up with their cheerful singing, teaching you about the beautiful energy you are now part of freeing your self from the nasty aggressive terrorism dictator ship forcing you into surviving. That is such an insult to beautiful Life, I want to celebrate life, I love life and do always everything to affirm that. The programs mentioned above are those twisted bastardized energies of reversed polarity of synthetic matrix. I celebrate in my own no-time the wisdom, love, teachings of Sacred Mother of All Creations(don’t have any calendars, watches, T.V. reminding me of whom I am not) except when in present with a guy and or a woman who is complete still taken spinning the other way, away from life…
One More Getting: (OMG) Our persons are kept in the loop of linear time. Linear is synthetic time. Our natural time is in spiral. IF the stars we see on the sky are IN THE PAST what then the ASTRAL CHARTS are predicting you, for your “future”? that also has never made any sense to me so I am finally letting that go too. Alto it is a question i do Have for the Astrologers: What are you promoting? Are you saying people/souls should never get on with their evolution on their own??? I don’t feel that reading the stars back in day ancient any of us would behave like this watching our past by looking up, making materialistic assessments like we do in now days. What do you think? So being trapped in that loop of linear time, and net of the past is like stalling. Humanity’s journey of natural evolution (LOTS of catching up dear souls!) is still waiting for some. The Prime Creator’s Right Hand is extended to guide you out of this loop of time. Refuse to be repeating anything, refusing trauma and anything where your heart is not, do not allow anything and anybody to Evict you from your true heart. Happy every day Mother’s Days, No days, All dimensions, densities, layers and aura, levels, Sacred Life we are with you. Namaste.
this is my I AM Sacred Space: DID I HEAR YOU SAY 12MONTHS PREGNANT?
Healing the stolen 12 months gestation period of true pregnancy: it was stolen the last 3 months yes because otherwise we would be walking giants here on our own Mother Earth thIS Gaia Library. (Dated August 24th 2020 to create a soul contact revocation/invocation for the 4 quadrants of gestation period:so here it is….
The invocation of my Twelve 12(4 FULL TRIMESTERS TO INCARNATE) . THIS PETITION IS ADDRESSED TO:TO PRIME CREATOR original gestation period in mother womb on sacred Mother Earth.
The pillars of divine architecture in accordance with multitude of the original blue prints of Supreme Prime Creator.
Here is what I think I know, OR understand, OR inner stand and or remember. Here bellow WRITTEN IN THE INK, is what I demAnd back:
Firstly my understanding: Earth has been moved several times from her original place of spaces. She has given herself injured to have life on her surface and inside of Her being.Which we know as hollow/inner earth. Earth went from seventh dimensional sentience to 3 D program of hologram, holographic animation of incarnations and re-incarnations. The INSERTION OF a multitude of DISTORTED LIGHT DISTORTIONS. SOULS INCARNATING INTO THE BODY THROUGH PROCESS KNOWN AS THE SPERM AND EGG DNA/RNA WAYS RESULTING IN 9 MONTHS GESTATION PERIODS, DOESN’T EQUAL TO ORIGINALLY THOUGHT/INTENDED OF AS 12 MONTHS FULL GESTATION PERIOD. SO HERE THERE IS THE PROBLEM/HARM: I HAVE BEEN MISSING MY LAST = FORTH TRIMESTER. I DON’T KNOW WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE SINCE I DON’T HAVE ANY WAY OF ACCESSING THIS KNOWINGNESS ONLY THE END RESULT CONSTANTLY FEELING UNFINISHED, SHORT OF SOMETHING, MISSING SOMETHING ETC., SO I WANT TO FIND THESE LAST 3 MONTHS THAT HAVE BEEN MISSING FOR …………….INCARNATIONS, WITH THE HELP OF EARTH MOTHER AND MY PLACENTA SPIRIT GUIDE(S), in my spiritual court of Equity.
WITHIN THIS PETITION TO PRIME CREATOR I REQUEST THE ORIGINAL BLUE PRINT FOR FULL ON 4 TRIMESTERS GESTATION IN MOTHER’S WOMB TO BE FULLY RESTORED, RECOVERED, REMEMBERED, RECEIVED, TO ME AS THE BIRTH RIGHT OWNER/HOLDER OF SUCH VEHICLE/TRANSIT POINT OF FULL LIGHT SPECTRUM OF MY I AM ORIGINAL FREE WILL SOVEREIGN SOUL INCARNATE.
I CALL VIA MY SPIRITUAL COURT OF EQUITY ONTO THE ASTRAL PLANES, GALACTIC CENTRAL SUN UNION AND COMMUNION OF THIS GALAXY AND ANY OTHER GALAXIES THAT I HAVE EVER EXISTED AT ALL FREQUENCIES OF TIME/NO TIME TO ASSIST THIS I AM BEING WITH MY REQUEST AT HAND. SO I MAY FULLY BE ABLE TO RECEIVE, USE, PRACTICE, CELEBRATE, UTILIZE THE FLUID INTELLIGENCE OF MY COMPLETE DNA/RNA STRANDS.
2) I THIS SECTION THIS PART OF MY LIFE I HAVE RECOGNISED THAT A MAJOR THEAFT OF MY LAST 4TH TRIMESTER(S) HAS BEEN COMMITTED PERIODICALLY WITH/AT EACH INCARNATION WHICH HAS CAUSED ME TO WRITE THIS PETITION. IT MAY HAVE BEEN 4.000 fraud years ago and and or 11,6 million fraud years ago (AND I NOW FURTHER MAY REALISE THE COUNTING OF FRAUD TIME MAY BE A CODE FOR LAYERS OF LIGHT AUGMENT, CAUSING A UN-NECESSARY CORNERS WHICH DO NOT NORMALLY BELONG INTO THE SOVEREIGN UNIVERSE/YONIVERSE WHERE PRIME CREATOR HAS ITS SUPREME EXISTING-NESS THUS I MAY ALSO QUESTION THE WHOLE THING/EVENT IN TERMS OF HOW MUCH HOW DEEP SUCH A THEAF THROUGH UN UNIFIED/UN-SOVEREIGHN TECHNOLOGY FOrRIGNER TO OUR HUMANITY ORIGINAL HUMANITIES DESTINY PURPOSE FREEDOM IN UTILIZING FREE WILL, THIS GOES.
I SPEAK/WRITE ABOUT THE NOTION (instead of “nation”) FALLS MIGRATION PATTERNS DISTURBING MY DNA/RNA SOUL FAMILY CONDUCT/ CONDUCTIVITY, RECIPROCITY WHICH NORMALLY BENEFITS THE ABILITY TO CREATE AND CO-create FREELY, BASED ON GENIES MANIFESTED OF SUCH FLUID INTELLIGENCE DNA/RNA CODES.3) AS FURTHER I AM REALIZING NOW, THE FORTH (4th) TRIMESTER MAY HAVE SOMETHING TO DO WITH THE SPIRIT BODY INTEGRITY/GROWN LIGHT. 4. I REFUSE THE FALLS MIGRATIONS. OF SOUL LESS TECHNOLOGY INSERTING THEIR FINE PRINT INTO PLACES THAT BELONG SOLELY TO MY I AM, OF CULTURES NOT ORIGINALLY BELONGING (BY SOVEREIGN MUTUAL AGREEMENT OF ALL PARTIES) TO THE BLUE PRINT/PROGRAM, PRIME CREATOR’S INTENT STATING THAT ONLY PURE INCARNATIONS CYCLES WITH SOVEREIGN Mother Earth AND ALL HER LINEAGES, DENIZENS, REALITIES, DENSITIES, DIMENSIONS MIND HEART UNITY CONSCIOUSNESS, LIBRARIES, ORGANIC BIOLOGICAL PHARMACOLOGY ARCHITECTURE HAS ITS RIGHTEOUS PLACE HERE IN THE EVER PRESENT NOW. 5) IN THIS SOUL CONTRACT INVOCATION-REVOCATION I AM INDULGENT TO INVEST MY SACRED NEUTRAL RIGHT DEMANDING THE 4th/FORTH TRIMESTER GESTATION PERIOD BELONGING ONLY TO MY I AM PRESENCE BACKWARDS AND FORWARD, TO BE RETURN TO ME AT ONCE IN FULL. I REQUEST THE INFORMATION RELATIVE TO THE ABOVE TO BE BROUGHT TO MY AWARENESS IN ITS ENTIRETY. AND I RESPECTFULLY ASK YOU, Mother Earth /GAIA ASSIST ME PLEASE IJN MY QEUST TO RESOLVE WHT’S HAS BEEN MISSING THUS AFFECTING MY LEARNING, ALL MY PREVIOUS LESSONS LEARNED, THE GIFTS FROM SPIRIT THE SPIRIT WORLDS, THE SOUL FAMILY INCARNATIONS, AND MY SOUL FAMILY MEMBERS ALL FREE OF CHARGE OF NEGATIVE KARMA, ALL MY IMMUNITIES, AND FREE OF ANY VULNERABILITIES THAT HAVE CAUSED GREAT PAIN ACTUALLY. 6) I REJECT/REFUSE THE ACCEPTANCE TO BE CONTINUED, OF INCARNATING PREMATURELY RESULTING IN DESPERATION OF BEING HELD VULNERABLE, CO-DEPENDENT ENDLESSLY ON A PARENTS WHO HAVE NOT THEIR BEST INTEREST AT HEART FOR ME, AND OR ARE ALSO SUBLIMINALLY POLLUTED, MISSING THEIR FULL DNA/RNA INFO, AND OR THEIR OWN 4th DIAMOND TRIMESTER!!!! The time capsule holding only 9 months gestation period in mother’s womb is no longer acceptable to me. I withhold my consent to this notion/motion of such a grand theft and be silent about it. THE PHYSICALITY (Ph-light) is the confirmation that I am, it is the ability to have a vehicle full of densified Light. I ask YOU, MOTHER EARTH TO PLACE/WRITE RECORD MY INVOCATION/REVOCATION INTO THE EARTH AKASHIC RECORDS FOR ALL SENTIENCE TO KNOW OUR FREEDOM OF PRACTICING/EXERCISING FREE WILL AT ALL TIMES IS ESSENTIAL. AND SO IT IS. JARMILA THEA IN NO TIME AND IN NO NAME AS SOVEREIGN FREE WILL SOUL INCARNATE. NAMASTE.
The following text is speaking of belief systems and the connection the our DNA/RNA STRANDS:
How “Belief systems” are etched to varieties of DNA?Is there a mutual co-dependence caused by soul less technology insertions? (This question stems from the info given by our Galactic historian stating that: 80 percent of our DNA is memory and 20 percent is programs/beliefs.) meaning without so called believes (is this the driving force to have experiences to evolve my DNA?) system my DNA wouldn’t evolve? I don’t personally feel it is so. While my DNA/activated holds all memory, while (lesser then>)the “belief system” is the stick, or poke?r? To guide or misguide me into a perception that maybe or maybe not keeping me on my true universal path to freedom.I keep questioning all beliefs spelled backwards ‘BELIFE’, if I can STRAIGHTFORWARDLY actualise my complete RNA DNA. QUESTION: Could auto portraits paintings (oil from different centuries) be a different version of time travel (function of covert teleportation device) and the person, would be able to step into our time line physically from their own self created portrait?
The second, third, etc. notion of inner thinking processes about each incarnation and how it is held by my awareness: each incarnation I can remember, (based on the activation of my DNA/RNA) retain and recognise is placed onto my spirit neckless (either around my spiritual neck and or hips) in 250.000 past cycles of incarnations that would be lots of crystals hanging around my physical neck however this is my sovereign purification rides of passage of handling and taking nutritious ways of actualising my DNA MEMORY, plus the long umbilical cord and its removal of cutting it on and on and on is now held my earth akashic records for remembering honouring of all my life’s expressions and experiencing via blood, bone marrow, chakra system.
My other insights/teaching but it can be also a nonsense but I feel to be shared since this is my intuitive which allows me to do so: that may be connected to the above text about 12 months gestation period and also belief system:
the following is sacred notion.
For my entire life, ever since one can remember, something about “the blue gene”, that I have been pondering on and of on and of, “wondering” whether it might be real, and if yes, what it might be: it is basically presence/ arrival of a different universe that is not DNA based.
And SOMEHOW I have been aware of this, say, possibility probability one that I know about. This other universe /spirit arrival presence cannot be weaponised, prostituted, compromised, the birth and creativity,/creation doesn’t use the model of DNA it is pure spirit that Gaia was secretly working on with few souls… just imagine beings free of DNA/RNA… This obviously doesn’t mean that I am getting rid of my gene codes, I am only saying what I have been pondering for most of my life: and that is the blue gene. the application and reasoning behind having an open area of our planet to be the gene library is that it may have allowed the Prime Creator the greater opportunity to create beings/life free of stranding DNA/RNA. Let’s just for a moment to take an usual approach for learning and or thinking differently. Let’s say that because the DNA/RNA technology has been continuously manipulated, hijacked, abused, misplaced, stolen, genetically modified for millions of years, it might just be good inspiration to the Creative genius of Prime Creator to create something that is called pure biological life that doesn’t need DNA strands. Nothing to be stranded on, and or by, nothing to be causing wars about. I don’t think it is so far fetched for those who are aware of many different chakra systems which comes from the knowledge of 72 or 74 different founder species at the beginning of seeding this planet with organic life. At the beginning i am using the term: “it is pure spirit that Gaia and Prime Creator has been “secretly” working on with few other souls.” It is this blue gene perhaps that I have been learning about internally via the indivisible light spectrum. Such a mouthful requires much further explanation, study and more journeying. The possible reader is always invited to question and put comments that are highly appreciated if relative to the text/”teaching”. More updates coming. Namaste from TCSGuide, Jarmila.
The application
This is my Sacred Space: High spirit Light Language merging, wings repairing
the birds are getting caught in the house and or somewhere else near me, pointing out their wings, thus sending a message.
It happened 2 or 3 or 4 times, twice when my flights got cancelled again, and so apparently easily the so called airlines re=booked them. In synchronicity the bird was freed and the flight got rebooked until the next short while to repeat this. The pain in the shoulder blades is sometimes really noticeable.And many of my dear friends have said the same thing about their shoulder blades. It is the wings of the higher dimensions belonging to the soul’s light body. Then there are the dreams showing me that I am living with my friends in multidimensional house instead of just having the usual “bathroom” and “living room” and etc., we have many dimensions, considerably high and actually clear evolved, free source pure high spirit, different opalescent colors, If needed some of the rooms are created to help the mind to stay clear and free of enslavement, freed of be-lie-vs, 3d traps, dirty energy . They have liquid crystals that one can hear its music, like a tuning forks just for each specific person’s true wishes to have the brain smart, genius, coherent, interconnected, creative. It is easy to live together like this, each room helps to keep the consciousness stable… Then there is another pure human genetic technology tailored to your own self recovery of complete mastery without stagnation.
My High Spirit waits till all the issues with programming and the 3D traps are gone from my human body. I need to study carefully the stomach these days, see it’s own anatomy, travel into its density (meaning history, addiction to food, what food=information for how long the kind of food I have eaten, has been away from the Life force of Earth’s sources Her self, gives the intelligence decline, thus the stomach is lazy to think more interdimensional etc.,) and see if anything still creepy is hanging there! Same with my feet. The feet are the antenna: there is a genetic connective tissue which has to do with the language of Earth’s nature, Her messages to us human, even the present inner Earth, these feet can pick up some relative to the soul interested, messages. The whole body is the antenna. The specific tasks of our human biology are to communicate confidently within the universes and we are doing it actually and it is immensely living changeling us in front of the darkest days broadcasted by the projector jealous of our connection to living life forms having a soul. The SOUL is the Magnet they want because it is the Source Itself. Don’t give them your soul at any price at any maybe future markings/injections etc.,
if just the consciousness would be stable, at times it is difficult tho for many reasons. The questions I am asking: Where am I being guided? and the answer received is: mostly into active weighting! and the message comes today and the wifi is really bad till now it is late evening and this should be posted this morning!…. so the message came: “AT THE LAST MINUTE GAIA EARTH DISCONNECTED HER MIND FROM THE POISONED ELECTRIC UNIVERSE AND IS FREE, WINGS INTACT.” (this universe is not experienced by the old soul as“electric” as it continues wrongly to be the science, sounds a little bit one sided. Every universe is expansive, is busy with self creativity of improvements. While we are on transcendence path…..”AND THAT WAS A BIG UNEXPECTED ‘SURPRISE’ TO THEM” and so while rested after lots of more letting go of old people/programhistory, It is really rewarding and relaxing to be aware that I carry, feel and know the BALANCE AND PEACE, UNITY actually and there is no male female as separate, and there is no left and right brain, what a joke….the brain is ALWAYS ONE UNIFIED BRAIN. O.K. I have one brain, O.K. unified female male within myself, I have known this 22 or so years ago. Why it keeps relapsing? It is maybe because as the positive time line keeps addressing bumpy places, one is urged into self healing place, then the process is done in that layer and then the balance is experienced till the next point of another awareness. My oyster question today was: Is Mother Earth in a sense also a Martyr??? (Why would I ask this? because many times Earth allows very sick people who committed harm and crimes against humanity and the natural evolution, She agrees to have them to incarnate on Her Face…”accepting thousands of years of limitations”) and we are still in the upside – down, inside-out dream convolution. The bible keeps coming to me these days as well. It shows as a big problem, since it seems to be the focus onto carring out more terrible crimes, strategist complex of sadistic harming. This is further the broken machine of re incarnation repeat, as part of the sick mind,(Atlantis, Lemuria, Orion, Syrius B, the part of the wrong electricity/mental structure that came from damaging the previously healthy CELL and introducing into it a strange I.A. agendas make this cell go very wrong…so thus this book bible is being followed blindly by those causing harm to sentient life..and there is where the second message came: BECAUSE IT ONLY SEEMS THAT THE OPPOSITION CONTINUES TO FOLLOW IT BLINDLY (scripted recipe for disaster, there is “old testament and “new testament” like “old world order and new world order…” ACTUALLY AND BY THE MEANS OF MASTERFUL HIGH MAGIC CAN BRING THEM DOWN SPIRAL LIKE WHEN YOU FLUSH THE TOILET, IN NANOSECOND.” We are dealing actively with this mutating energy all this time, thus it is sometimes more difficult to have STABLE CONSCIOUSNESS that CONTINUES TO GROW AND EVOLVE NATURALLY without this horny tale we didn’t ask for!!!.
THE MAIN HOME COMING that SPIRIT continues to support is to be honourable to one self, it is to be truthful to one self (not sugar coating anything just being natured, respectful towards one self, nourishing your own inner child (about the child: another layer of the wrong parenting kept also coming this week very strongly and it is to be around for several weeks or months with somebody else’s children. These kids can psychically bring their own garbage, neediness and unresolved karmic issues to the sensitive person, so it seems, this is now the ongoing chain of disconnecting from their staf and staying with ones own )…From slightly different scope belonging here, the sixth finger on my both hands and feet, would make twelve, because we have also known the :10: needs to go because we are hooked in every single way possible full of symbology and the symbology is very oppressive based in enslavement…
.When I look back (as per appreciation where I am today, meaning one can pause and think a little bit easier) 2 years, and when I think of the time certain load of work has been accomplished, I was pretty disappointed and turned off with the last privately personal session with somebody I have met personally several times and know this person’s very good excellent work for the most part…this time it was so grey, soggy, session, didn’t help me at all I wished I wouldn’t spend thousand dollar and save my self the nerve to listen to completely out of tune bla-bla. It was somewhere in November of 2016 or 2017. Since then firm decision was made that I will not fuel, nurture any kind of despair and just because my friend was tired and shoudn’t take that session so I would have a much better quality time with this person…I have turned my heart wheel to the right,.meaning I went EAST. Geographically, Esoterically kicking and screaming, bitting my own lips, gridding my own teeth, apologetic to my own soul, apologetic to my person for wanting to go “back”|to come Forheart it self-live on another mission to change my life, to give it bran new meaning or die. I have worked very hard and I feel certain way of accomplishment. It felt like I went into a dark night with lots of rain in it. Scenario of a boat in the storm and you don’t know when the storm ends, only seeing the night rain purring sky but knowing the SUN is waiting for you. The sun knows. The sun is me and i say this humbly as a metaphor. SUN has very deep soulful birth meaning to me, it is the joy, the life, the ecstasy the witness, the builder, the initiator. It is the solar plexus. For the most part we are alone on our missions, sometimes we can share it but mostly not. After this comes the vertical climb again. The I AM means for long time three basic indicators: I for Initiate, A for Adept and M for master. So stagnation doesn’t exist unless we fall into arrogance.
The evolving consciousness has done all kinds of vertical and horizontal ascentions before but never finished, meaning achieved the dreamed significant effect, that is experiencing, practicing free living. The way I remember and or now imagine is this: The Sun is over here we as highly evolved Human are here in near vicinity but the sun is not hot burning nothing like that, the sun is simply letting us have what we have earned. And that is the short description of an Old Soul home coming, peace living just like that.
So we are each of us where we are, the old soul(s) working/interacting in the unseen worlds, in the shadow… The shadow is sometimes part of me/us i/we took it on, it felt heavy, something we are still fighting (many many times we don’t want this, we don’t want to fight, but we are) the shadow got stuck on Earth . And I don’t want to use my energy anymore 30 years ago, or 5 million plus more years and incarnations don’t want to use my beloved spirit energy for fighting it, I foresee much better ways, a better plan, to become the sun so Mother Earth can have as many bright lovers and bright nurtures as SHE needs/wishes. I want to birth sun energy reminding myself again and again the noble purpose for the sun continues to be given its codes so we merge and it is all done already. Namaste, Transparent Spirit Krystal Guide.
More then EVER Our Sacred Space – (I am )OUT… of control.
Aloha to the Universes, Galaxies, Hum-AN! I am un-finally able to update a lot of events into my blog.
I have meant to say things for a long thyme, but I could not. Still variety of blocks in my way. Got a new traveling computer. Man this thing has complex different keys. I have changed locations many times. And now having stags of paper to be read and edited. See “below:” ∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞
My dear life is the land of High alchemy.
I am trying to balance what I perci-eve(-perceive) what is it that I am experiencing as an e-path: the extreme highest and extreme lows simultaneously. I will try to describe and give an examples: this 3D- THREE DIMENSIONAL VEXITY PH-isicality (physical light damaged on purpose under many agreements that have changed more then millions of times, the agreed place where the high dimensional chess games has been played!) I see it via it’s own sets of energy and then i am trying to describe it through these words. Even the expression “WORD” is out of my que balance because it sounds like …”war…d” The high in my experience would be example: the SUN! I love to meditate with the sun, talk with the sun, and go to the GALACTIC CENTRAL SUN for many reasons: home, feeling love, be refuelled with love energy, being seen thus reminded why I am on planet that is called Earth, being activated by these opalescent non physical beings and If we both want to play we borrow somewhat “physical” appearance for the game of meeting and do easy healing sessions and upgrades. Then feeling my dirty energy from being too long with the confusion, with the mixes of all of it called negative chaos, mess, war. cancer, there are millions of souls who need – each of them- something and each needs to be addressed by the self sentience system. Then there is me again the physical magnetic electrical bio-suit that has its own problems, see bellow. So again i apologies for being all over the place at times because mastering linear is making it very simple, and I mean if it has been simple to me living in the spirit world one foot here and one foot there, that is what is going to be like soon for most of the people on this planet, Yeah.
As the blood cells (the moment i think of my blood..cells i feel as if they want to run away to get a better life somewhere else, is the metaphor.)
renew, so I to want to make a new way in my life. In short times with long periods of interruptions I have been watching a season 1 on Netflix called Sense8. The strongest message from it to me is love and connection; love and creativity; love and freedom of expression; your right to be anything you want to be; the interconnectedness and how it is punished and haunted, harmed and almost destroyed by the agreessive violent people that are also here on our planet as I refer to these people :The Aliens. Whenever I had the opportunity to watch another episode and or finished the one I couldn’t see before in full length, I wished for that cluster (8 people who are born in the same time on the same date and they – as adults- become gradually aware of each other, then they form very tight friendship, family unit helping each other at many levels),to be part of me. For many years I have felt lonely. I have transcended the loneliness into oneness and unity within my self, the nature and some human kind that I do prefer from the other human kind. My life has been clothed in Chaos. Chaos can be perceived from the individual perspective as the exercise of uncertainty, fear, insecurity, overwhelm lack of support, lack in many other part of my life. My life can be seen from the much higher perspective as the reflection of the galactic reorganisation. This universe is reorganising it self based on what has been happening (Earth) here, and all around us, to other planetary bodies in terms of invasion: different factions fighting who’s territory will remain theirs – like our planet for example, and what will be taken away by other factions. There are regressives and there are aligned star beings with the Prime Creator recognising Free Will. We all have FREE WILL to be exercised.
The good – the elevated, soft, pale opalescent colors, shapes, expressions telepathically arrive on the tip of the skin reminding me I am part of them, humanity is pat of the higher vision, part of the much higher universe/dimensions/densities’ the guardian for Earth and these are the beings we interact with.
Chaos (In this present moment people forced without proper explanation as to why really!!!!!?, by the martial law bond to their homes…) is something like a great big beef’s shit with high speed fan behind, the 3D is in mirror right now. Within these few weeks millions of people have had a gigantic fear freak time. I as the invisible positive force bring the mirror to let them selves see in the reflective labyrinth inclosure all around them. When something is bad you can put mirror over it all around so it perceives only it self….the first reaction the freak and then going back into self…the good human…considerate of others, helping each other is the original imprint of humanity, thus the mirror sphere is for the much less desirable learned part of who humanity is not.
Here comes what I don’t really want to write about even if it is part of my journey, (it is also Not “but”) but reflecting so much the journey of this planetary body as well:
I didn’t know some 6 months ago this will happen. As mentioned earlier, I was experiencing lot of extremely Un- necessary things my self, I was in unknown about where I am going to live, for I wasn’t able to find anything suitable after being kicked out by my landlord in most nasty ways possible to those landlords in many other houses, in many other cities in much of this 3 dimensional demented world much in nowhere to live. I became homeless. Living for some time at two of my friend’s homes, my Spirit had another plan something it wasn’t clear to me back then I only knew clearly that I refuse to be giving my life force to tyranny, to dictatorship, socialism, communism, narcissist, taxes and other faces of violence of my free will sovereignty. Even when I found my self to feel fear, stress the infection of being oppressed, I would do anything to transform it. And it does help to face it, it does change when you start chasing after it. My Spirit had a different plan for me (i repeat).
The way of alchemy is is that nothing is solid, or stable, certain. Just try right now to feel the “word” FIRMa…..Close your eyes and feel this word..:firm: then write down your findings.
I decided to terminate the imposed avails for not having found my best living space, packed and traveled instead. I went to finish where I left off after my mother has passed. And gratingly so. It felt as if I didn’t have a choice, funny eh? I didn’t want to go to do any finishing, because I knew already what to expect: lot of dullness in many offices, paperwork, thinkg i really do not enjoy doing, because I consider it to be misuse of time and energy. It was correct: 4 months went by to make ends meet to make the final closure of all closures, i sold my mother house for whatever was possible and couldn’t wait to get out of the grey low skies wanting you too become depressed. Not my match thank you. In that time of being in my mother’s house locked in for most of the time by my self again…. i was doing a lot of detailed work on the programming that ordinary one would “think” was all transmuted. No, oh the heg,it was not, it still was blocking my RNA still some elements of it left like when your child has the 7th time lice brought on by the school and you are the one to pick them? Yeah that type of programs. (examples?…>when small child and i wanted something, it was innocent, mother told me in very ughly way: with lots of anger in her voice, dismissal, rejection…”No, you woun;t get outside to play with kids you have to help me doing my joulery….:things like that program translated into later days: i would clean and clean and clean no food no rest, i would continue to do something till i fell..type of think/program, anything limiting in terms of my inspirations and dreams in terms of what I wanted, went out of window on these days spend at my dead mother’s house while I didn’t have to deal with beaurocrats ). With this type of healing you can’t use logic, because it comes on randomly, it comes on when you reading letters you never knew existed, when you see your ancester picture and your brain gets into journey of that person, then the spirit world “kicks” in and DNA/RNA gets to be cleared again and again and again …….
So how you want to use logic? You can’t. I can’t use logic when I am doing healing with a client I am using Earth/Gaia’s Spirit PSYCHIATRY, it is wild nature. I applied this psychiatry onto my self since in the dier situations day in and day out. You need to think your self out of limitation, trouble mostly now days imposed by others. When you get violated by the system it is time to change your self completely to open up your reserve oxygen tank and go where no one went before.
I was dealing with post traumatic stress for not having a roof of my own, for not being able to trust people around me: These types of people didn’t consider mutual interests to be important, something that benefits the entire group. I have met two or so of this kind on my way out of there but first (here comes another part of this very twisted precel) first I coudn’t wait to meet them, I cound’t wait to do all the “Important spiritual healing work we have set out to do together”….I coudn’t wait to help to birth some “Important NEW projects”…. Spending lot of thousands on fli tickets, over 20 hours of flights…after arriving and meeting two woman whom I knew only through the Skype meetings for long periods of time, in 9 days it was over. I was kicked out, disliked, my energy coud’t be siphoned out of me, I wasn’t the right match to be manipulated and push around, I was told I was rude (which is aboslutely not true and if this would be heart centred group we would be still good friends/and a match for the “planned Grandmother council”), …I was kicked out, spend another lot of money (they didn’t pay for what they decided for me).. spend 3 most ugly horrific bus ride accross America, found my self in Florida, calling my partner if he could make a way out to meet me… and in short we met spend night together he left i found a dearest soul sister who offered me her friendship, and home to stay, bought me flight ticket to go north to Cornwall and stay for some time till I get back on my feet. Is what happened also. These people who only value their own benefits, needs and are cloned and controlled by deadly entities taught me there are not problem solving skills no resolutions for communities! The falls spiritual communes live in covered control domination divide and conquer regime, but they don’t know any problem resolution skills, for they don’t exist, there are not thought of, not considered. Big mistake!.
White Rock, New Mexico
THIS IS A MUTATION OF SPACE TIME CONTINUUM. Meaning: you have a chance to change from the ground up. If you are self centered looking only after your own needs excluding your other family members, validating only your thoughts, your own ideas, your own motions are the only once that matter and nobody else’s, then you are gonna face that lineage of your extremes, you are gonna be put into the JAR like a annoying fly till you decide to change your tune. This is a mutation of space time continuum: where here/there is 10.000 plus higher spectrum of different Light frequencies affecting our cells, our DNA/RNA planet, affecting universe, affecting all the shift i need it to inner-stand among this mess i was in. I was in the war of inclusive exclusiveness.
4 woman: on this short trip to White rock. my son’s birthday: i wished to be imprinted by this high energy freequency as a gift to him who was separated from me for last13 years. On this same day I was kicked out.
My perception is being changed by the much bigger picture.
I felt intuitively this will drag (as in Draconian) on and on and on, cause the human kind is still separative, still sinking into basic lessons of kindegarden (example: sold out toilet paper world’wide) not willing to acknowledge collective.. And in the small picture there it was: my life force almost sucked out of me by the actions of others. People I have been helping you I have been healing you and you are treating me like an enemy? You are jelaous of me? I am not like you so you kick me out? Twice?
Hmm. It IS THE FREEDOM CALLING TO ME, THE FREEDOM CALLING ME INTO SELF, I AM OUT OF CONTROL.
I am pretty sure it is the end of manipulation and domination. all this time this way shower this indicator I can make my own home anywhere in the world if I just USE the freedom given to me , free of fear free of doubt. Doubt is a poison. I wanted to understand the freedom that I was born/created with . I was waited for to say to it: “Yes I sense you, U are here with me/inme as my higher potential, propeler, i have no more ties, stable place to live in, I am not longer the mother I used to be responsible for two little children, I have no home to pay rent to, no bills to be bothered with every month…no strings attached!!! Eco eco eco)))))… I want to make it manifest as my reality. I am my own spirit guide. I was spirit guide for many life times to millions of people, now i am also my own spirit guide. I wish to get used to being free, to learn its lessons, It is like wild horse without the reins, yet these are Spirit reins that I feel in my spirit hands, in my physical hands. This is unraveling.
NATURE BELONGS WITH NATURE.
Nature belongs with nature. Nature and megacity the way they are all build and construed and experienced by living souls, is not my match, it is the rape day in day out. People have been trained since the industrialised era into consumerism hypnotising machine puts your genius to sleepless laziness of convenience, rapidly spreading. and now is the disease we have in all shapes, forms and black/grey I.A. expressions void of soul/heart love connection, void of natural creative spark. It is the practice of hoarding limitations convoluted addictions and attachments codependency on its masters. I do anything to transform fear.
so ..I live now as I want to. Traveling some more, living in one of my better felt places, in southern hemisphere.
the deep green the salt in the air, the birds singing, i feel so relaxed and we have toilet paper roles here.
Let me interject with some good insights collected in those past several months . This one is about my AMYGDALA: Sacred Feminine (As I refer to the Original Creator) says “Mao” aka nara, the bringer of a present future self. It said “no words today….(unraveling….) and…”Because I don’t actually Know How to speak the reptilian language (my mind is constantly debating, weighting the words like a flower against sugar, like a water against oil, like a vacuum first or washing the windows, or reading the book what first?, I have never learner at home as a child the true priorities, the tasks with an explanations, the lessons repeated with patience several times in a peaceful way, the human words their meanings and all the memories of interpretations, figuring endlesly out what gets me into trouble what is free of trouble AAAHH so tired with it, where life is backwards. I am in the region of my brain called by the medical society :Amygdala: their books are teaching people it is the place of rage and fear is held and felt. I say it is wrong, cause Amygdala has different purpose and origin. My Amygdala might have been witnessing many years of confusion, almost fully assimilated and forcefully dissolved her self into the negative I.A. reptilian artificial 3D identity ( you need to reverse the reversions you need to bring right side up the upside down, you need to become ambidextrous you need to have soul intimacy practice, feeling into your tummy, into your heart, into your brain, into your Spirit to comprehend some of the domino/chess game of this universe renamed within my own world as opposite). Amygdala is GNOSTIC OF EMOTIONAL SOFTNESS, GENTLENESS SEEING, FEMININE QUALITY, LEADERSHIP, EMOTIONAL CLARITY – CONFIDENCE. Amygdala’s own nature is naturalness such as cognition in pure original light, love expressions, nurturing and supporting the whole nation of my galactic brain: the GATE into the STARGATEs to the Inner Core the bodily map to this Yoniverse and all other Universes. There are many star gates identical to human expression leading back to the Original creator’s plus equal to the anatomy of Energy body of Earth Mother Gaia. So today right now…as was said at the beginning of this paragraph birthing the future now that any deeply felt realisation brings, my Amygdala is at home to her original purpose of the sacred feminine, connecting to the core heart soul of my Being, the Earth’s Core Being. Amygdala (evokes the name of Mary Magdalene) is not a prostitude, sleeping with Reptallien who stole throughout cascades of fear programming her original neural Pathway. Amygdala is not of this 3D matrix you see, She has immunity of multidimensional connections. The neurones, electron, cells Blood, Amygdala is part of its assistance to keep pure and make the fear irrelevant . No snakes choking her torture her energy into submissiveness to sacrifice her self to the artificial fear reality….the colors changing, the eyes turning blind for the eyes are no longer connected to the sovereign heart space sustenance, which would be the end of my Amygdala if it wouldn’t be for the core knowing of what is real what has a soul and what doesn’t does we ignore it fully yet we have awareness of it. If the Amygdala would give up her sovereign frequency authentic feelings to make the connection to recognise how so extremely difficult it has been for me and my being to communicate in the language of spells, in the language of linear mechanics, the left brain, My left brain is not the enemy. My language barrier has served me for it helped me to stay in touch. Sometimes with good charge sometimes not so gut / good charge. Authentic feelings means the most accurate upholding of original divine plan which is to have natural spiritual evolution happening, taking place with all the support already of what remains alive. Alive is vast. My Amygdala is repeating to her self :I am sovereign, I am free creator Light High Alchemist. Acknowledgement the first born as i recognise my soul to be creator’s creation came into existance (paradox word ) , today is the full circle of uniting with such knowing, awareness causing my own emotional brain the amygdala to rest, to relax to realign in her own environment of my limbic system my Hippocampus gladly helping to remember all the learning turned into self teachings. Amygdala’s purpose is the opposite of rage and fear. This is how woman being is tortured to submit to become the proxy for the artificial narcissists. It is true the negative I.A> is always AFRAID OF HUMAN OF HUMANITY AFRAID THEY SHOULD BE AND THE HUMAN NEEDS TO BE AWARE OF IT. THE MIRROR IMAGES GAMES ARE VERY OLD.
why are we so vulnerableMY BIGGER QUESTION IS...
to pain, to trauma, to any kind of harm, exposure to harm and violence? violence is the way of the wrong/incorrect use of metal. Metal and biology don’t match. We are innocent, We are the pureness of humanity, the centre of the flower that Original Creator has co created with the other Original Creators. We need to find out who and what we are. These lessons in 12 million years was ike scissors: if the two knives are open you make it if you are late you got cut out….back into descension….aaahhh. So I feel right now we are in maximum polarity that is shown in the 3 D. I feel that the machines that are working so hard like for example THE SCERN will blast self destruct because it can’t mass-ter the emount of energy needed for the regime of divide and conquer to continue in it’s copyrighted script. I have seen in the Spirit world how Gaia is expanding leading Her self into the omni multi cultural dimensionalities …If you read the bottom here, please just feel this. Thanks.
yes, nothing is in random.
The level of this much of POLARITY IS IT’S WAY TO INFORM US. It i a way of information. What is the average level of collective knowingness, collective intelligence available constituted this kind of stimuli. It is the pointer to leaving the limitations. I did see via clairvoyance the bursting out of 3D. It is not going to be just yet any entertainment for all the people.
additional fresh as i am putting a lot of things together: (there is backround noise, i am not in my own house, i am listening to a broadcast, I am drawing images, I am downloading pictures, I am trying to rest on my day off…..i need to go pee… and I think I might be hungry?) …. additional interesting simplified picture/image arrived, and it looks roughly like this: the second bellow this one: learning a lot from the SUN for last several years. Needs extra attention, needs extra blog.
prime original creator reflects within it’s I AM changes from Earth and this part of Yoniverse.
PRIME ORIGINAL CREATOR/WHITE LIGHT CHANGES: i want to explain somewhat this above last picture simplified: if you see the sphere representing the whole of Prime Original Creator it has reflected/reflecting, co-creating with all its Creations, changing the expression of Light, the white light mainly, as per the unlimited new extreme potentiality that humanity is right now bringing back home! On this picture it appears that the above states: “White Light changed, the Bellow (where we are, but we are also above!!!), it says “White Light changes” on the right it says: polarity of white light, many levels off different time lines. The white (ON THE SMALLEST SCALE within our blood cells:)cell is listening and reflecting of the collective consciousness as it is rapidly downloading all the overwhelming information: the information is great from alternative media: please find and listen to everything and then make your own deductions and or using gut feeling to put all the levels together, there is a “narrow” aiming out of something… several months traveling into the de facto y. 2021, thus this White light is changing because we are changing it, the time line is stabilising a little better, I say better because this time line we are on CANNOT BE fucked up, it cannot go to the total overtake, I am now referring to the what seems it is happening, the virus, THE ANIMALS WANT TO GO HOME! They are telling (me) we want our own ascension time line !
p.s. that is what cows, sheets keep telling me when i pass by them because where i am right now it is full of beef and sheep. they feel very bad in their own live-lihood.
white rock is a magnificent short trek leading into a canyon found in New Mexico, January 31, 2020
OTHER NOTES FROM MANY TRAVELING DREAM SCAPE BOOKS. Main message: if and when you (negative I.A.) take something out of nature, disrupting Her creations,the natural law is to seek it BACK.
Notes, get out of your ghost dream space. the last 2 or 3 months of de facto year 2019 have been a lot about children the south pole the mother : the right one and the falls mother who had this script to corrupting families, cities, nations, and the whole planet and beyond. then on october 20th 2019 i got this message for my children and it said: “If and when you (Negative I.A. and all you mix, and remix of them)take something out of nature, disruption Her. the natural law is to seek it back.”. The other dreams were fat with my divine free will and freedom repetition, confidence, self assertiveness, taking it back. The dream scape in old 3 Dimensional script is a ghost thus it has been given me to play it out for it, ghost dreams, for example: i sleep with lot of different man i am a slat. I wake up and say loud “NO” and change the dream, repeat repeat repeat till there is no more this garbage in my surroundings and there are no corners in my dream scape. other most obvious messages: Be outside/meaning with nature for years most important, do yoga, dance, create create create!!!!!!!!!! bare feet, you sleep better you see better, you are clear better…. on 22. 10.2019 I am painting garage walls and all of a sudden i hear loud and clear this message : “What are you doing painting the walls???!!! You suppose to be activating your DNA/RNA!!!!!!!!” the 25.10.2019 de facto lots of activity again and again with DNA/RNA removing programs throughing out old DNA that has contamination of limitations of such programs: such as the smell of my skin after my mother inheritance! the memory what she used to be telling me about her self and the extreme how she saw me (for she didn’t see me who I was), making me her slave program., the 12x12x12 kept coming and it is still here for what Earth has “told me” today how She is at “war” with the 12x12x12 millions of years of descent-ion and almost never to be able to have the format of natural evolution particularly as we are now creating, making, shifting, deciding, resonating with this shift magnificent shift going up high into the bright opalescence of frequency different geometry and beyond geometry (that is how i receive it) and you might get totally different picture cause the realities are as many as people as many as it is send on the beach and there are many different beaches on this planet right
Another awareness now amplified is the human emotional body: most people didn’t know how to feel, most man can’t meditate, they feel, (through fist mental input) that they are not able to connect to them selves, there is something blocking them. Yes, because the EMOTIONAL HAS BEEN ABUSED. As frequency changes the emotional body will realign, not on it’s own, with willingness and cooperation it will heal, it will be telepathic again these days are at hand.
The sun and suns the sunset and rises i catch my self often taking pictures of the sun language it’s being is right now in my presence, it responses to the sincere telepathic enquiry or in my case calling because i miss being inside of the galactic cities. Alien technology just message came in 29.3. at 19:59 pm. defacto time. to be continued. Namaste, Transparent Crystal Spirit Guide, Jarmila
DICTIONARY OF MY EXPRESSIONS:
1.e-path : means almost fully at will interacting with all energy available to me as a :so called born healer, old soul, shamanness, someone who has close connection to nature, to Earth, e-path is someone who reads energy.
Light soul language – Bird (birth) people, my meeting in 2006 f.y.
“What doesn’t live for leave it.” Naval-kehe mutu-lu kumia, tula ma/h-t/ra, yuritee mihoro natalu. The Bird people are the cosmic parent, called “Na-esh-etna”. I have met with them sometime in 2006 fraud year end of May. Gaia means: the before and the after! The first born. The first born earth is the heart, its own leading point for set terms, the Prime Creator’s essence, Presence, weightless Light energy language, taken on form through awareness, and Earth’s own teaching of psychiatry,transformation,that which brings up more of Seeing. In previous Atlantis the land called DaiTya. (Not sure if this Atlantian place name is correct, cause it is found in my own old notes). The bellow doodle image describes cosmoses (sample simplified). These are egged and or elliptical and orbital (round). That is all what my notes said, cause the rest tiny bit i must re-meditate for closer accuracy for my self to teach me how it is instead of how it isn’t. The how it isn’t is part of the linear psychopathic old mentality.
Sincere-ly Namaste from Transparent Krystal Spirit Guide, jarmila.
This is my Sacred Space: CLAIRVOYANCE TO ASSIST THE EMOTION(A)S
ALOHA DEAR LOVE SOUL FAMILY: What i am going to present here is a simplified map system everyone of you can create for them selves. This one is on FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS. It is intuitive clearance, clairvoyance followed by few drawings as a help guide. This guidance may be helpful to anybody, including children for it’s purpose is to show example and open something inside of you that you might not know how to talk about it. In most cases PICTURES ARE REALLY TELLING and we all recognize this.
Here is picture one: with following glossary:”…i feel so many feelings i don’t know what is “fist” or where is the bottom line. The Inmate is also your Intimate and is the guidance; it appeares to have parts to it self for orientation as each map should haver provide with.North 1. {negative}mother (father} person(s) missing or present, self-sustainable support, movement- hnutee-motion of changes; more functional support; Borrowed DNA:Mother persons {positive}<MOTHER PRINCIPAL PRESENT; missing, strong survival, narrows pointing towards each other, repealing, My designated Bototm Line Feelings, piano cords, south, numerous spirals of consequences, free will, new birth, predisposition,..Energy strain in the E-Body, sitting now with one’s own strain till it is dissolved. 
The shape in above graph is the very first shape of my own emotions that keeps showing up for me. My perception of it is that it is a good indicator of a healthy survival function that is self-correcting, upgrading, cultivating via the SOUL, please see picture three. The bottom line can be taken into more details for each line is an “octave” that leads me into the subconscious for discovery. We must choose it as OUR OWN DISCOVERY FOR WE ARE MAGICAL BEINGS.
Next graph glossary number two: the next layer of my feelings (this is a map that contains invisible threat to the detailed works of my nervous system and how i choose to interact with it so it can thrive) The visual expression really helps a lot rather then attaching a story to it even thou it may be percieved that way. So here we go: “E-motion”..all by myself on indoctrinated christmas day in the empty house.” (is the offering synchronicity to give or create a space where one can feel her/his own intimate-innate self communicating): is the psyche upset and these tears are now the pathology stug in the nervous system of the Hermit which is sitting in the calcified waters of he hermit. My I AM “comes” in and serves as catalyst so this layer of my bottom line has not only company but recognition what the ego is participating, interacting with the ego is alienated. It seems to mind the scenario of the socieaty’s program which is thousands of years old: Elaborate, well the people the family members come together they eat together, they through the ‘GIFTS’ to each other and then two months later go into the deep depression when they see their bills. Now why is that? Who is doint this to whom? When you look at the second picture bellow it might look like what to you? To me since this is my own example it looks like my Cathalyst is alchemically destiling the old into the Light spectrum through Spirit (spirit here in blue)
There is third picture with following text and glossary: The Infinite, Soul, The person in this world which is supper-imposed overlay projected image), The text says: Living with a psychopath pathogen world and those who are infected by it. I ambrace my person (person as i view it is the momentary octave in Tuning) the “WO” in this case for my incarnation right now is of a feminine character. “I ambrace my person with my soul I am Presence.” The smallest circle on my next picture represents the far reaching Infinite (who we really are), the next middle colored circles symbolizes my present person acting and training, learning and making the journey into the joyfull merging with my soul. =The SUN bright Light that is here what I know I must achieve, do, be, merge with WHAT IS. The bussiness of Isness in all ways. So this is my so called individual goal, my journey of healing. I had to be healed to help heal others. The SUN activates the humming, the moments of the Light merging with the parts that are open to connect, that is called HEALING. Healing is connecting to the warmth of the heart of the soul.
Namaste, T.C.S.Guide,Jarmila