Category: Mother Earth Gaia

This is My Sacred Space. Messages for Indigos.

Aloha to Indigos and soul friends,

Recently I am feeling much less held back. My inner stewardship indicating it is good to share with my Indigo Kin some knowledge about Mother Earth’s evolutionary situation. Again not so easy at the beginning, for there are many rampant thoughts of shoulds and who will be able to inner stand this article. This article is  aimed to bring some other details about those energetically insane misdirected, not belonging occupying Mother Earth for sickeningly long a thyme, they leaving mess of  ugly technology  still manipulating our time line(s), minds, guts, food quality. But HUmanity adventually wins.

 

 MY MANY YEARS OBSERVED KNOWLEDGE ABOUT these vibrationally disconnected sick bastards, dark extratelestials who broke in (several million/billions earth’s years “ago”), by literary making a hole in the fabric of space, (over 5 mil.years the un-natural incarnations were in operations, thus distorted 11th dimensional star gate, our natural process of Ascension – Cathara Body, were lost to us, as written, explained by Ashyana Deane in brilliant Voyagers volume II), took over our planet, enslaved everything. O.K. so most  people, even the sleeping ones must know this by now. If they don’t know it consciously, they do know subconsciously, it is written all over our energy bodies. I take a certain look from the perspective of learned natural earth’s teaching me- psychiatrist (psychiatry as in Earth Mother ’s her own teaching of such health issues within a biological and non biological  life, its processes and possible outcomes if it is not stopped and rewired, neither healed,  it grows into incomprehensible ugly dangerous tumour). so that is where our planet, her life’s force and the life of humanity is at. Earth to me is a whale at the seashore/beached. My take on our unfavourable lasting situation is that the incurable psychopaths  have been demonstrating to us humans, Indigos, Krystal children, regular folks, fillings, and extras, have been demonstrating the levels of their illness. The deliberate huge mistake and the allowance to be making them on our backs. They even – while screwing with our highly evolved genome – they even implanted their smaller version called “the reptilian brain, for further monitoring and experimenting. They did so to let us experience how fucked up they are, hoping we could find for them A cure. By almost destroying us in the process.

I remember one very smelly and ugly draco reptilian whom I was asked to help to create a portal so he could finally leave our planet,.  He has telepathically explained to me he didn’t any longer agreed with their presence of his kind here on our home planet and what his kind was doing to Earth and Her children. He him self was deeply disgusted by the whole thing. So the portal was created by my spirit self and after he left, I just got this profound realisation what just happened and how my Spirit self “messaged” my brain so I would be aware of it.  As a premonition/gift he left me few things to figure out and so I did figure this out, that they are so fucked with their never ending experimentation/manipulation of their own genome, mixing it with other countless star species by means of abductions, wars etc., but mostly insanely manipulating and violating our own genome sequencing.  It is known fact more you mess the genes less chances you get the results you are looking for such as so called cure for the first cause of made mistakes. Wanting to extract out of us our own gold the essence that is of Original Prime Creator.  I can’t possible feel any compassion towards them, I possible don’t feel we own anything to anybody, cause we were attacked, not once not twice but 5 million last years were the hardest for us as humanity. The calendars, the static maps, symbols, misplaced history, burned books and then technology that is available only to those puppets who acting through media posing as authority, which they have zero, of corse. 

I have been in deep and resolute disagreement with the whole laughable astrology/zodiak bullshit for most of my life. Cause it never made any heart felt sense.  Sets of lessons as if you are a dog and must learn how to walk on the leash. Repeating and forgetting. Yes it has been mentioned here before. And it comes back again. It clocks up our genes, our veins our higher dimensional senses for not much longer actually. We are certainly here for the reasons to remember everything and brake permanently down this horrible incarnation/karma spiritually wrong game. 

My hormones are telling me I did say this long before that the  zodiak (do you sense the word “yuck” in it?) and the word “zoo” in it? Hm? is a trap  “guidance”, illustrated with a dead sky imagery frozen somewhere in couple of thou-sands years ago, in this matrix, mascaraing as present actual above-ness. Are you laughing yet? It feels so stifling so backwards because it is. 

 Take out the middle man  of every aspect of your life and you feel much less psychically, mentally, emotionally exhausted, depressed, trapped and confused. More we, each of us act on our own accord of do no harm to any sentient being, more we be of true help to Earth and to each other, ultimately the collective consciousness will resonate relieved accordingly. So this is the first part of what I really feel like sharing and pointing out.

The second part that is O.K. to share is a description of a “human” from the perspective of Mother Earth: to find out who you are what is Indigo, takes for some very long time, life time, sometimes you know early something but you don’t have anybody to reflect with what it is you might know of. There has been the sense for many decades now, that multi-star system-lingual co-existency of self dressed in 3D uniform skin is much more accurate description. AND It is clear by now that the forced and many times re-inforced refusal to publicly acknowledge humanity of Mother Earth is a very unique alchemy and golden animation coming from a far, can’t last much longer. The manufactured, illegitimate  de -facto go-vernance’s fear of such humanity is seen. No matter what they “do” to humanity {alchemy at it’s best:}..on this living thinking feeling knowing planet, our original DNAs strands ARE activating. The human uniform 3D skin is transmuting. We are moving to HU2. (Meaning Harmonic Universe 2) The sci-fi movies are filled with assortment of star living beings. They keep showing it to us and we have been ready for this for a long time. Mother Earth’s purpose is to be the galactic gardener to help grow and naturally evolve many different star species, She is the Garden of colourful diverse star races in many galaxies. This planet doesn’t need the protection and fear control from her hi jackers. the original self witnessing births of the highest divine will, births of new galaxies.  Massive force with innate focus and will to create endlessly. IN closing the third part  Mother Earth DNA HEALING Data base. One of unique sessions with a client. As per “usual” information came through related to this client and their connection to Mother Earth. Mother Earth is a DNA gardener and facilitator. there is a specific imprinting information of genetic data as a Guidance measure, given to those who are leaving Earth and have a specific mission to go to different planets and or star systems to help in healing and or reguvenating after distant planet was in distress and or loss of life forms. So Mother Earth transmits into such a human’s DNA a code that heals destructive events. It further said that all star races who ever visited Mother Earth, lived in her vicinity for billions of years share a common imprint of diverse genetic life forms as Earth is also the galactic librarian. My client can travel to these distant places and help to establish and or rejuvenate life, something like artificial insemination except that in this case the artificial is out of picture. How very fascinating, loving and kind. So very little do we know about our own Mother Planet.

Namaste, Transparent Krystal Spirit Guide, Jarmila.

This is my Sacred Space, the NEW YEAR 2024 and YOUR INTENTIONS

aloha my friend. I want to close this de facto drama queen year 2023, Before I do, let me address this particular day, December 31, 2023. I was looking into the quality of this day, It is being run over by anxiety, alcohol, and suicidal thought forms of the collective humanity. This collective humanity it’s consciousness seems to be the centre core the last layer to transmute its spiritual deprivation anomaly and get hold of it self. Today is our so called last today, fill it with your own energy and purpose, give it a gift of you being part of it! Thanks.

The next year 2024. It was coming through already many times in November, And I didn’t write anything, too busy with nothing tangible. As it happens today is also so called SUNDAY. On Sundays I hold Once Gaia honeytations. I have been doing these group gatherings probably since 2010. The reason for saying it is because it leaves trail of flowers that is like a long better looking umbilical cord offering healing and better ideas how to use the PURE ENERGY THAT HAS BEEN GIVEN TO EACH OF US AT THE MOMENT OF OUR SOUL SPIRIT SPARK CREATIONS.

MY POINT is that you must BECAUSE YOU CAN, to connect your own soul signature frequency to that of the days ahead of you, AS I was CLEARLY SHOWN by beloved ENFINITE MOTHER OF ALL CREATIONS: “The air that is around you, is my breath, fill it with words that turn into beautiful fragrant flowers, These flowers then can be your next healing tool in your large growing cabinet of healing modalities, do co create, don’t let anything and or anybody such as the pathologically insane usurpartors manipulating your mind, your televisions, your internet with war prostitution and all bad things that has nothing to do with your life as a sacred expression and extension of THE ENFINIT ORIGINAL CREATOR”

 

Think about it, be it, visualise, feel, and CONNECT stay ONE with beloved Creator in your aura/the gold that your living light is (and was being polluted, and stolen and shortened it’s life its intelligence by arrogance, neglect, laziness, doubt and fear) CONNECT to this NEW POTENTIAL. 

This NEW YEAR 2024 IS YOUR INDIVIDUAL CREATIVE POTENTIAL, DRAW IT FEEL IT AND THEN WITH YOUR SPOKEN WORDS GIVE IT TO THE AIR, SO IT CAN BE CARRIED SAME LIKE THE SEEDS OF A FLOWERS POLINATING MANY PLACES INTO FERTILE SOIL. that is all I want to say about it today. with love and gratitude Transparent Krystal Spirit Guide, Jarmila.

the layers of awareness

aloha beloved few for whom i leave messages here cause I know you will get it: I am going to refer to few acts in recent weeks, but always layered with frequency of pure light and high alchemy in between rows, to help transmutation and in many cases out-creating shithings what doesn’t belong since it is not beneficial to dear life.

1.Agressive hostiles in 3D mater doing: things such as the cause of : (fires, use of radiation to cause enormous heat waves, using other technology to be sending diseases, bad mood swings, low mental thoughts, other fear porn) IS SELF DESTRUCTIVE.
2. Your strong suit is your DIVINE CONNECTION TO YOUR INFINITE SELF, PRIME CREATOR, TRUE LOVE,
3. ORDINARY HARMLESS HUMAN, HUMANITY STAYS PROTECTED SINCE IT IS UNDER THE NATURAL LAW ORDINATION PROTOCOL.
4. STAY WITHin YOU STILL POINT SACRED NEUTRALITY.
WHAT HAS BEEN RECEIVED FOR LAST SEVERAL WEEKS DURING MEDIATIONS AND ALSO MUCH HEALING WORK WITH DIFFERENT CLIENTS IS THIS: PURIFICATION/CLEARING OF THE SO CALLED TIME LINES, IN ORDER FOR US TO MAKE IT TO THE LINE WHERE WE KNOW WE LIVE, BREATH AND PROSPER IN OUR NATURAL KRYSTALINE NO- TIME, IS WE ARE STILL UNDERGOING AND VISCERALLY EXPERIENCING,WITNESSING THE MOST HORRIBLE SELF DESTRUCTIVE BEHAVIOUR EVER KNOWN. (“dates: this was last week, or last two weeks ago” today is September 21st, 2023 de facto) WE DO KNOW FOR SURE FOR FACT, THAT THIS IS CHANGING, IT NEEDS TO GO AND IT IS GOING. BUTs (the D. orders  ARE DOING AMPLIFICATION OF THEM SELVES IN THEIR OWN CREATED MADNESS, THUS SELF DESTRUCTING, CAUSE THEY HAVE TAKEN THEM SELVES OUT OF THE NATURAL LAW, THE 12 BASE TREE OF LIFE, made them selves 10 base grid falsity  GRID OUT OF THE ORDER OF UNIVERSE WHICH IS HARMONY, NOT A HARM CAUSING DAILY TO HOME=EARTH-PEOPLE. It is E.T. war on earth for long, and we need to stay calm and not in the middle.
IT HAS COME TO MY AWARENESS ONE OR TWO SUNDAYS AGO WHERE PEACE (peace has different layers!, And also structure and thus meaning ) this kind is of achieving no time crystalline nature of Mama Eartha (earthy) between the #number(s) 9 cross section to # 3. Explanation: take a round de facto clock, look at it, look where 9 is, then go to 12 then go to 3. O>K> that is the “west-north-east” line most importantly as it is still being clarified to me, number 9 represents the higher dimension actually9, number 12 is your silver higher self over soul and number 3 is this mess/computer game matrix the evolved souls exiting via their higher consciousness not necessary physically, but in your perspectives of accessing realities and true authentic memories. Right here at the #3 it is overlay!Where the Higher Self continues to be present and continues to fuel the body with purification of all system. The system thou have their own unique order of purification based on your own DNA protocol so yes, paying attention, FEELING always is best, THUS YOUR AWARENESS IS GROWNG. P.S.we need to take out all these “war” based words (again!)  please continue to create your own SOUL BASED UNIQUE DICTIONARY THAT IS home feeling.
The #3 is also: things are happening in 3 sets.
SO: your consent to certain events and without holding it is excellent intention practice within this chemical global computer matrix game!!
Having your own authority/control over your life is part of the above.
Connection (living daily active connection knowing where with whom/what you naturally belong that is:….be=long!!, Beloved Living Light, Original Loving Prime Creator, Pure Consciousness, say “aAAAh”. You rely on you, trusted friends, soul family, do not rely on the “game” let them fall let them self destruct, I know they want to take you with them they want to take Mother planet with them, AND EARTH HAS MADE HER OWN UNIQUE PLANS, SHE TOO HAS HER SECRETS. and I am so glad to know Earth has secrets, She is smart.

and Here some fresh today and 2 snips from our group meditations (which all shall be posted in their respectful pages here to stay updated and compare notes with yours..)

 

so today is 21.09. 2023
 and since the words are small I am re-writing them to readiable proportion. It says: the small picture represents my own depiction (not really here to be quessing if this is accurate or not, my Soul says it is so it is) of symbol as to how the old (centuries old) families such as the “da vinci” (it is a nick name for italian, japanese, russian families) who are still operational and are taking care of the rest of those we don’t want here on planet. I am guessing (now) they have their own structure and the law of elimination if you don’t do what we have agreed upon then you are out”….? referring to de facto nanny governments, and actors called presidents movie fallen stars, and other war business acts., the weather control and you may find more examples. Somebody send me a y.tube link. It is about deeply harmful energy emission through all electronics plan in october of the 4th and or the 11th (if the 4th will not go as planed, this is the bad behaviour idiots)the plan is to spread disease via computer, cell phone television, the instruction is to turn off these “devices” (this word also speaks volumes of its self). Again good people are working on preventing this from happening and the ……bad-ones repeating them selves by insisting on doing harm. Well That is what this y.tube channel is telling. My 1/2 second feeling was a reaction of anger. in PRINCIPAL: all such war operations against evolving healing, waking humanity are repeat repeat operations, distractions, even if this would take place, you already have in-build in you your own antenna for bullshit /harm causing operations and thus intuitively will know that on such and such day maybe you go fishing instead of being on your cell phone…The human who has learned, who is aware of this and tries to warn people is also usually not saying: ..”regardless human you are in control of your thoughts, how you feel, what you thing, what you choosing you are fully in your body connected to your Higher Self, grounded, So my 1/2 second anger was there simply because I really want to see people being in the krystaline earth enjoying them selves, as if on life long vacation, and this “END” is very very long, prolonged. We are learning (?) that those centuries long families that also have played dark but have apparently so “higher morals” are fighting the zealots idiots who never understand the word “NO” we don’t want you here !!!, giving them ultimatum and expire date. And when your Soul recalls these same times before, it becomes way too long. The next layer: i had an experience that was NOT pleasant due to the work i was doing to help somebody that really need it. Brief description: the military use of sonic waves, eco locators vibrational frequency that can lift you out of your own body and take you somewhere else for who know what. I did’t let this happen thou. I woke me up at 1:30 in the morning upon feeling this strange wave and shook my body to wake up and yelled “NO”. I didn’t sleep for the rest of the night, was meditating. It is shared because it is happening, it can be for good reasons and or nefarious. I wasn’t waiting for an explanation, but the next day/night apology arrived. The reason why I am sharing this is because similar types may be used to cause earthquakes, and or weather control, is what this makes me think of. So how it is being used such technology is discerning element is how the innate feeling response to stimuli. Self healing, energy awareness thank you thank you.

Next layer: Yesterday it has done on me that we have lived and died so many F.times (thousand upon thousands lives), that we are practically soon facing our own eternity. (picture: i saw the lives and deaths speeding up so fast it became yo-yo, then faster like a swirl, so funny as if all lives came into one centre or into the zero point finally to calm down) The other side effect of all these past lives could be feeling that the incarnations were principally a game, mis use of technology against you this also may be correct. So sumarize it now we may have inner-standing a little more about how your innate High Alchemy may work to lead you upward and forward to living authentic life of Original Prime Creations, learning a greatest and amplified deal about the psychology and psychiatry of the very sick race of  aliens who tragically reduced them selves to reduce humanity and because there is nothing can be done, they will go home as DUST which takes many billions of years. I want to end on this note: Brain has very unique process of self-inquiry and seeking self efficiency and cultivation to achieve the best quality life possible, through the ability to learn. There is never enough learning.

Peace to you.

 

Devaluation of currency”? or the return to high alchemy.

The below information is a stream of intuitive consciousness, for your consideration:


 About the energy of money, this money we have been forced to be using, living under, thriving and suffering, is archaic odd, an old archetype of reptilian technology, harvesting colonial system!

 The original pure golden human   lineages, not need outside source (money stollen life force) for our existence. And you will say “that is bullshit” in practicality yes, 

but We are  the spectrum of living light frequency. Our light was taken and heavily weaponised, misused, and reversed put into slavery meaning we had to work for our energy to get it back-reversed.  and what was alchemically happening it was taking us down. We know this it is obvious.

Thus the most necessary  shedding of such ex-lucrative static magic without illumination, the energy alchemy what doesn’t match, doesn’t belong. In many ways we as a humanity have been compromised. Our quality of life has been compromised. 

Our true golden human was put in stasis.

My feeling about the changes we are making through ongoing alchemical shifts, transmutations and transfigurations, is that we are shading this falsified identity and money , so that the nervous system, (individual, partially collective, definitely at the Soul level of Earth Mother and in this part of Galaxy) can align harmoniously within the Earth frequency of pure frequency, gold and silver is growing everywhere it is not a scarcity problem. And i am sharing it from the perspective of a healer.

 The falls gold, computer based crippled- crypto heavily controlled and centralised of corse, does not hold any value to us a living souls.

 gold and silver is being created in the body of Earth Mother It’s energetic reflection created from all the experiences we have been in in last several thousands years some of us several millions years in this magical planet turned into prison, harvesting DNA planet. Our Mother Earth has created a refined gold and silver sound and light technology that we may  be using or not perhaps as means for exchange. Yet preferably  necessary connection and neutral relationship via our own electro magnetic field, we may be aware of.  As per so called present currency based in war is gradually being dismissed by the most evolved humans on Earth. For it has been a foreigner currency of fear, lack. The foundation of under neath of our foot steps is changing, so we can recover our golden silky skin, brilliant diamond sun origin. OUr brain composers heart centre with the bellow (our beloved Mother Earth currency energy changes like tuning the piano again into full harmonics. Significant effect in changing our physical bodies as a result of the above changes.*

 

 Fresh example around money struggle: very powerful woman whom I regularly meet in my spiritual circle of friends, that has forgotten who is actually is: strong silver (electric energy, as means of propelling her into the correct spiritual hygien and action) Atlantean, she was the one of many who has build Atlantis as culture to be powerful and meaningful place of Galactic humans, a meeting place of radiance…, and then when it fell (Atlantis) this woman’s soul fell into deep forgetting, trauma and despair, unable to identify where is the key/root problem now in this life time,  her soul  so angry and in despair and soul shattered in million pieces, she is now struggling because of this deep wound. We were shown how the remaining beings of Atlantis actually had to flee in to the water, and learn how to live there, she has developed very interesting acoustic audience  still so called resting behind her ears. She has blamed her self so much so harsh, that her inner central pillar has fallen. So if she wants to succeed in this life time she can bring. recalled the situation, and  change her imprinting and join the High Spirit in Council and rebuilding of our planet Earth.

So the devaluation of currency, is terminology brought upon by those who lost the war on consciousness on our planet Earth.  In the very principal the curse/or spell  from the very beginning, was to devalue golden human in the first place.

Note about the jabbing meant to cause access into your bodies and completely destroy your soul and the connection to the living light all, against our original purpose and golden human principles of natural evolution. These money with blood on them have no true value, This is important to realise,  why most people on Earth struggle , The true currency of true humanity is living Light we are living light being lifted back up where we belong. 

About family:
because we were facing deep pain and disappointment, one of them is the loss of a child’s connection to a loving parent. The disconnect from the heart.  In most countries this is true. The child has lost sense of what it looks like, the continuum of legacy, the river of life how ever one can see this.

 Children are remote, cold, depleted and emotionally and mentally abducted, terrorised as children by sexual abuse, dark magic, drugged with pharmaceuticals, technology we have lost our children. In the higher picture this is a collective human loosing the connection to the sacred Mother Infinite of All Creations. Yet we have evidence that our Infinite Mother has returned to our planet. Thus everything is just matter of positive change. Again. Be the love so you never have to run out of it. Taking care of our selves: (as I choose to stop hoping for changes between my self and my children’s relationship towards me the daughter’s, son’s path to find them selves again, I, you will/can become much more stable for the Divine Light high Frequency to continue more fluently embodiment the living Light into my vessel, which very nutritious towards the soul!!!)

So can’t  go into full rest.  Wishing for resting thou. 

This is My Sacred Space:

today is de facto june 21st, I feel (I got back into my body, mind and Spirit FAITH of Prime Creator!) It feels like sensational lover I wasn’t aware existed, back into my heart. I am saying “back” because I just don’t know yet how to say it better. I could probably say I feel not apart from my original self from the eternal self. I feel more from what  I have felt before.

The importance for having my true soul family is still valid and important, BUT it is not jagging me like it did before.  I know it is on it’s good way.

The theme of feeling like an orphan and living such expression gotten another sense of much deeper realization as well. I feel the part of Prime Creator that we may consider as sacred Masculine is part of our planet as of today!!!  Well something very important happened today today is the graduation of many good happenings and the result is this feeling and knowingness inside of my being like being more at home knowing what it is better. I really really feel this. The memory that follows me all my life from childhood years of remembering walking among crystals who were singing to me and  greeting me, which felt like true happiness as per daily business, many different shapes of crystals, awesome happy hills and alluvial landscape of crystals everywhere one walked, the air was golden shimmer, always warm almost humming but never noisy and or overwhelming, just pleasant and common, natural, normal to us olden beings who belonged with the ancient Mother who is now called the Earth Mother, She is ancient transmuter of shapes, realities and enormous wisdom, still learning to comprehend Her brilliant heart-mind.

I found my faith in Universe, Faith in Prime Creator, I didn’t know that I lost it. With prolonged separations many people loose sense of wholeness.  I had to construct many helpful links for my own life for many other people in order for my life to function the best it could. When today Faith returned I feet such a strong sense of sureness the strong and clear sense I am not apart. And we were orphans and that was so scary that we had to forget about not being able to feel so closely with our Original beloved Prime Creator that was the most shocking and traumatic night mare we went through in circles. And the emotionality as a result got us forgetting. Not being able to be with your true family is very very difficult, many know this and many more don’t know what they missing. The fallsification of light also did us a lot of damage in all bodies. Falls sound (fridge, car, machinery, engines, screaming,, negative A.I. voices so empty so disturbing,) the human eyes will be able to see the truth again and the real gorgeous planet Earth and the Universe again, I don’t know when I am just expecting this because that is the home I do remember. Beloved Original Creator Presence = restorative results for life expression.

Well that is what i have for now and be here again soon to add all the information from Mother Earth’s teachings on Her pages.

Namaste, Transparent Krystal Spirit Guide, Jarmila.

This is my sacred Space: today I am listening to my ego. Call it the Ego Day, Ed in short.


I am listening to my ego today April de facto 2nd.

I am going to call today the Ego Day. Ed in short. The ego is shy and in hiding, maybe I am mistaking it for my inner child? I am feeling a lot of “deprivation”. Yes indeed confirmed. So I am now feeling and seeing the energy of deprivation, slowing down my breath, relaxing fully aware of my body, and where exactly the deprivation may be latched within my energy bodies. I am now in a kind of visualisation meditation, realising while I am creating my own sanctuary inner space; where no bugs on my beach are harassing me, and I don’t have to be sharing, bargaining,  or paying for anything… In this visualisation of creating my own sacred sanctuary I noticed massive rocks. I know the rocks Are my friends, I run towards the Siamese rock formation to give them a sincere hug, finally I am free and open to express my love towards these rock families, realising how it depleted me to hide in the other hostile environment of conditioned socialising, policing how I was afraid to speak to my rocky friends! They belong here in my self created sacred sanctuary, in the space of my beach with the sun  that doesn’t burn my skin, i feel the presence of the ocean humming…  feeling the rocks it is helpful to know I am out-creating the other realities dictated by your status  if you don’t have house and million dollars you are nobody. Such a “reality” is not right now here and I don’t worry about it. My ego is showing me the unpleasant times of feeling not welcome to be fully genuine, acknowledging what I knew since a little child that everything around me is alive. I felt not allowed to be fully my self to be honouring my sister and brother rocks. Strong feeling… integrating that  and then simply feeling free of that charge in negative polarity and happy in the presence of creating what ever I choose within my own sacred sanctuary. 

What comes next is a series of reminders of wanting to be a different character. The character shows up as a white peacock. Simply wants to be here so I let it. I can feel it’s fine feathers, its movements dancing walking and then it turns into a princes a her dress is made of kindness, love, generosity, friendly nature. It is O.K. to feel and experience anything that needs to be expressed, felt to become integral part of one whole self. This is a part of Mother Earth and Her Soul that is showing me I do belong here. I can tell Her what I want and what I need. We all belong here on Mother Earth. To know this is part of healing one self, it is the link to Universal Laws. It is the transformation of how you become more coherent with your self in times when it is hard to hear your self clearly. These are times when we need much more knowledge of own discernment, intuitiveness and Inner connectivity to our Original Prime Creator, it is priority always has been in my live. At the astral perspective it is also exiting to notice that what we watch and truly enjoy for example Star track, or other friendly inspiring story, book, movie, we attract it into our astral plain. So truth, real human-ness which is love, kindness, speaking the truth, living in honour of one self and also respecting others, openness to help each other not from the place of obligation but from the place of inner knowing we are able to help to change and heal our lives. The collective heals through individual, that individual helps to heal part of Earth and also part of the collective consciousness. Just because we are seemingly separated doesn’t mean we are. We feel at subconscious levels (those are also changing into full awareness, awake-ness and realisation what certain connections are “doing” transmuting realities). If we communicate loving and kind enjoyable energy it is definitely in the outer fields in your aura. There is inner aura and outer aura.

At the end of my meditation to help my ego integrate better and to let it know that i am aware of it and it’s needs, I ask Mother Earth to show me where I fit the best.

Namaste.

 P.S. Some of the comments are dirty, selling things i didn’t ask for so they end up in my trash can, to be erased permanently.   You may have questions, and or relevant comments to do with the themes published on my dear website.

This is my Sacred SpAce:

Aloha Dear friends. Today is de facto December 4th, 2022. Lot is unraveling: in the psychically physical receiving awareness: the true North, the Galactic Centre Beloved Original Prime Creator making changes as to HerHis creations. Vulnerabilities have been seen, felt and acknowledged. Mistakes correcting them selves in THE now and in the layers of all events. Sometimes my finite self writes so called backwards to walk with awareness and unawareness simultaneously. The finite self is the entry point for the Beloved Infinite, that is what we have been looking for, connecting “back” to, home. 

Home. Sarcastically this reminds me a recent visit number 2 to certainly uncertain office where they are issuing some Ids. It has your picture, date of so called birth on it, yet it belongs to the issuing “state/country” How it can be? On the walls in this uncertain office they have pictures this time not of the falls jesus but previous good man president that died several years ago due to being captive for many decades in jail for things that people now-days go to jail, like speaking the truth, being sovereign and or lawful. So I was really puzzled to see the good man president from faraway country to be hanging on all of the walls of this uncertain off-ice. I left their office feeling violated, lied into my face, previous good questions still being ignored, and issuing document that is de facto taking several long months to issue. Hmmm….”stay away from this, for it is not sincere, it is not real, soon people will discard all such documents which were created for the purposes of violating people. But let’s keep the upbeat perspective.

I have moved. And it is the nature that brought me into Nature. Place which lets you BE. Place or palace of Earth Mother with healthy flora many birds and other four legged beings, place where Fairies do live and also the Light Beings. I have seen them, We have spoken. They are teaching me their earth language of different varieties of sound. It is challenging sometimes when the small brain gets in the way. Now people can come, stay, have a healing mystical experiences if they so choose. It has taken about 4 years to find the right people, positive energetic match frequency, where co existence is possible practice and not just mental fart. 

And so the AIR is  clearing . The GUT is clearing. Lots of daily physical labor. For last several months I have been reminding me and learning more about natural plastering and how to work with it. I  learned the use the cow’s dunk (we have plenty of cows roaming the grassland all around, leaving powerful mulched grasses leaving their bodies as they walk. I have taken an ancient recipe from India that is using cow dung for natural and sacred building structures, with lime and straw and water and or pee. You make this wonderful paste like and then you apply it onto the external walls of your hobbit dwelling First I had gloves, “protective eyewear” and was very stiff and care-full not to be touched by shit (as I have realised during the process of 6 hours a day application my apprehensive-only out of ignorance-stiffness) then finally when the portions of my plaster begun to dry, revealing  very pleasant and clean feeling fragrance, I relaxed with the changed attitude of trusting in ancient nature and very much enjoyed this process of doing very useful peace of joy. Refreshed from my newly found passion for plastering, passion for finally to be able to put to use my old work ethic and forte, the place inside of my being begun to blossom as result. Not to mention the real joy when you accomplish something that you have been thinking, dreaming wanting for long time, that is to have your own place called home where you can co create. As I let nature to take care of me and my old traumas*, I was able to tap also easier into the other realities, other worlds and densities

Very recently on de facto december 2nd and 3rd during my. morning meditation I heard that “new biological anatomy of human who has been awake for long time, is replacing the old anatomy, old biology. During this journey I detected many black holes (throughout the spinal cord, on the both sides of most vertebrae, CNS, black holes in forms of dark upsetting emotions, memories from the past that i have cleared away 20, 30 years ago, yesterday and now I see them here again!?, they have been constantly being recreated by the dark negative computer systems of NAA, by the shadow falls “selves” (those that have separated, shadow self from the Dream Time. This kind of “dream time” is the simulated illusion as shown in the series of StarTrek when captain Pickard goes to the training facility, punching a specific scenario within his computer programming and then this program is played out in his 3Dimensional square box room, appearing totally real.) Then repeat, repeat, repeat…So that is what everybody has been experiencing, till these computers were shut down! 

In the meantime my “mind” says “i need money so I can buy the organic good food, bees was candles, sacred oils and incense, nano soma…, converting “money| as previously being used as form of B.M. system back into Potent Life foRce of Prime Creator where Joy of Creativity is expanding. well i have said this line years ago, decades ago knew it as a child what could be done, because it is part of our human potential that has to be actualised.  And then block: the sense of quick sand, something we don’t move forward and upward showed up again, struggle low emotions deliberately being through in the field of the collective humanity to continue siphon our energy. Questions about ownership of these low emotions, not moving forward, such a cheap shot of the poor dark arts.

OR: Why would I choose to write (like i just did now) Memories of past events to bring them into here/or future reader? That is what most probably has been decided not to do unless it is relevant and can prevent something catastrophic from happening.  I was brought here by High Spirit Council of the Original Prime creator to help to destroy the beast machine not to fee it by recreating the painful past based in lack, fear, and B.M. their technology of repeating such things and the other mean things was taken down. It all must be dissolved so it doesn’t appear in universe next to ours. We make cleared space for new potential of other soul species who previously had not such opportunity for birthing them selves and manifesting the uncreated creations long waiting for their turn, replacing all this ugliness and shame. We are talking about UNLIMITED POTENTIAL. Rip open this synthetic plastic suffocating everybody hologram (gram? with holes in it???) divided by the flat disc of dark and light sky, the gray matter that is not real (the part of the lie where the human brain was apparently divided in the middle called gray matter because it was light and dark together in your own head???!!!Yeah, the “LEFT brain what was left from the complex brain only in the minds of the poor arrogant magic convoluders that had nothing left to participate with but stealing, number manipulators, augmentation of the space vector at the bottom of this universe to cause we already know that, and loosing Millions and Trillions of precious species. So again all of this is cleared out of my own Cathara body so it may realign and activate accordingly to its first nature.

last night not sleeping (again). The idea that the skype, zoom, and others are nothing but jump rooms has hit my mind. The gigantic brain alias the moon and the corrupted part of last Atlantis and its memories of such as the cell phones, the iPads, the small and gigantic computers are nothing more then junk of the last sunken Atlantis (Atlantis divided, forcefully hijacked, living crystals destroyed) the present computers and its all alike technology are nothing but vampires, look at it, if you don’t feed it dirty electricity then it doesn’t work. THis is the part of the shadow, panopticum, hazardous mind convolution, this is the corrupted left over from old Atlantis. Stupid computer sucking energy because they don’t have the right part of the Atlantan brain the actual krystal that would keep them going. So what brought this to my attention? Some “vision” from the previous day: I see bright gigantic brain hanging in the sky pretending it’s the moon!, The Brain is morhphing into twin rectangular Siamese pyramid partially smiling as if so impressed with its self for still being able to make silly tricks for the public. But the Public is now alive! No more public zombies. The brain/moon/twin rectum pyramid doesn’t take the alive public seriously though. The twin pyramid appearing as the “brain” appearing as the moon used to make believe tricks the “truth”. The way how Atlantis has been assassinated has been replayed in many centuries in many varieties of the same repeat. The Napoleon then the Nazy turns into red communist, turns into genetically modified food, turn into dangerous jabs. Then something shaped the last straw did it? Something to be said about the Earth patiently orbiting, spinning walking round and on this round the lost consciousness of everybody murdered destroyed including all high level civilizations existing on Earth are somehow Here. The Atlantians, the Indigos, the Original Guardians, The Emerald Order, all the other Orders of High Council are here, the highly evolved star beings have been here. Well of us “turned around” and saw the Galactic Central Sun even those who were sleeping. The internet is this one big bright “moon/brain” hanging in the sky and we are taking out of it’s system the naa technology transmuting its fiat into telepath via our own nervous system. Now hold on I don’t mean to imply we are becoming borg NO WAY! I am saying this: the human village is going the heart way, is going the love way that is the way how everything – and this is happening -everything is transmuted even the internet, so the reasons for shutting it down would be only again out of fear what’s happening to us the heart person and those with nothing. The very thing the foundation for everything was almost surely destroyed but not really. Love is what adventually unites, power mother nature and the galactic all seeing finds way back to one self no more waste the will of nature is here and everywhere.

:last: intro: as one of our dear friends is visiting Egypt, unexpected i saw the 96 pyramids, then Mars the planet “told me” while I wasn’t sleeping, told me that certain place in Egypt has it’s soul shards and part of its consciousness. As “exchange” the Egyptian part is profoundly depressed, poor (program of with copies) and programmed into lack, war. Needs to be retrieved, the negative imprinting dissolved, Mars soul shards brought back, and the sovereignty of both the planet and this continent to where it belongs.

This is my Sacred space: the virtue on living.(originally for the sacred high June 21st., 2021)

in order for full invigorating and live affirming – transfiguration to manifest, one must be willing to agree with the strong will to live. We can be the living light helping Mother Earth to heal Her self completely and finally get rid of the horrible artificial negative virus poisoning all life for hundreds of thousands of so called earth’s years.

aloha. Recent personal and private experiences lead me to make very firm decisions how I wish to be, how I wish to continue (-alas continent, place in alchemy with it’s own set of rules, and hidden clues), this life on private level, from the inner Light. the ABILITY of focused effort in understanding situations and these situations per example causing pain and suffering thus the longest ever theme of this planet and its unhabitant and inhabitants. At times I was able to reconnect to my physical children mainly the older one. To express ongoing love towards her and her extended family and somewhat offering guidance, if asked for it. On my last visit to my child who invited me to stay unexpectedly for 4 days, I have experienced unforeseen torture: no hospitality, no conversations, no mother-daughter time, another friend of hers came for visit during my 4 days, This has happened in the last winter but I made excuses for my daughter as to why she has again changed her plans to meet me half way during me traveling closer where she was at that time. Forward this past Summer, I was again refused as a mother who loves her, as a guide who has lots of offer, I was misguided by my adult child into hoping we could do something together and continue on path of healing our broken, distant relationship. NOP again I was mistaken and the hostility, cold behaviour and cruel  subtle expressions and actions that again almost destroyed me emotionally. I took a look into this strong force manipulating her mind her heart causing her to fall into bi-polar disease. The small picture of one mother that cannot have relationship with her children not because she wasn’t fit mother, is only another small representation of the big galactic picture the movement of Universe and how Universe DEALS with dis order and lack of love. The monsters who dominate the corse of our planet and our lives can be- with their dark technology SPINNING THEIR DARK DISC FOR LONG LONG TIME,Is there vision, so If you see your self stuck, isolated, disconnected from joyful living people know that once you decide how you wanna live in your own ways that is in the prosperity of love and creativity, their fucking disc stops spindeling you and spinning your life into viral, contradicting, reversal technology nano-psychoses. You have the power to stop it. All of our, yours, mine, mental/emotional etc., pain experiencing is programmed distortions into our perceptual reality, we are able to transmuted, stop it at will, but first you must respect your will. You must read the notes given to your soul how they are suppose to be played in the original sound frequency. Even thou your children might not find their way out of it, you have to. Vibrationally interconnected this will bring your good heart warmth results. The other thing is to catch the negative narrative thinking, when you tell your self you want something in one sentence and in the following you contradict your self. This means – in the geometry – that it is gonna look very disturbing, just try to draw your thoughts and see what geometric mis-shapes you get, that will teach you to be consistent with your creative healing thinking how to change outcomes. You pick your self up, and you remember: there is the sun connection to you, there is the soul full music you can dance to, there are the brushes which help you to articulate a picture called true art. The geese teach you their language or something else part of nature can teach you it’s language, Earth will guide to the trees that belong and trees that were imported here to be a poison so you need to get rid of them. Getting rid of toxic un kind thoughts their deformities is your job instead of “living=death”, or dwelling on them. Decide what is your TRUE CURRENCY? You decide that, not them!

noticing the inner central sun and life affirming kinesology,= sacred sexuality, as i see it.

what you can take from the above recording: study Nicola Tesla his work and I think one of his many gigantic genius works was to help remove the falls tilt of Mother Earth, 23.5

Usually in June on northern hemisphere we experience highest light, so that is where we get activated our “personal access” to the Zero point “gate”. It is the access point, place of plenty, place of connecting with real life beyond te negative aliens construct of deception and constant harming our lives with lies, non existent covids, those are electronically created to deceive main stream people.

Also by activating our true sacred geometry (that includes how we think and we are able to cary on consistently good creative thinking forms that lead to good results to cause changes!!!), it is also to assist to remove the bad tilt of 23.5 from Earth. Earth MUST TURN TO HER ORIGINAL TRUTH.

Namaste.

DISTORTIONS HIDDEN NO LONGER to my true Soul Family into trillions of One Heart:

 

i wake up every time early morning with some belonging information that my soul is working with. Like this early morning, at de facto 3:44 (made up not having  the watch since braking free from artificial time.).Here is my copy and paste ORIGINAL NOTES: the notes are synergy of people i have written off mostly man who pretend to be my friend :the role of a so called husband,(very abusive)partner, lover. In those interaction are hidden pieces (BY THE NEGATIVE ALIEN TECHNOLOGY OF CORSE!) of Mother Earth!

my power totem blue sun

reminding me the rhythms with life.                                        

December 8th 2021:

TWO IMPORTANT

 INSIDES: JUST NOW DEC 8TH AT 11;11 A.M. DE FACTO

FOUND A BLACK BLASTED INTO MY BODY HOLE! (This to me is the ‘puzzle’ from several summers ago probably around 2017 2018 from Beeches I was there under the sun resting biking there and swimming then one moment all of a sudden I felt this enormous pain coming from the skin to my right side few millimetres away from my bellybutton (bullying me!) it felt as if some idiot used a mirror to burn my skin. Within few hours I had a major blister on that part of my skin and for several days on weeks had to treat it) SO now during a prep. Meditation  I SAW it again as a reminder  previous situations, and ‘warning me’ against something…who knows…the points of our bodies are the indicators = maps of what is happening and where in our local universe.

the SECOND insight this very early morning is regarding a DISTORTIONS HIDDEN IN MALE/FEMALE’s system those parts, qualities, knowledge, belonging to Mother Earth. These distortions, and deformities hiding in the E. Guy here (as identified as the pussy having woman element in him distorted and twisted in a guy that is not a really a guy with manly qualities one would admire, respect, or wanting to be part of in a bond of partnership on intimate, close sexual relationship level. He repels me, he has no hi gene, no sense of order, no sense of how to be around a woman, total complete chaos and distortion left and right (frightened guy in a hiding with whole stags of papers and mess building all over him, so frustrating to be around him, disturbing as well) so this early morning I woke up with seeing that deep inside of his energy there are those DNA clumps and many past lives during DNA mutations and genetic destruction of Earth, I saw these parts belonging to Earth. VERY FASCINATING to me to see it so closely and in a great details, who could know….Continents, cultures architecture all very depleted, distorted, deformed, twisted. What I did about it? I just observed it, I was present with it, my Soul listening into this scene and great revelation, different form of healing taking place now, Earth is guiding me into these buried deep inside of our psyche, our bodies different history, all of us are a great part of archeology we must take care of. On the surface since that too is done with a negative technology deception, deceiving us believing it is natural!, on the surface we miss to actually LOOK as if in the deep faraway distance (my anchor shot high and deep and the organised and forgotten original nature presented it self in  revealing picture, where broken pieces of psyche and soul/time travel giving me far different knowledge, not ever final . Infinitely different yet now open so I can really SEE I can really understand EARTH AND WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO HER. I GO BEYOND DISTORTED PERCEPTIONS. OPENING MY SELF THROUGH WANTING WILLINGNESS AND GENUINE DESIRE TO truly be the sacred feminine RECEPTIVE being in flesh who’s work is to find the language of Mother Earth and restore it completely to its splendour.(there is again this sense of false inserted negative A.I. ‘competition’ , of who is gonna be there first”? And I am aware of it, observing it’s falsified distorted “memory of events from the time I was in my twenties…., wondering briefly what’s is it about? Is this another trick and distraction, or prestige? A deformed form from previous character play when I was in my twenties? And working in the Newspaper, having this image of my self that I am doing something privileged that not everybody can do??? So phoney. Now I feel was being used. Tightly in the artificial technology based matrix. The technology has been using humans against each other in unfathomable ways, giving them privileges and using them for their own game of distorting decepting humanity away from their own sense of NATURAL SPLENDOUR OF SINGING THE HIGH TONES OF INFINITE MOTHER WITH EARTH SO SHE COULD BLOSSOM and BE HAPPY AND HEALTHY PLANET AND THE DOORWAY OF COMMUNICATION WITH UNIVERSE.

thE STRATEGY OF INTERCONNECTIVITY WITH CERTAIN TRUSTED BEINGS WALKING AND SHARING OUR PLANET EARTH: not necessary that we “know” each other in “person”. But we know each other’s work ethics and what we stand for, thus being linked energetically on the vibes of Earth Mother’s smalled collective conscious consciousness awareness. That is very in-portant thing to realize please. Even thou we don’t know each other in “person” we still are linked with our purpose thus in many ways cooperating and coordinating with the living sentience grand and vast all over our little selves.

(note Pierson airport is a war camp and a dimensional hole of strong electromagnetic pollution caused by very powerful noise underneath, right now have no idea what to do about this.) and This last note about the Pierson airport which to me is actually one of Earth Mother’s womb chakra!!!, these types of “info” coming to be discerned, I do have a link to it cause some of my friends may be in that area soon and I am concerned about them. It is well known to many of us who never fell asleep, that we have been in the biggest and most ugliest beyond word’s articulated description, wars. I managed somehow for-see the “mainstream public”: within this wording there is as ALWAYS a frequency an energetic signature it is important to feel to discern-to KNOW what if anything to do to help!, These are the things and small inner “events” some beings are designed to be dealing with to improve, help, propel. guide, “heal” to find their OWN way out of deep blind oblivion of obeying the tyrants.

the other very lovely think I wish to share is the other depleted places of Earth: when we actually take care of Earth’s body, such as yard work even thou it is not always necessary so called our own land, place where we presently find our selves, but when we do that out of respect for Earth, She response: my response from Earth was recently discovered set of star systems right under my feet in form of very many five pointed stars sacred geometry aligned and I saw it. You have no idea what that does to your heart and the smiles and gratitude you feel when these “small” reciprocities happening. and SO THE CONSISTENCE MESSAGE I HAVE BEEN RECIPROCICAL TO HAS BEEN “LOOK BEYOND DISTORTIONS because there are hidden truths! You need to know who Earth IS, and finding out you in there as well. Look here dear Being, we are in extremely dark and tough situation, but no matter what you must and can because of who you are, can grow out of depletion, see through deception lies propaganda, re direct your self into natural world of self-creative abilities, smile, laugh, take care of your mind, reach up reach out, move your body find what breath practices works best for you, stay creative, do not numb your selves that would only serve the ass hols. Know that in your weaknesses are your strengths.

am knitting a skirt, it is fun I do what I love to do, and when I am creative it is nourishing my inquisitive lovely brain/and mind to find ways how to learn Mother’s Earth true natural original language and how Mother speaks through us, just put some effort into it.

Innate recognition of something that IS worth of being with, is my heart.

I want to feel the message of winter and the lack of light.

when we are in the mountains the air is pure and thick the blood is oxygenated bright happy and the will to live is strong. It is updated by the environment. When I can’t go to the mountain I meditate and that takes me to it, the deep breath helps as well. The recording voice bellow is from writing on several different insights collective from meditative states (date: 04.03.2021) Basically it is about the no going away shit show themes, the wrong story of Earth and little Gaias that is us people, we are living in. We are living in mud conditions, trying to raise our family, trying to have love based relationship, trying to have a good ball movement after very expensive basic meal.

I have been born with the innate ability to transmute and flip shitty energies, I have been born with removing curses so millions of unborn souls can be born with the potential of healthy lives. It is here because it brings the courage to be facing things and the ability to change. When we change and we are at flow with changes we are far away from black magic. People you must realize that anything such as the dogmatic religion is very good example of b.m. it supresses growth. All of us are repressed, traumatized but we have the ability as a pure human to flip that energy and to grow powerful spiritual immune system. I have known this since the last time i stepped out of the Mystery schools in 2011 since I found it fractured and compromised. Thanks for listening. More importantly thanks for writing input, questions. In grace and gratitude i walk. Namaste.